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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / spontaneously improvised language arts
« on: October 14, 2005, 03:08:00 PM »
Perhaps this has been discussed here before but, remember all the hand signals and strange vocalizations that developed like sorta jus' spontaneously between all the newcomers in group ??  Of course we weren't supposed to talk to each other at all or even look at each other unless one person was talkin' in group.  But some natural inclinations are jus' too strong even for str8 to stop.  it's pretty amazin' how we all communicated with one another anyway despite the rules against cliquin'.  i mean i remember havin' veritable conversations with other newcomers somewhere down the row by way of jus' hand signals and gestures sometimes accompanied by ape-like or rather human-like vocalizations. What a weird cult.


  Heh-HAH !![ This Message was edited by: starry-eyed pirate on 2005-10-09 08:51 ]

Some anon cat on the depo thread reminded me that our society is a prison.  Our minds have been chained from the first institution on.  Str8 is the beast in it's real form.  You and i are warriors and Family At Arms. And we have fought this beast on the field of "Losing Things More Precious Than Blood".  Str8 is where they put the "bad" kids who know too much, the kids who will soon be threats, as adults, to their establishment. Str8 is their last hope to turn us against ourselves before we are adults !!  But it is our world !!!

See how pathetic and desperate they are.  Weak and fearful.  They fear that we should know the truth; notice the shadow and seek the light.  Fuckers.

i am not really angry at anyone in particular; i see a world-wide system of control and oppression set up to support the few and exploit the many.  i see Str8 as the tool of oppression that it is, meant to keep us down, keep us from ever bein' free. Str8 was their last frustrated, desperate and delusional attempt to inflict their disease on us, before we had rights.

We have survived the sight of the beast in it's real form.  Knobody understands about str8 who hasn't themselves been in there because they don' recognize the truth around them.  They don' see society in its' real form the way we do.  We have come through the desert.  Our strength has been tempered by sufferin'.  We have been sacrificed.  We know the truth. Social revolutionaries.

Fuck all authority.  

We are the Tao.

 ::dove::  ::dove::  :skull:


If you would have justice in this world, then begin to see that a human being is not a means to some end.  People are not commodities.  When human beings are just to one another government becomes obsolete and real freedom is born; SPIRITUAL ANARCHY.[ This Message was edited by: starry-eyed pirate on 2005-10-05 11:47 ]

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / The World is so Fucked Up
« on: September 27, 2005, 09:06:00 PM »
i was thinkin' about how Fucked Up the World is.

i was Drivin' home at twilite down through the west Appalachian hills.  Alone in my truck through a country of coal and farms.  There was a single bright star(pro'ly Venus) in the west jus' above where the Sun went down.  Did ya see it ??

i was thinkin' just then about misbehavers' words today.  Thinkin' what must be goin' on over there.  Some Fucked Up Shit !!

i remember how when i was copped out i was hunted by the world.  How i talked to some cop from a payphone at 7/11 and then had to bolt.  The cops were hunting me.

i thought about the Board.  
i hope DOC SLOW gets his Fuckin' money back.
Ex-Prisoner is fierce and i want her on my side.
Misbehaver. Take care of yourself(somehow i know you will)
i wonder if the anonymous flirt, Sweet Vengeance  wants me to take her to the Mayan ruins in the jungles of Belize.
i'm thinkin' of joinin' The Red Temple Cult.

The World is so Fucked Up.

 ::dove::  ::dove::  :skull:


If you would have justice in this world, then begin to see that a human being is not a means to some end.  People are not commodities.  When human beings are just to one another government becomes obsolete and real freedom is born; SPIRITUAL ANARCHY.[ This Message was edited by: starry-eyed pirate on 2005-09-27 18:27 ]

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Fuck you, you Brainwashin' Mutherfuckers
« on: September 26, 2005, 03:22:00 PM »
You thought you could fuckin' control me.  You thought you could force me to believe your obvious lies.  You thought i would serve your deceptions.  You thought you would block the light.  FUCK YOU !! , you brainwashin', mind-rapin', slave tradin', fascist mutherfuckkers !!!  No matter what you do to me i know the truth.

Fuck your school system.  Fuck your standards.  Fuck your law.  Fuck your uses for me.  Fuck all your deceptions. You thought you would run my life.  My eyes see; i know the truth.

 ::dove::  ::dove::  :skull:

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / The Crucifixion of Conan the Barbarian
« on: September 22, 2005, 01:17:00 PM »
A scene from "Conan the Barbarian" by L. Sprague De Camp and Lin Carter:

"A red sun glared down upon a scene of desolation.  A level plain of chalky soil, as white as new fallen snow, stretched away in all directions.  Above the ground like sheeted ghosts, waves of heat danced a dance of death, shimmering in the motionless air; while from the barren soil, the traveller-had any ventured along this trackless waste-would have found his natural repugnance reinforced by the metallic smell of unfamilliar compounds.

Above this stark wasteland towered the Tree of Woe, a twisted, black monstrosity, with leafless branches clawing at the sky.  Once, perhaps, it had been a noble shade tree, gentle to man and beast.  Now it was a gaunt and spiny skeleton, a thing of evil.

