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« Reply #30 on: May 19, 2005, 02:56:00 PM »
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"but you haven't been that way ALL the time.  There have been a few times (albeit few) that things HAVE looked up.  It is possible for that to happen again and maybe have it last a little longer.




I was wearing the proverbial "rose colored glasses" during those times.  Now that I see how things really are, I know it's all bullshit.
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« Reply #31 on: May 19, 2005, 02:57:00 PM »
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   If I have to come up there and smack the shit out of you I will!!!!!!!!!! :grin:  :grin:  :grin: "


You'll come up here with some smack and shoot the shit with me?  COOL!
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« Reply #32 on: May 19, 2005, 10:29:00 PM »
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  Hey thanks for including those words in your quote.  They ARE WORTH repeating a few times!"




Take your fucking fairy tales and imaginary man in the clouds back to lala land you idiot!  Still believe in Santa too?  :grin:



I gotta say if I was feeling the way the original poster was and someone came at me with this kind of mind numbing bullshit it would piss me the fuck off."


  Wow.  How very sad you are so void spiritually, and full of so much rage.  I am SO thankful for what I have and the blessings in my life.  I'm not pushing anything on anyone.  I just know the awesome things that have hapened in my life, and know where credit is due.  I like to share that.
  No need to be hostile over a post.
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« Reply #33 on: May 19, 2005, 10:34:00 PM »
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   If I have to come up there and smack the shit out of you I will!!!!!!!!!! :grin:  :grin:  :grin: "




You'll come up here with some smack and shoot the shit with me?  COOL!"


  There ya go - there's some solid advice.  (shaking head).  This is why the poor soul is a mess in the first place...empty, temporary "fixes".
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« Reply #34 on: May 19, 2005, 10:46:00 PM »
I've got it all, but I feel so deprived,
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside,
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing.
And why can't I let it go?

There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me.
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life.
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more.
(Than wanting more)

I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm half way out the door.
Onto the next thing, I'm search-ing for something that's missing.

I'm always waiting on something other than this
Why'm I feelin' like there's something I missed?

There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me.
Cause the more that I'm... (More that I'm)
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life.
Well it's life, but I'm sure...
there's gotta be more to life...
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« Reply #35 on: May 19, 2005, 10:55:00 PM »
SICKO!!!!!!!
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« Reply #36 on: May 19, 2005, 10:56:00 PM »
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  Hey thanks for including those words in your quote.  They ARE WORTH repeating a few times!"








Take your fucking fairy tales and imaginary man in the clouds back to lala land you idiot!  Still believe in Santa too?  :smokin:
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« Reply #37 on: May 19, 2005, 10:58:00 PM »
Drop a few hits of acid and perhaps you will see winged elephants!
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« Reply #38 on: May 19, 2005, 11:02:00 PM »
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On 2005-05-19 11:57:00, Anonymous wrote:


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On 2005-05-19 11:50:00, Anonymous wrote:






   If I have to come up there and smack the shit out of you I will!!!!!!!!!! :grin:  :grin:  :grin: "







You'll come up here with some smack and shoot the shit with me?  COOL!"




  There ya go - there's some solid advice.  (shaking head).  This is why the poor soul is a mess in the first place...empty, temporary "fixes"."


i told Satan that you suck. he says the devil God stole your soul and now you have nothing but God's hatred in you and it spews out like a stench bomb whenever you open your mouth. i'm telling you, you have picked an arrogant god and now he speaks through you. maybe you could get an excorcism!
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« Reply #39 on: May 19, 2005, 11:25:00 PM »
If I ran all this shit in my head I would be fucking depressed too!  What a waste of time..
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« Reply #40 on: May 20, 2005, 07:33:00 AM »
One thing I found to help a little in the past when I was depressed was St. Johns Wort. It is suppposed to have natural serotonin in it to replace all that was used up when I used to do alot of coke/meth.
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« Reply #41 on: May 20, 2005, 10:05:00 AM »
uh, before anyone offs themself, i have a list of certain...tasks, shall we say, best carried out by someone in your predicament. to put it delicately, -- well, perhaps it is best if we corresponded by private message.

regrets, i got Satan in me.
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« Reply #42 on: May 20, 2005, 10:16:00 AM »
Suicide is for quitters.
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« Reply #43 on: May 20, 2005, 10:24:00 AM »
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"uh, before anyone offs themself, i have a list of certain...tasks, shall we say, best carried out by someone in your predicament. to put it delicately, -- well, perhaps it is best if we corresponded by private message.



regrets, i got Satan in me."


just trying to cheer you up.  :grin:  :wink:
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« Reply #44 on: May 20, 2005, 10:26:00 AM »
JESUS SLAVES!!!!!!!



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