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Anonymous:
Just don't ever forget that the AA spawned the cult synanon which indirectly spawned the Seed.

AA has very dangerous dogma.  In a all voluntary setting, it is just annoying to the non obsessive. However, AA forced onto people and polluted into lock down rehabs is downright dangerous.

Look elsewhere, and Jimmy, forget all your rose colored memories of the seed. It sucked.

Anonymous:
Jimmy,
I believe you need to do whatever you can to get help.  No matter if it is AA or another program.  You need to do whatever is going to make you happy and be at peace with yourself.

I also agree that you need to find other people who are going through the same things that you are.  You can learn so much and be able to give of yourself also.  I know that the more I give of myself to others the better I feel about myself.  

All of the good feelings you had about your friends at the Seed were real.  I know that I was truly loved by my friends at the Seed.

What's important is that you find help and do what you are doing now by taking 1 day at a time.

I wish you the best.

Somejoker:
Hey, you actually trolled up a post that wasn't attacking or sarcastic. Congrats!  you now also have 90 posts!

In honor of this momentous occasion,might I recommend you choose a user name?

 :grin:

Anonymous:
Fuck off and I mean that politely :flame:

Anonymous:
Hey Jimmy,

It seems that your post spurred a heavy debate on the pro?s and cons of the Seed.
But that is not the point. The point is your well-being. I ?am the person who post a couple of weeks ago about my depression?s and inability move on with my life. When I posted I was having one of my low day?s and decided to let my feelings out.

 I always try to remember that life is not fair or perfect and all of us are only too human. That does not make me weak or powerless it just means we got to get to know myself better. Find out what my weak points are and what triggers them and how I can avoid these trigger points. Your goal and intention to stay sober is a good one and I think that is a good starting point to at least take pride in yourself for those noble aims. I can not post here all I have learned since my time at the Seed and all that has happened and what yet remains to happen with my life.

To be honest with- in my life I have failed in more things than I have succeeded in but, I choose to build on my successes rather than to self- destruct in my failures. To self destruct would be unfair to not only me but also to the other people my life touches on. I too choose to believe in my God and believe that there is a bigger reason for my existence and walk through this life. It is easy sometimes easy to loose hope and not see who we are and the reason why we are here. It is easy to question too many thing and become cynical but I believe these are test we are put thru as to build our character and inner strength for this life and maybe even for another life. Please remember this is just the beginning and we all have still very much to learn and grow. These are good things.

May God bless you and guide you on your way.

Please feel free to contact me if ever you want to talk.

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