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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / infectious disease
« on: October 16, 2002, 05:19:00 PM »
When I was in Springfield, a client came in who had an extreme case of Hepatitis. I do not know what letter it was, but his doctor had advised him that one more beer could kill him. He had an extremely bad case of halitosis too! I was emergency rushed to his house one night on a dime therapy call and remember breathing that horrible deathbreath smell on several occasions. I do not have any hepatitis as a result. I remember him vomiting blood and how I was not supposed to touch it, but other than that, it was pretty non-sterile atmosphere there. He was on first phase and stayed at his house. I brought him into group by the beltloop and he got hosted out somewhere.  I did hear that he had been seen a year or so after I 7th stepped, up in WInchester, VA. Personally, I think straight did not practice very safe health guidelines. We sat in each other's sweat for christ's sake! DAMN! HELLLLLP!!!!!!!!   MG8

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / infectious disease
« on: October 16, 2002, 05:11:00 PM »

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / druggie stash
« on: September 21, 2002, 07:49:00 PM »
Hello, they told my mom to destroy the 450 LP's I had, many of which today would be worth thousands of dollars. Oh well, gone forever. Then there was the Gibson LesPaul, and amp to boot, damn, wish I had that too. Friggin awesome full length denim coat, like a cowboy wears,LOL, but all denim. I am sure there are more I can't remember, but why they did that I still cannot forgive or forget. People say they were not abused in the program, they are completely blind or something. Just the thought of it is abuse enough.   MG8

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I appreciate your replies and concerns. I am speaking for myself now as I have resigned myself to the fact that I will not be sharing my eternal resting place with whom I married. It's over, end of story...
   I believe that parting now will be a complicated procedure for my children, but they are older and they will be OK. I am concerned and will participate in their support to the best of my ability at least until my youngest child becomes an adult. As they all progress into adulthood, I hope they don't X me out of their lives. I will surely be "leaving my light on" for them.
   I also will note now that I do not plan to discuss this over the message boards anymore. Any concerned parties should use a private email or phone call to discuss this further. Again, thank you for your support,

William Earnshaw, Sr. a.k.a. METALGOD8

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Yelling anybody
« on: September 18, 2002, 01:41:00 PM »
85DAYJERK, where did you get this?:

   In the line of fire, you know what to say
They gave us no choices, just one shade of grey
Back at that hellhole, behind Tyrone Mall
We walked in darkness, kept hitting the walls
I took the time to feel for the door
I had been treated, but what the hell for?

Sounds like a poem or lyrics, I have been wanting to find someone to write some lyrics and I saw these that relate to the program. hmm, do you know the author? could they write more? I'll send you a CD of the noise from Virginia if you want.   MG8

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Hey, I have been married 17 years, and I have just found out that my wife is intending to move a few hundred miles away with all the kids. They are 7 thru 17 and there's 6 of em. I was hoping that one day soon I would wake up from the nightmare this has become. I am perfectly willing to accept my responsibility for my actions MANY (10) years ago that most likely started this in motion. I would like to know why I think being married really means all that much these days. Seems like it may be considered too old fashioned for most people. Marriage is for life! I never threatened her life or beat her or screwed around with another woman etc... I did drink after work with the guys and I did some pretty low stuff like going with coworkers to Hooters on our anniversary needless to say, she got really mad at me...then that was pretty much the last straw I suppose. After complete geographical and employment relocation, etc, I stopped that kind of behavior, I just never went further I suppose. I am willing now, but she says "too late, you had your chance." I had hoped that my marriage was repairable and if I worked hard enough that my wife would give me another chance, or at least not move so far away with the kids. They are my kids to! I guess this is in the beginning of the end part for us. I can't stand the thought of her going, especially not now. Our kids are not even all grown up yet. Well, what do you do about the racing heart rates and the shaky hands? I have not ruled out becoming a complete hermit inside of a construction pipe somewhere, but back in reality, I really never expected this to happen this way. Now some other straight dude is involved helping her move away and I am having a friggin internal meltdown which is bound to become external at some point. I have been channeling a lot of this energy into playing music, but so far there is not enough music in me to match the shakes and 80 beat per minute pulse. I gather that there are many straighters out here that have been in failed marriages. 17 years is a long time and will never happen again. Does this sound like it's over? Can anyone relate? I feel like telling that guy that is trying to help to go fuck off, but that wouldn't be right. The master of disaster, MG8...