High on the black trunk hung Conan the Barbarian"(-whose village had been massacred when he was jus' a boy.  After his village was destroyed and his parents killed before his eyes he was sold into slavery and forced to learn the savage art of the pit fighter to survive.-) "His naked body bore a powdering of chalk dust and dried blood, through which runnels of sweat carved their way.  His tangled hair fell ropelike around his battered face, a cracked and sunburnt mask in which only the eyes lived.  They were the angry, burning eyes of a trapped and dying beast

Ropes tightly bound, confined his arms to a pair of widespread boughs.  Other ropes held his legs and thighs firmly against the rough bark of the tree.  Cruel as were these thongs, far crueler were the pair of slender nails, whose square cut heads pinioned the palms of his hands to the branches against which his arms were bound.

How many hours had passed since Dooms' guards had inflicted this savage punishment upon him, Conan did not know.  His mind was numbed by pain; his periods of rational consciousness intermittent.  Thirst tormented him without respite; and the relentless rays of the sun tore at his burning flesh.  Nothing broke the monotony of agony save the shadows of vultures, drifting on lazy wings against the merciless sun, as they waited for him to die and furnish them a feast.  These birds of prey seemed to be the only other living creatures in all the chalky waste...."

 :skull:  :skull:  :skull:

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Breakin' the spell
« on: September 12, 2005, 01:02:00 PM »
i' jus' been thinkin'... It's taken me about 4 months(on top of years of meditation) to even calm down enough to realize the crimes i committed, fuck i can hardly talk about it; my participation in Str8.  

Yeah i misbehaved and ran away and talked out in group and punched 5th phasers in the face and all that shit, but i broke under their weight and after i been there so long i began to see what they wanted me to see.  It was i who was finally made weak but i turned that weakness to strength  when i apologized.  Whether i am forgiven or not by apologizin' i acknowledge my role and claim responsibility for my crimes.  This has caused a fundamental shift in my perspective.  

i am grateful for you. PEACE

[ This Message was edited by: starry-eyed pirate on 2005-09-12 10:05 ]

As i endured the torment that was Str8 inc i often fantasized that the program would be shut down.  It occurs to me now that some of you might have experienced this; my fantasy as a reality.  i know that the Springfield program moved first to Columbia,MD for a year or so before it got shut down.  So i am wonderin' how it felt to see the decline and fall of the beast ??  Did enrollment slack off ??  Were phasers transferred to other Str8s ??  Was the group harder to control ??  Did the rules become harder to enforce ??  What was the vibe in the air ??

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / My apology
« on: September 09, 2005, 01:05:00 AM »
i want to apologize to everyone i hurt while i was in Str8.  i'm sorry that i restrained you.  i'm sorry that i yelled at you.  i'm sorry that i laughed at you.  i'm sorry that i didn't stand up and defend you.  i'm jus' so fuckin' sorry.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Fuck!!
« on: September 08, 2005, 02:03:00 AM »
Fuck did it get late on me ???  But we were jus' gettin' into it.  For real, i don' care if ya got criticism for me.  Teach me somethin'.  i aint sayin' kill me.  Jus' ya know...

'Ey try my hammer,  i been poundin' at these chains a good while.  It's jus' a tired ol' hammer 'n' the work is slow 'n' painful but i know i'm gonna be free.  See, that there, even the wall gives way under the strain.  Don' worry none where my hammer been jus' use it for today.  Don' worry that they broke your bones with it so long ago, jus' yesterday.  Take it now 'n' smash through your chains.  Be the change you want to see.  Realize it 's you that has the key.  Pound on that mutherfucker a while, God is in you.  

Fuck i'm tired though, It's so dark 'n' cold and been so long since i was where i ought to be.  An'body got a cuttin' torch!!!!!!!!!!!

 :skull:  :skull:  :skull:

Vision Quest / Break-out at Vision Quest, Venango Co., PA
« on: September 05, 2005, 01:36:00 PM »
There was a small article in the local paper about 4 kids who recently stole a jeep and escaped from a Vision Quest program in Venango Co., PA!!!!!!  More power to 'em i say.  God bless those kids and i hope they never get caught. ::cheers::  :skull:  :skull:  :skull:

Elan School / is there any relationship between elan and synanon
« on: September 05, 2005, 03:14:00 AM »
i was in str8 85-87 and i am wonderin' if Elan was/is an offshoot of Synanon.  Where was/is Elan located ?? Did any former clients or staff from Elan ever go on staff at the Seed in Fla ??  Any information anyone can provide regarding the relationships between Synanon and Elan and Elan and the Seed would be very valuable to me.

Daytop Village / Is there any relationship between Synanon and Daytop ??
« on: September 05, 2005, 03:05:00 AM »
i was in str8 85-87 and i am wonderin' if Daytop is/was an offshoot of Synanon.  Does anyone have an answer ??  Any information anyone can provide on this subject is greatly appreciated.

i am also wonderin' if any Daytop staff or former clients were ever on staff at the Seed in FLA.  Does anyone know ??

'Ey ya'll i'm a str8 survivor but i am interested in knowing if CEDU was/is an offshoot of Synanon.  Does anyone know. This information would help to give me some perspective. T'anks

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