More of your gibberish, Reuben. You're a psychopath, so you can only form an intellectual approximation of what human beings experience emotionally. It's an advantage for you in some circumstances, but you aren't able to control yourself the way human beings are, so you're vulnerable. You don't really understand what goes on in the minds of humans, so you're prone to serious errors in judgement. You're an atavism, which is why your offspring was not viable. In the particular conditions in which you find yourself Reuben, it's not biologically advantageous for you to be a psychopath because you're not smart enough.