suicide on a budget

[groovy1634]

On 2005-05-18 16:54:00, Antigen wrote:

"Yea though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I shall fear no evil cause I'm the evilest, meanest bitch in the whole damned range.  ::bwahaha2::

Man will never be free until the last king is strangled with the entrails of the last priest.
--Denis Diderot, French encyclopedist

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hehe

 :nworthy:

[groovy1634]

On 2005-05-18 07:08:00, fka wrote:

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On 2005-05-18 06:39:00, Anonymous wrote:


"Hypothetically...if one has decided that there is no longer a place in life and cannot find work anywhere..approx how many xanax would it take to kill an 160 pound human being? Is xanax alone toxic enough?"

your words do not go into a vacuum, they go into people's hearts.  :cry:

BELIVE ME, I KNOW




 :cry:  :cry:  :cry:

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LEGALIZE IT

[Anonymous]

yah fuck suicide ..was bad day tho

[Anonymous]

Before any of us check out to the other side we must be sure everything has been experienced or done in this life. The very fact your still here is evidence enough your not done yet. If reincarnation is true (Won't know one way or the other until passage across Styxx)It sure would suck to have to return and start this "phase" over,poor word choice! Thinking in these terms might help even when your feeling like crap!
As the saying goes If you didn't have some bad days you wouldn't appreciate as much the days that are good.

[Anonymous]

On 2005-05-19 01:11:00, Anonymous wrote:

"yah fuck suicide ..was bad day tho"

Glad to see that you lived through it!

[Anonymous]

On 2005-05-18 15:54:00, Anonymous wrote:

"I call, You hear me

I've lost it all

And it's more than I can bear

I feel so empty



You're strong, I'm weary

I'm holding on

But I feel like giving in

But still You're with me



And even though I'm walking

Through the valley of the shadow

I will hold tight to the hand of Him

Whose love will comfort me

And when all hope is gone

And I've been wounded in the battle

He is all the strength that I will ever need

He will carry me



I know I'm broken

But You alone

Can mend this heart of mine

You're always with me



And even though I'm walking

Through the valley of the shadow

I will hold tight to the hand of Him

Whose love will comfort me

And when all hope is gone

And I've been wounded in the battle

He is all the strength that I will ever need

He will carry me

He will carry me



And even though I feel so lonely

Like I have never been before

You never said it would be easy

But You said You'd see me through the storm



And even though I'm walking

Through the valley of the shadow

I will hold tight to the hand of Him

Whose love will comfort me

And when all hope is gone

And I've been wounded in the battle

He is all the strength that I will ever need

He will carry me

"

Now I do wanna kill myself......

[Anonymous]

On 2005-05-19 09:10:00, Anonymous wrote:

"

On 2005-05-18 15:54:00, Anonymous wrote:


"I call, You hear me


I've lost it all


And it's more than I can bear


I feel so empty





You're strong, I'm weary


I'm holding on


But I feel like giving in


But still You're with me





And even though I'm walking


Through the valley of the shadow


I will hold tight to the hand of Him


Whose love will comfort me


And when all hope is gone


And I've been wounded in the battle


He is all the strength that I will ever need


He will carry me





I know I'm broken


But You alone


Can mend this heart of mine


You're always with me





And even though I'm walking


Through the valley of the shadow


I will hold tight to the hand of Him


Whose love will comfort me


And when all hope is gone


And I've been wounded in the battle


He is all the strength that I will ever need


He will carry me


He will carry me





And even though I feel so lonely


Like I have never been before


You never said it would be easy


But You said You'd see me through the storm





And even though I'm walking


Through the valley of the shadow


I will hold tight to the hand of Him


Whose love will comfort me


And when all hope is gone


And I've been wounded in the battle


He is all the strength that I will ever need


He will carry me


"

Now I do wanna kill myself......"

  Hey thanks for including those words in your quote.  They ARE WORTH repeating a few times!

[Anonymous]

I'm having gay sex with Jesus right now.  He'd say "Hi!" to you, but his mouth is full......

[Anonymous]

No shit.  Part of the problem I have with this world is that is seems to be filled with christloving buffoons.  Hey GodSquad, if you're so sure you're going to Heaven, why don't you kill yourself?  Seriously, Jesus will forgive you......

[Anonymous]

On 2005-05-19 07:14:00, Anonymous wrote:

"Before any of us check out to the other side we must be sure everything has been experienced or done in this life. The very fact your still here is evidence enough your not done yet.

The fact that I've been smoking dope and no winged elephants have been coming around indicates that weed smoking keeps winged elephants away, huh?

As the saying goes If you didn't have some bad days you wouldn't appreciate as much the days that are good."

And if I didn't have a needle, I wouldn't appreciate my spoon as much as I do.


Cut the new age jive.  You guys are almost as bad as the Xtians.

[Botched Programming]

To start off my words are probably going to hit a bunch of deaf ears, but I was in the same place 16 months ago and tried killing myself with pills....Needless to say it didn't work. I was depressed and wanted the pain of living just to stop. The next day when I came to I even felt worse, on top of feeling like shit from the botched suicide attempt my problems were still there. At first it seemed like a nightmare trying to kick a habit on top of everything else. Today things are just ok. I can deal with them. Like what others have said hang in there because the feeling does pass and things do get better.

No drug, not even alcohol, causes the fundamental ills of society. If we're looking for the sources of our troubles, we shouldn't test people for drugs, we should test them for stupidity, ignorance, greed and love of power.
http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/ASIN/0679737898/circlofmiamithem' target='_new'>P. J. O'Rourke

[Anonymous]

Do you know anything about post-withdrawal depression?  I've been off junk for over two years, chipped a little here and there in the last two weeks or so.  I've been depressed pretty much since I got off junk two years ago.

[Anonymous]

yah PAWS is what Im going thru. Cutting all hard dope out of my life...no more

[Botched Programming]

All I know is somedays I feel depressed and when I decided to kick the shit the stuff they gave me made me feel crazier than I was when I was on dope. I know about white knuckle abstinence after the detox, and I know it took me a while before I felt halfway human again. But againg good days and bad days. Hang in there.

I would rather be exposed to the inconveniencies attending too much
liberty than to those attending too small a degree of it.

--Thomas Jefferson, 1791, in a letter to Archibald Stuart

[Anonymous]

On 2005-05-19 11:22:00, DOC SLOW wrote:

 But againg good days and bad days. Hang in there.

What's the point?  It's been two years and I'm still depressed most of the time.