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CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones / How About This Theory
« on: August 08, 2004, 02:21:00 AM »
Brialliant post

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CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones / How About This Theory
« on: August 08, 2004, 01:54:00 AM »


In response to the last poster... What the hell are you talking about?  I was on probation when i left for RMA, although the courts did not send me there.  Honestly, I would sure as hell rather have been placed there by the courts then to have the feeling that my parents betrayed me my first 3 months.  Do me a favor and think before you post. thats all I am going to say.  

This is to the poster that said they had sent there child there and they had a good experience.  I just got back from a visit to RMA.  I went to watch a couple of my friends stand on stage and graduate because, they are my friends and I was there to support them.  The things i saw that RMA was doing was awesome.  In my mind, I wouldn't change anything.  There are no longer any clothing agreements (for the most part.)  The kids can have there skateboards for a pastime, and the have a PS2 and everything.  It looks to me like things are going pretty well out there.  The propheets are almost all out the door which could be a good or bad thing depending on how you look at it. The truth is, at RMA, right now things are going great.  If you would like to ask me more specific questions please, feel free to e-mail me at [email protected] I would love to answer some questions.  Oh, and the most important thing about it all is, the kids at RMA right now seem happy which, let me tell you was not the feeling i got when i left 4 months ago.
I am tired im gonna hit the sack.

Oh yea and to this SON OF SERBIA, E-mail me, i will give you my adress, im not hiding behind any computer.  Listen man you ruin these boards with your sensless rantings about how bad the school is.  Your just a bully man, come to my house i got a spare bed, and I will take you out and buy you a cup of coffee and you can sit and vent all you F**cking want, please dont do it on these boards.  Just take a breath and relax a bit bro.

Oh yea, and Bryan Felsher, you are the same man you are the most ridiculous poster on this site.  You compared CEDU to Aushwitz what were you thinking, take a history class, and you will learn about some real fucking pain.




DONT BE A MORON !!RELAX!!
AND LISTEN TO SOME PROPHEET MUSIC LOL

IMAGINE PROPHEET BABY!!!!

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CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones / How About This Theory
« on: August 07, 2004, 10:02:00 PM »
Wow man congrats on wasting two years of your life and shit load of your parents money. I actually went to RMA, which is right next to you, if you werent to F*cked up and asleep to realize that, and i learned a little something. It is so funny that everyone thinks that it is so emotioanlly disturbing there, but i personally think that everyone who says that is a pussy, and they can't man up to having a little shit thrown in there face, that they have obviously needed to hear for a long time. Anyways, yea I think a lot of stuff at CEDU needs to change, but the truth is it has and it is still changing for the better. Quit bitching and throwing out negative ideas and let someone have a chance to change.

Oh yea, and start posting your names you cowards.  MAN UP a little[ This Message was edited by: bradensmith on 2004-08-07 19:03 ]

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CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones / Congrats
« on: August 07, 2004, 10:01:00 PM »
Wow man congrats on wasting two years of your life and shit load of your parents money.  I actually went to RMA, which is right next to you, if you werent to F*cked up and asleep to realize that, and i learned a little something.  It is so funny that everyone thinks that it is so emotioanlly disturbing there, but i personally think that everyone who says that is a pussy, and they can't man up to having a little shit thrown in there face, that they have obviously needed to hear for a long time.  Anyways, yea I think a lot of stuff at CEDU needs to change, but the truth is it has and it is still changing for the better.  Quit bitching and throwing out negative ideas and let someone have a chance to change.

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CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones / Ask Me Anything... I was the one who posted the topic
« on: June 05, 2004, 01:34:00 AM »
CAMMY WOLF!!!!

Whats up man, I really appreciate you dropping me a line, How are you?  Oh, and how is the sobriety going, I know being home must be a challenge.  Have you been doing on Bobby-Q'in?  I sure as hell hope so, I have been doing a little bit.  And let me say, there was a lot of bullshit going on at RMA, even though it did help me, some people did get fucked with, I think you got the full effect on some of it.  Anyways man, just to keep you informed, RMA, and NWA are switching campuss's.  All the students and staff, are swapping campuss's because NWA is busting at the seems with there numbers and RMA to say the least, is not.  So, RMA is going to a smaller campuss and visa versa.  Anyways man, take care and give me a call sometime, I have some more shit to tell you.  Lemme just say this, they got rid of some more people at RMA.   Staff wise.

Take care man

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CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones / GOOD MEMORIES ONLY
« on: June 03, 2004, 12:37:00 AM »
God, There are a lot of em... I remember shit that was just hilareous in raps, or the canoe wars, oh God those were the greatest.

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CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones / Ask Me Anything... I was the one who posted the topic
« on: June 01, 2004, 12:27:00 PM »
Yea, I went to that site and I downloaded, the imagine and Rose song, and that sure as hell brings back some old memories...Bad ones.....

