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« on: June 29, 2003, 03:38:00 PM »
Hey Momma,
I was in about as long as you during 86'-88'. I can't even let myself start to imagine your pain over your loss. I had to hug my 15 month girl after I read what you wrote.
I was going through some tough shit a few months back that no amount of RSA could fix. And I mean the the Rationa Self Analysis that I taught myself to deal with the real world after Straight. I finally went and talked to my regular Doctor , and he put me on Paxil. After a couple of weeks of adjusting I feel like I use to before I got so overwhelmed. I think it is so totally worth a try.
BTW Mrs Schupp could get evil too , But only when no one else was watching. Bet we knew a bunch off the same people. I've talked to a few since finding this site , and a few aren't really ready to remember. Good luck and don't trip too hard... We are all worthless in the universe and being deserving is just a made up idea. You just got to come to realize you are the only authority in your life , you ARE God in a way ,so screw all that shit that got beat into you head. NONE of it was real or true. It was just a business that made good $ for a while and we were the raw materials. Anyway you are almost there you just can't see it yet. See you on the other side...Joey Pechette