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Offline kaydeejaded

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A few things from one w/no access to a computer
« on: May 28, 2003, 01:08:00 AM »
My dickhead parents who I hate have cut me off from the computer so I cannot even keep up on what is going on here.
I would love to be all buddist about the situation and pretend I forgave or forgot but I don't forgt and they don't even feel remorse or pretend to.  Can you fake remorse for me please jesus??? I would buy into it. I shit you not. I would love to think that they felt bad.
I am not hitting spell check so don't mind the frequent typos please. Anyway waht the hell was my poiny??? poiny??? fuck 2x point?
Well the point was I love you guys even when you hate each other because we share this wierd experience that ony we know and will ever know. I miss this place even the rabid fights because we all know that fucking thing that happened I am buggin everytime someone passses by me because I am afraid they will read my words. Because I could never explain to them that place so I stopped trying years ago.
I have not forgotten.   Not out of any great civic need either but because I can't. It sucks. I still dream about it. Not nightmares but regular dreams, where I am living the life. Sometimes I am doing things the way I think I should of sometimes the whole group is coming down on me.
Worst of all sometimes I miss them and then I really feel sick,
like an abused woman going back to her abuser, for a routine for a schedule, for an identity.

Remember, even if we agree about nothing we are on the same side when "THEY" come a callin


love love love kady  ::heart::

Men had better be without education than be educated by their rulers.

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« Reply #1 on: May 28, 2003, 09:26:00 AM »
::jawdrop::  How can your parents restrict you from the
  computer? Aren't you of legal age? Having
  that much control over another human being is
  just wrong. They sound like sick minded people.
  No offence, that just pisses me off for you.
  (and fuck codependency) I can feel pissed can't
   I?

Regardless, it's good to hear from you.  You're from NY? I'm from Dallas. I live in the midwest now though. Just thought I'd say hi. Sorry about you're restrictions. Do you have a phone? Mabye we could talk sometime. See ya -
Morli :wink:
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Offline Froderik

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« Reply #2 on: May 28, 2003, 10:07:00 AM »
Good to see a post from you again. Just a few nights ago I posted some names (i.e. usernames) on the yahoo board of people that I wish would post again, yours was one of them, and here you are.

Sometimes an old computer is all you need. Maybe someone you know has some old parts laying around that they would like to see put to use. Otherwise, I'm sure that some of the other geeks on this board or that one will have advice on what kind to save up for and where (or where not) to buy one. Good luck; Stay with us.

»Alex from Balto.
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« Reply #3 on: May 28, 2003, 11:49:00 AM »
When my old computer crashed, I went to the local library.  Many large branches provide free internet access.  The only down side to that is the travel and most of the libraries have time restrictions.

Don
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« Reply #4 on: May 28, 2003, 12:17:00 PM »
Well damn, Kady! Yeah, Don's right.

If I were in your shoes, I think I'd be trying to spend as little time at home as possible. Hell, if my daughter (now 19) came home out of need instead of the desire to visit, I'd expect her to probably not spend a whole lot of time hanging around the house.

Take the kid(s) and spend lots of time at the library. On the down side, the librarians aren't real family. But, on the up side, the librarians aren't your family.

Take care of yourself.

If the natural tendencies of mankind are so bad that it is not safe to permit  people to be free, how is it that the tendencies of these organizers are always good?  Do not the legislators and their appointed agents also belong to the human race?

--Frederic Bastiat -- 1801-1850

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« Reply #5 on: May 28, 2003, 11:47:00 PM »
Kady, I have a computer you can have if you want to take care of the shipping charges. No strings attached, not even a smidgeon of control!  It is not a speed demon, but it works well, and it is free!
Contact me at Majiktrvls@aol.com if you are interested.
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