i have no intention of looking up or soliciting appologies from rudy. fuck that prick. i never hated anyone so much in my life. i never hated anyone so much in my entire life as i hate rudy benz. he is an evil man.
Hello Alia. I was in your peer group and I remember you.
I couldn't agree with you more about Rudy Bentz. Rudy
is a MAGGOT. He doesn't deserve our compassion, understanding, or forgiveness. Rudy only deserves to
be treated with the same degradation & cruelty which
he so enthusiastically visited upon all of us during our
respective stays at cedu. Never feel guilty for hating
this man, because even our hatred is too good for a
piece of shit like Rudy Bentz!
As for Rudy's apology: it is worthless. Rudy crossed the
line beyond where "I'm Sorry" cuts it decades ago.
Maybe Rudy has finally reached that point in his life
where his past is catching up to him. Maybe the fact
that CEDU is dead, Jill left him, and that he has no
friends is starting to sink in. Rudy is old now, old and
alone with nothing but his guilt. Funny thing about guilt:
once you have it, if you can't find a way to get rid of it
(make amends), it tends to grow and it feels worse and
worse over time. Rudy may be apologizing now, in
hopes of receiving forgiveness to relieve his guilt.
Don't give that shitbag the satisfaction! Instead leave
Rudy alone to face the demons of his past, to wallow in
the depravity and emptiness that defines his pathetic life.
Under such dire circumstances, we can all but hope that
Rudy elects to do the rest of the world a favor, and blow
his own brains out. Now that would be sweet justice!
As for Bill Valentine, he was not the sadist that Rudy Bentz,
Jill Bentz, Guy Bonnano, Patrick Stambusky, Russ Decker,
& Steve Laird were . True, Bill played by Cedu's rules,
but he wasn't cruel about it, at least not to me anyways. Bill
treated me fairly, much more so than any of the other "family heads" at Cedu. Based on my own personal experience
with Bill Valentine, I would agree that his apology to Alia is
indeed sincere. Good for you Bill, I always knew you were
better than the rest of them.