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Ft. Lauderdale:
See and you guys thought Greg, couldn't be a nice guy.
 ::bigsmilebounce:: [ This Message was edited by: Ft. Lauderdale on 2005-08-16 09:41 ]

Anonymous:
Don't let his secret out...He is
a very good guy!

wtaylorg:
First off Hi Cleveland, and say hi to E for me.
I remember first running into you up in Clev. after we both left '86? and you asked me to your apt. in Little Italy. You were painting some fish and we talked about the Seed a little and I said I believed I had left on good terms.
I know you woke me up by telling me how "they" staff had really viewed me. Among other things, I learned, I wasn't allowed to be around Julio, and other newbys alone. That always at the beach there would be you or JA or someone else with us. And when someone asked about my leaving- Bob W, referred to me as a mixed up guy who didn't know what he had.
At the time that truth hurt my feelings, because somewhere apart of me wanted to believe that the Seed really liked me?

So, like you I was out in the world rudderless and a newby, but after yrs of thinking so little of myself while at the Seed, I began aslow learning who I was. I studied ART and found I was good in design and I went to CA and studied Ilustration and Computer Animation and learned I could learn after all. I became a liberal and then a conservative and now liberal again.
All the things we missed out by being at the Seed I have done. I choose to be drug-free, but many of my best friends either drink or smoke pot sometimes.
I have seen the stars from the Joshua Tree and felt closer to God then at anytime at the Seed
So yeah, we learn and experience and now we don't have to watch others live the good life.
Take Care

cleveland:
wtaylor, you always were a good guy and i am glad that you have discovered art. there is nothing like creativity and one of the saddest things for me about the seed was that for most of us, creativity was inhibited. when i told staff that i wanted to go to art school i was told, 'art is for girls.' can you believe it? i was straight for 6 years or so, and i was made to feel less manly because i wanted to express myself. and staff members, who i was not to question, told me this!

anyway. i am kind of sad that i was the one to disillusion you, because i wanted to believe in this too. i had forgotten about telling you those things. i do recall you were just matter of fact about it, i didn't know i was playing the role.

E says hello. did you know he's kind of famous now? went to iraq with the first recon unit and wrote, 'generation kill.' has won all sorts of awards for it too. doing well.

you know, we all wanted to believe so badly in something. esprit de corps. i am so glad to have the opportunity to develop some objective thoughts about those years.

w

Napolean Bonafart:
Course you know the only cure for that there acid trips was the true brain salad surgery.....................which is PSYPATROPICS!!!!!!! Go see your mental ward today and go on the dole. Don't worry Isreal is fitting the bill as usual. Then maybe you can get some relief from your probs. I take 'em everyday. Just love it. I call mine vitamin T which stands for thorozine. Gee I hope none of you are on meth..........you'll choke on phenothiazines. oh well BE Blessed y'all it's another human rights reform anyway.
"Mine Eyes have seen the Glory of The Coming Of The Lord" and man was that a terrible day that day, oh well swing low sweet chariot.[ This Message was edited by: The Root Of Jesse on 2005-08-23 08:32 ]

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