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Against My Better Judgement
GregFL:
You left out the sunscreen...always apply a good suncreen.
http://carbon.cudenver.edu/~hgreenbe/sunscreen.html
:grin:
Ft. Lauderdale:
Walter, you rock dude.
I really do like this guy.
marshall:
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Walter, you rock dude
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:lol: :lol: :lol: Wow, Terrance...you must not be all that brainwashed afterall. Anyway, I agree. BTW, do you still play a lot of tennis these days?
JaLong:
Stripe,
You missed my whole point. I was very screwed up from the Seed, but I was stealing, dealing, robbing, beating up my mom, as my dad beat me, I was gang raped at 14, and I didn't know my butt from a hole in the ground, before or after the Seed. I will say, I was full of fear and anxiety, then started having panic attacks in there. I believe to this day that we were brainwashed. Knocked down to nothing, then everyone "built" up the same way. One thing was different for me. I was close to Susie Conners. My oldcomers had the female staff living with them at the time, so I had all night to talk to Susie. All the staff went through the program just like we all did, yet Susie treated me well, and taught me a lot. So there, I said it. No, I am most certainly not saying everyone needs to go to AA. I went with a boyfriend, and I saw things in some people that I wanted. So I started going. This was MY experience. I thought I could be open and honest here, but it doesn't seem that that is looked upon nicely. I am not looking at life through rose colored glasses. My life has been very hard. I have been disabled since 1991, have had a heart attack at 45, have raised 4 children by myself, I am in physical pain 24/7. I have Fibromyalgia, and Chronic Fatique syndrome, and 11 surgeries since 1991. But ya know what Sripe? Life does go on. I have found joy, happiness, and peace within myself. 19 of my old friends have died from suicide, murder, and overdoses. Some were in the Seed. So what Stripe? What? I am still here when I should have been dead from my heart attack. I am still here for a reason. I just let go and let God. Yes, for ME there is a very loving God, and He allows us to go through crap just so we learn and become stonger. I am just sharing my feelings. No comment is necessary please. So, take care Stripe.
Julie
Ft. Lauderdale:
Marshall,
Not as much tennis as I would like...Do you remember that from Cranbrook days?
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