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Baltimore Radio knows
« on: September 16, 2002, 10:08:00 AM »
Thanks, I thought I was at least determined. I am amazed at how little other people up here care about it. It's like they think they deserved what they got and it's too late to do anything, and just fuck it all. That's what Mel Sembler wants! Jeez, A recent mission to Italy and no results? He loves that too. Best way to get some attention is in numbers, not hiding out and being a friggin wallflower. I know, when there is talk of a few million bucks in a fund for survivors, everybody and their grandmothers will come out and expect a share. Oh well, whatever, I am working with some other survivors on a CD of some sorts, so maybe the radio guy will like that and let us in the door. I posted about needing some lyrics to songs, but NOBODY replied with any. Just goes to show how indifferent people are about action. I expect Mel to be on the hot seat by Thanksgiving, and wishing he was invisible by Christmas. HAHAHAHAHA MG8

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Baltimore Radio knows
« on: September 10, 2002, 01:22:00 PM »
"The information is on the way back to you. Sorry we couldn't investigate
this matter further for you.
Kirk"

This came in a couple hours ago from 98ROCK in Baltimore. Well, at least they care enough to return the package they didn't have LOL.... The sucky part is that they can't air any of it. WHY NOT? WHO MADE THAT DECISION? IS THIS CHINA OR CUBA?     MG8

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Baltimore Radio knows
« on: September 09, 2002, 11:36:00 PM »
SOB's they are. Yep. They are all SOB's. They don't give two shits or fucks about this story. I called today, they said "what package?" I said the one I spent $13 sending you about Straight, Inc. They said, "I have no record of that" I said HANG UP.... Damn! Poof, all that fuckin work for nothing. I told them I want the package returned, they said they don't have one. What the hell is it going to take? Is the whole friggin world in on this coverup? Are we all just crazy or something? I know, it was all a fuckin dream, right? Well, I think it may be time for Plan B. This will definitely get their attention, as well as many other people's attention. Now all I got to do is figure out what "this" is. Any suggestions? I had thought about starting the phrase: "Straight Inc made me do it." and see if it rubs off on the general public. Might take a couple years though. I think t shirts, overpass signs, stickers put on strangers cars,etc, shit like that, you know, more drastic measures need to be taken. Disruptions of meetings, whatever, please help suggest something halfway legal but noticable.  MG8

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / popping zits
« on: September 09, 2002, 11:23:00 PM »
Is this why my wife squeezes zits on me? I fail to share the same thrill, eventhough I do like doing my own. Whenever she does it, I feel 200 times more pain. Jeez, what the friggin hell did this place teach us anyway? I bet if you asked 100 people on the outside if they like popping other people's zits, they would all answer NO!  LOL... BARF!

"Uhm Mr Winkle (the boss), uh, me and Jerry in the accounting dept need to go pop each other's zits, wanna join us?"    

"WHAT!!!???"  YOU'RE FIRED!!!!!!!    HAHAHAHAHAHAHA    

   MG8

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Baltimore Radio knows
« on: September 04, 2002, 11:26:00 PM »
I may have to call them. The friggin wmal didn't call me yet. I think there is more to this story than we know. It must either be the biggest thing since watergate or so puny that we are all making asses of ourselves. I tend to believe the watergate theory. Actually I think it extends far beyond any gate has ever been. We shall see. How do I listen to Wes and Leigh Texas show? We can't seem to be able to download it. You got a tape somewhere?    MG8

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Baltimore Radio knows
« on: September 04, 2002, 12:12:00 PM »
WBAL just got a information packet about Straight and its debacle. They know we need airtime, and may end up actually calling. I am not going to hold my breath though. MG8

