I want to share something with all of you, because I'm not really concerned with anonymity necessarily. I had a major anxiety attack 2 weeks ago, and I could go into detail with past shit, but I feel it's unnecessary right now. I found a psychiatrist on my insurance plan who opened her door to me wearing an old school Leucadia tiedied shirt and made me feel completely welcome. I've never been diagnosed anything before, and I thought I would resent it, but it actually was really helpful. So apparently I'm bi-polar type 2, with ocd and panic disorder. And now I'm taking low doses of klonopin, and all of a sudden my life is a huge success, seriously. I always wondered why I had these ups and downs, nothing was ever stable for me, and now, I feel good, no anxiety about anything, I'm kicking ass at my job, and she's also referred me to a clinical therapist so that I can work through my shit, cause I don't want to be on these drugs forever. But honestly, it's like I feel like normal (?) healthy people feel. And I used to abuse these pills, self medication or whatever, but I have no desire to get high from them anymore. It really is amazing. So just wanted to share that. Just what's going on with me.