...I recognize you from your story because I was the one held down and force fed. I can't begin to tell you what a terrifying experience that was. I also can't begin to tell you how much it means to me that you refused to do this...and refused to be part of my nightmare. I'm thankful that your mom was a nurse and spoke up...and the best thing in the world that could have happened to you was being terminated from the program...it saved you years of trauma. I will always be grateful to you. Suzanne Z