God man my ex bo? was that internet flirtation on the fornits board the absolute highlight of your entire life? It has made more of an impact of you then it ever did on me. I made that joking comment to him to basically underscore for the world that it was not me that was one of the raunchy marrieds that was trying to have sex with him. My God this is unescapeable.
I do feel like I am in group. "You were nice to the junkie" "You flirted with the junkie" "You did" lets repeat it over and over and over and over again. So what? are you trying to shame me?
Why do you care so much. It was well over a month ago and its still on your mind. Why the hell do you hate him so much anyway. Because he was honest on here about not having a perfect life after Straight? Because he said some things that you didn't agree with. Tolerance I try to be tolerant and when I am not I feel guilty when I am cruel to people I feel bad.
He has said things I didn't agree with he posted lyrics I didn't like. But, why does this get discussed every day?
I am not a cruel person. This is bringing out the worst in me and making me lash out. Whoever you are, I really don't care for your personality, and that is the kindest way I can put what I feel for your relentless repetition and dredging up of the fact that your favorite conversation topic is my "ex bo" who I never met. Who lives in Texas while I live in NY.
I like to talk about politics the environment the world around me and a thousand other things yet you keep making me feel like I have to respond to this drivel.
What I would like to know what it is about this is so infinately facinating to you. Does it piss you off that I was friends with someone who was less then perfect in your eyes. Are you an angry and lonely person? I don't mean that condescending way it is just the only logical explaination I can come up with for your totally innapropriate and misplaced interest and anger towards me and him.
Are you angry that I reached out to him when he came on the board and became friends with him. That he reminded me of a lot of my friends from the woodstock area that also became addicted to heroin.
The only person who has not gotten over it is you.
"I predict, Sir, that you will die either by hanging or of some vile disease."
"That all depends, sir, upon whether I embrace your principles or your mistress."
--Disraeli to Gladstone