I wanted to provide my story as another side of the coin... not everybody has a bad time in programs!!! :beat:
I grew up in a good, middle class, suburban family.. with very caring parents. Around 3rd grade, I started getting into more and more trouble. Of course.. it didn't look like much, however over time it became more and more serious. By 6th grade I was already smoking cigarettes regularly and had begun using pot, and eventually became addicted. I cried, night after night, and vowed never to do drugs again. That lasted 6 months, until I could no longer say no to my friends. Of course, it didn't start with my friends.. it started with me, always does. By 7th grade I was using other and worse drugs too, and I kept getting into more and more trouble. Looking back to 4th grade... that was when my running away from home and school began. The school was so sick of me causing trouble... I even made my teachers cry.
I was so full of anger and addictions. I think my parents had their suspicions... every time they had me drug tested, I found a new way to pass it using a variety methods. I ran away every time things didn't go my way... and my entire family was afraid of me at that point.
The very last time I ran away, the police had found me and brought me back to the police station and then turned me back over to my parents. That night was my last at home for a long, long time. My family had me escorted to the Program the next day. It really was the only way to keep the police... myself, and my family safe. At that point, I had no fear of any kind of authority. It was my parent's last hope, of getting their son to do it. To this day I thank God .. and them, for sending me away. If I had been able to escape.. and I tried, I would probably have ended my life soon after that.
Long story short... I made it through, and I'm doing great! I am in high school, and will be in the graduating class of 2011. I am playing JV Football... running Track, and I am very involved in my church youth group. I am now a person that others can look up to. I even spent 3 weeks in May working at one of the program schools. It was so wonderful to be there and a great way of showing my gratitude by giving back.
I believe without these programs, I would most certainly not be here right now. I wouldn't have gotten to accomplish all these things that my family and I never thought would happen. They have truly saved my life.