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Legal Redress...
« on: August 26, 2002, 12:39:00 AM »
Well, when we protested the Italian Embassy in DC, my family outnumbered all the other participants combined! LOL...Whatever. I think there is merit to exposing the tyranny of Mel Sembler and his cronies, along with the Newtons and Bushes, etc... What ever happened to the guy that disappeared down there in Fla back in 76? Was he a target of Sembler and Co? Who knows. I think the main problem now is that people think that this MOVEMENT is a futile one, when thinking realistically, I would surmise the same idea. However, I think very abstract and abnormal thoughts, so this goal of vindication and justice is within reach for me. I need to get some funding first, like Chris and the SAFETY Net people are supposed to be getting soon. I don't hear much from them, so I have NO idea what the hell is going on with that. I have a few people up here willing to sacfrice themselves to the cause, but I do not want to have a conflict with the Fla people if they already have an agenda. I have been told to have my own agenda, don't worry about them. I get nervous thinking about being face to face with the President or any other high ranking government official and trying to describe what the goals of the MOVEMENT are and what needs to happen to satisfy everyone. Maybe there is no omnipotent satisfaction. There will always be someone who has a friggin problem with something. On a bit of a lighter note, If I say, "Hey, April is Straight Survivor Month, come to DC on the 4th and march to the US Capitol from the Lincoln Memorial starting at NOON." How many people would make it up and over here. Hmmm. Good question. Mel may die of a heart attack by then. I'll tell you right now that the march can be arranged. I am thinking very seriously right now about another event to get people involved. Much like a boycott or a civil disturbance somewhere totally unrelated to Straight Inc interests. Those would be the attention getting places. If someone went into a laundromat and started pulling out everyone's laundry and throwing it about, say "Straight Inc. made me do it" LOL... after a couple hundred incidents like this nationwide, there would be people talking everywhere about Straight, Inc. including the police and lawyers and all the people we need on our side to finally get these people held accountable. Well, whatever, nobody posted anything on the group site Sunday. That's a first. Maybe most people are going to be wallflowers and hope the sky falls first. Who knows. Meanwhile, get your bus or plane ticket ready for April. That is sounding more like a plan with every passing moment. We need to make sure that Congress will be there that day and not on some vacation like they are now.    MG8.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Legal Redress...
« on: August 26, 2002, 12:39:00 AM »
Well, when we protested the Italian Embassy in DC, my family outnumbered all the other participants combined! LOL...Whatever. I think there is merit to exposing the tyranny of Mel Sembler and his cronies, along with the Newtons and Bushes, etc... What ever happened to the guy that disappeared down there in Fla back in 76? Was he a target of Sembler and Co? Who knows. I think the main problem now is that people think that this MOVEMENT is a futile one, when thinking realistically, I would surmise the same idea. However, I think very abstract and abnormal thoughts, so this goal of vindication and justice is within reach for me. I need to get some funding first, like Chris and the SAFETY Net people are supposed to be getting soon. I don't hear much from them, so I have NO idea what the hell is going on with that. I have a few people up here willing to sacfrice themselves to the cause, but I do not want to have a conflict with the Fla people if they already have an agenda. I have been told to have my own agenda, don't worry about them. I get nervous thinking about being face to face with the President or any other high ranking government official and trying to describe what the goals of the MOVEMENT are and what needs to happen to satisfy everyone. Maybe there is no omnipotent satisfaction. There will always be someone who has a friggin problem with something. On a bit of a lighter note, If I say, "Hey, April is Straight Survivor Month, come to DC on the 4th and march to the US Capitol from the Lincoln Memorial starting at NOON." How many people would make it up and over here. Hmmm. Good question. Mel may die of a heart attack by then. I'll tell you right now that the march can be arranged. I am thinking very seriously right now about another event to get people involved. Much like a boycott or a civil disturbance somewhere totally unrelated to Straight Inc interests. Those would be the attention getting places. If someone went into a laundromat and started pulling out everyone's laundry and throwing it about, say "Straight Inc. made me do it" LOL... after a couple hundred incidents like this nationwide, there would be people talking everywhere about Straight, Inc. including the police and lawyers and all the people we need on our side to finally get these people held accountable. Well, whatever, nobody posted anything on the group site Sunday. That's a first. Maybe most people are going to be wallflowers and hope the sky falls first. Who knows. Meanwhile, get your bus or plane ticket ready for April. That is sounding more like a plan with every passing moment. We need to make sure that Congress will be there that day and not on some vacation like they are now.    MG8.

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