Siiiiiigh, Thank you for your opinion Alex... why don't one of you start a thread called, EX-STAFFERS, the good, the bad, and the ugly?
You know, I was never on staff, and to my knowledge, I never, or rarely confronted anyone. I never hurt you, I just got the fuck out of the hell hole and tried to go on. I started this thread looking for one person, who means a lot TO ME!!
Timmy, Kelly, whoever else, I don't give a rat's (or mouse's in this case) ass what you think of Steve or Jeff. I fucking loved them, and I'm not an evil person, neither were they. They/we were all victims. Everyone deals with trauma, self hatred and severe emotional damage differently, as, we are all different. I for one spent two years prior to straight in another prison camp, an outdoor prison, ages 13-15. Then I was put in straight 15-17. My father was an abusive violent prick who abused me ?til the day he was killed in a car wreck, and even though his death was a blessing to me, I never told my grandmother I was glad his sorry ass was dead, because, I wasn't. I was thirteen. That was six months before my first prison.
Every human being has the ability to change, to "come to." Try being a little less selfish, you people who entered this thread just to bash and flame three of my friends who have had a VERY rough go at their lives, and who have spent years after straight in torment, and pain for their loss of self, reality, freedom, and in this case life itself.
An Animated Cartoon Theology:
1. People are animals.
2. The body is mortal and subject to incredible pain.
3. Life is antagonistic to the living.
4. The flesh can be sawed, crushed, frozen, stretched, burned, bombed, and plucked for music.
5. The dumb are abused by the smart and the smart destroyed by their own cunning.
6. The small are tortured by the large and the large destroyed by their own momentum.
7. We are able to walk on air, but only as long as our illusion supports us.
-- E. L. Doctorow "The Book of Daniel"
