just wanted to let you all know things are going really well. she has told me soooo much about CSA. she is excited about being home, we asked her what she wanted to do education-wise, as she is extremely smart. she was very excited about going to a real college prep boarding school that we toured a few days ago. she feels it might get her in one of the better colleges, as she would like. she likes the idea of being away from her previous bad influences and making new friends, yet being home all weekend, i think this might be very good for her. she says she doesn't want to get back involved with those people and she feels it would be difficult to keep completely away from them if she is here. the school she likes is very fancy! pools, tennis courts, big labs, huge library,sports, big nice dorms.And...you actually can get a real education there without mind control, and it is about half of what the wwasps "program" costs. she said she felt so filthy the entire time she was at CSA. she said is was absolutely nasty. she feared touching the shower walls, bottom,etc. and she said she wanted to cry everytime they made them sit on that nasty floor. she also said it was "fairly" common for some of the kids to be restrained and taken to OP. she said she didn't know exactly what they did there except you could hear lots of screaming and crying. she said kids would be screaming quit touching me! quit, you're hurting me! Also, there were a lot more runaways that I had heard about. about 7-8 in 3 mos. i can honestly say she was completely overwhelmed when we took her out. she has been in major sensory overload. she has begged us over and over not to send her back, even though we have already told her we wouldn't, about a dozen times. I can only say that i would never have sent her there in the first place, had i not been lied to, and now there's no way i would ever consider it. she says prison has to be better......
