Weed usually does me right, but I'd like to start doing something with it besides smoking it. Or maybe I'll "just" try mullein for the lungs (too bad i no longer work at the natural food store) like you suggested...
Psychedelics (and admittedly, alcohol sometimes) will always be my favorite drugs. And of course then there's caffeine....
A sexy lady who likes the drugs that I like helps a lot, too..
Maybe a hobby..? You've always been a good writer..
Sure, I'm not a bad writer, I'll cop to that, but I am pretty damn lazy, and half the time, unless I'm suddenly inspired to rant, "I just" don't think I have that much to say.......I mean, come on, I'm a forty year old junky, or ex-junky, or whatever.......who the fuck gives a damn about what I have to say anyway? Maybe I'll feel differently about things in a day, a week, a month, a year, another lifetime.....but right now I'm bored of the hard shit, and tired of all the bullshit that surrounds it. I thought about starting another band, but that's such a goddamn pain in the ass......and like I said, I'm forty fucking years old.....hard to keep the rock and roll street cred" going when you are twice the age of the little fuckers you're playing to.
Maybe you should try a vaporizer for your WEED, it's a lot less harsh on your lungs that way......
Sure, a sexy femme who is into the same things I'm into, be it drugs, music, movies, etc., is a good thing, but I'm pretty jaded in that department, too.......and yes, that is as fucked-up as it sounds. Like the song by the Black Angels says, "I'm better off alone"......plus, to be completely honest, I've always found that when I first get off junk, my sex drive isn't that strong, it takes a little while, usually, before I get the ol' libido firing on all cylinders again----and did I mention that I am a forty year old (possibly ex-) junky? Not exactly the first choice of company for an available femme.....and I tend to be pretty particular about the women I want to be with. Ladies, if you've ever been lusted after by RTP, rest assured you are extremely attractive and of above-average intelligence, and probably rather "good freaky", too........so feel flattered, you should be. And truthfully, there ain't that many of them around.........
Like I said, I don't want to jump to any conclusions, it's still early in this particular episode, and to tell the truth, if you came to me with a syringe loaded with , oh, say, 8mg of dilaudid and offered it to me, it's probably 50-50 on whether or not I'd roll up my sleeves and bang it.....I'm just not really seeking the shit out, at least not
today........I don't know, I'm just......
bored, and I'm worried that the hard shit has made me
boring, both to myself and to others. Maybe I'll go smoke some grass and see what it feels like on a head that's not full of poppy squeezin's.......but right now it's too early to draw any conclusions, although I do think a break from the hard shit would do me good, and I'm sick and tired (did I mention that I'm bored?) of the hard shit anyway........