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CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones / Ask Me Anything... I was the one who posted the topic
« on: May 31, 2004, 04:09:00 PM »
Yea,  I can feel some of your pain Hell on wheels, I developed an Anxiety problem which I will talk more about later, but basically, just the way the school was run, the agreements, and talking about all of your disclosures, caused a giant anxiety problem, whichi is actually some of the reason I got pulled.  My anxiety all started after the dreams propheet, when I really took a serious look at my disclosures.  The truth is, it never stopped.  For about 8 months, I beat myself up daily which i guess you could say eventually lead me to getting pulled.  I think the main reason why I was so scared was because I didn't feel like I could hide anything and feel good about it.  The only way I could feel good is if I told everyone everything about me, all my disclosures and everything, and it just ended up making me feel worse.  Every person to a certain degree has things that they should be able to hide to feel comforable inside there skin.  I didn't have that, thus, my anxiety.  It sucks because towards the end of my stay, some staff there tried to use my anxiety to there advantage, which i might say is pretty damn messed up.  I think a lot of it, is just the level of analyizing that goes on there.  The floornotes, team leader meetings, voicemails, meetings in the bridge, you guys all know what I am talking about, just the way that place is run has great potential to cause some problems.  Basically you can't hide anything there, it will be forced out of you, and that is not healthy, sharing disclosures in groups of people like raps and propheets, dosn't help only makes things worse, and in my case made things very worse.  Hell On wheels, if you feel comfortable, e-mail me your phone number, we should talk.  [email protected]  I am glad I have people to talk to that understand.  Thankyou everyone and I appreciate the support, I am having a tough time being home because it is tought to find someone to talk to one on one that will actually understand the way my head works, and the shit I have been through, so don't stop posting.  I need to hear from you people.

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CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones / I'm a RMA employee
« on: May 31, 2004, 03:58:00 PM »
Send him for six weeks maybe him/her will get there life turned around and then take them home.  Ascent works.

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CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones / Ask Me Anything... I was the one who posted the topic
« on: May 31, 2004, 01:27:00 AM »
Oh hell on wheels, give me yo' phone number I would kind of like to talk to you one on one, if you want to or feel comforatble giving it to me, and if you don't want to post it, send it to [email protected] thanks man, and take care.

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CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones / Ask Me Anything... I was the one who posted the topic
« on: May 31, 2004, 01:25:00 AM »
Hell on Wheels, I will be honested I was a little pissed at you when you said that you wanted everyone who had a paycheck from CEDU to die, but now I guess I know where you are coming from.  Although I do not agree with you, I do understand now why the negativity gets you by.  I apologise for responding with such a harsh post, but it caught me off guard, because there are many people at that school who try so hard, to change it for the better, and lose so many battles.  Although it may be difficult for you to see because BCA is not like that at all, RMA is a very contraversal campus.  We have a divide between staff, we have the staff that want it to stay the same and we have people that FIGHT for change, I guess that does not happen at BCA, but let me tell you, people get fired for it at RMA.  So anyways this message is basically just to apologise for my harsheness, and encourage you to speak a little more about your negative feelings about CEDU, because it sounds to me like that is what you need.  Oh, and also compliments to the post before me.  Thanks a lot, and don't stop speaking yo'mind.

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CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones / Ask Me Anything... I was the one who posted the topic
« on: May 30, 2004, 02:04:00 AM »
wow man, you are fucking hateful, there are staff at that school that I would lay down in traffic for, because of the friendships I have with them, and the effort they have put forth to make that school a better place.  You just posted one of the dumbest things I have personally ever read and I think that everyone on this board would agree with me.  If you are ever going to say something that uneducated again, please do it on another forum,  I don't need you wishing that my friends would die.

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CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones / Ask Me Anything... I was the one who posted the topic
« on: May 26, 2004, 05:43:00 PM »
Well then, I just wanted to post and say that i am doing a lot better.  Now, I have a job, and have been hanging out with some of my friends.  Things are going well with my family, but most importantly I think i am truly happy.  Hey, and please do not hesitate to ask me questions about the program,  Before I forget. ::bangin::

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CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones / Cedu Kicks Ass!!
« on: May 18, 2004, 12:45:00 AM »
by the way, my signature, is from the childrens and imagine, it is my little kids name.  Oh, there was one badass part in the imagine and that is when you get to sleep for like 6 hours, that is the shit.

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CEDU / Brown Schools and derivatives / clones / Cedu Kicks Ass!!
« on: May 18, 2004, 12:44:00 AM »
Man, i don't know about that last sentence about hitler or stalin or whatever but, everything you said in your first post was sickly true.  I just got out and it is funny to actually read what happens there, I can honestly not look back and beleive it was real...

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