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MommaDebi:
Yes i agree.It is truly a small world.
This site has given me comfort in knowing that I was not alone with my feelings about the emotional abuse that took place in there.
Welcome,
debi

Bigfrank:
It is really strange to hear all these names like John Underwood and Penny... I remember when Penny came in and was scared like the rest of us, I don't know what happened but before I knew it, she was a staff member... I remember thinking that was a little freaky, but whatever....I was 13 when I was forced in and 2 days later I turned 14, Happy Birthday to me...I think the guy's name that was from New York was Danny, because he had a strong New York accent and he was the one who talked to me first and I thought he was a pretty nice guy, until I went to him after that old comer took his belt to my ass in front of his family, and told him how bad he had embarrassed me by taking my pants down and his come back was good for him, I didn't thing he had it in him, now I have a whole new respect for him... Boy, was I crushed, but it was then that I knew I was on my own and I had to do everything and anything to make them all believe that I was part of them... I even made myself belive it..... I sure would like to run into that oldcomer today, I am 43 now and that's a scar that I will probably take to my grave......

Anonymous:
Underwood was the top of the food chain then,
He was the male Libby, he was equal to her in all ways, if anything, he was  little above her then, I've seen him over rule her once or twice,and her take it.
Before John, there was Paul, forget his last name right now, but they were the top rung, if you wanted to get near (god) himself, you HAD to go through him.
Then one day he married a staffer named Pam,
and left to live his life. (smart move)

DKM84:
I remember the night john went off on you, scared the shit out of me. I kept thinking of that night for awhile and all I could remember was art saying we had a bigger tree then the white house, then I had a flash, then a flood like I was there, it was scarry.
I remember thinking, I'm glad that's not me.
I was an oldcomer then,
do you remember which room it was? I want to validate my memory, was it the big room, or was it the smaller one?

FueLaw:
It was in the big room, I remember after the incident happend the staff escorted me out of public view to the back offices. A few of them really let me have it and I thought that was the end of it. After the open meeting broke up and the parents and guest left Underwood called me out and really went off on me.

Do you remember when the so called "druggies" would drive by on 84 and throw shit at dudes doing security, at the front gate, and at the building in general ? Or would drive by and yell all kinds of shit ? In retrospect that was pretty funny stuff.  

About the memory I can remember a few peoples names but not many. I still can recall alot of faces in my mind, which is kind of weird considering I graduated back in '74.

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