Sammie is pretty good at many things, but satisfying feelings of anger, loss and betrayal is not one of them. Degree or no degree, she is one hell of an accountant, a good organizer, and presents her case or agenda alot better than most lawyers I have seen.
As for me, the whole CAUSE thing is over. I have been getting involved in the local music scene and started a diet called The Spark. I walk two miles a day in 90+ degree heat, plus changed my eating habits. Big deal right? Well I feel better and did not have to put someone else down in order to do it. I have an open invitation to jam with three different bands so far and I am gaining some valuable information regarding amps and soundboards and what not. I take full advantage of the sudden violent rainstorms we get down here by turning up the volume way louder than I normally would and trying out new effects.
There are still some people that I would like to do some projects with that are a part of this forum, but they are still fairly new and are either too busy or have issues with trust. They main thing I wish to say is that I no longer have a fire burning under my ass to let others know what we all went through. I don't think anyone can be made to care anymore. I mean hell, they are taking Brat Camp and making a damn TV show about it. There are times even when I think that all the stuff I wrote about my experiences with Straight are just getting lost, like tears in the rain. That's one of the main reason's I dont come to the board as often as I used too. There is just nothing here anymore. Nothing of substance, nothing of consequence, nothing of value. But hey!, that can always change right?
