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« Reply #60 on: January 29, 2007, 04:35:35 PM »
Not that it matters, but I really am the parent of a son who recently graduated from ASR. I believe that Justamom is as well. We can only speak of our experiences with the school.

I find it hard to believe that employees go onto this site and pose as parents. For what purpose? To attract parents? Unfortunately, there isn't a shortage of kids that are placed there for them to need to do that.

My purpose on this site was to give first-hand information on the program as it is now (which I did earlier in this thread with TSW and Nalex). Not every program scars every kid for life. Some can actually help them get their lives back on track. Whether they would have on their own, with time as they matured can't be answered. It would be great to have a study for that purpose.
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Re: Parent viewpoint from awhile ago
« Reply #61 on: January 29, 2007, 05:12:38 PM »
Quote from: ""JustaMom""
My son was at ASR when base camp existed (he hated it) and  he really changed a lot in Costa Rica (he apparently loved it.) He has written many essays (in others schools--he was only 15 when he left ASR) and I can think of no reason he would "lie" subsequently. He loved CR. I can certainly agree that giving the party line back could be a serious problem if groups were as coercive as described but that my son was still writing about CR in college admission essays seems uncoerced to me.

My son kept all his written work--even the self study which I guess was a severe punishment, although he did not describe it as such at the time. However, reading it (with him) years later, he explained his thought processes and it seems that he gained from putting his thoughts into writing. If he had to sit that would have been fine with him--standing at a meeting would not have been. However, the content of the self-study really seems to be the point and it is self-evidently valuable to him and to me, sharing it later.

I agree te education was mediocre but since my son did not like school anyway, I don't think there was a lot lost in 14 months. He did better in school upon returning home, so I think his increased motivation for living allowed him to catch up whatever was poorly taught (or not taught) at ASR. His SAT scores were fine but maybe they would have been anyway with or without ASR.

Currently my son is 19 and a student in NYC. He is in contact with several members of his peer group and most are doing OK--the exceptions seem to be those with heavy drug problems when they entered. That was not a problem for my son  but I wondered when he was there if those students who were clearly addicted to drugs were well served in the program at ASR.

I think program match is important. I did not use an educational consultant. I wanted a program that was structured but not strict b-mod, had no sports teams and had an "artsy" student population where violence was not tolerated. The day before our first family resolution, a member of the peer group was kicked out for hitting someone. Although I was sorry for that boy, I was very glad my son was in a program where that would happen; if my son had felt bullied, he never would have opened his mouth.

While he was there, my son filed a complaint in writing against the PE teacher because he thought he was too much like a drill sergeant. This complaint was treated seriously and the PE teacher left. My son was depressed and rather shy (but very compassionate) so it is hard for me to reconcile what I am reading with him filing a complaint. If he had felt unsafe, he would not have done that.

Finally, I thought the consulting psychiatrist's approach to medication was cautious (which is good) and far better than we had experienced in the community--where meds are thrown around too freely IMO. Like another parent, my son had a say in his meds--mainly trying to find one that would lift the depression with the fewest side effects.

In short, I know no program is above criticism but getting away from the public school bullies (and then finishing h.s. at a private day school) gave my son the break he needed to get some perspective that adulthood could work for him if he could survive childhood.

As far as the person who said parents were not supposed to come to the weekends?? Every parent of the kids in the peer group was there including divorced parents who were not otherwise speaking. One child's parent could not go the CR and she appeared unhappy about that. Every other family had one  or both parents in CR.

I was directed to this site by someone who is very confused about what to do for her son--she has exhausted local options and she fears the looming drug exposure in high school (with justification I think.) She knows me and my son well. She knows that I didn't just want to get rid of him for a while--and she can see how he has changed from a highly problematic young teen into a functional  young adult. I am interested in whether ASR positively contributed to that change--or as someone stated, he "just grew up." Some of each is possible--but I fear that at home with the bullies, the huge high school, and the potential for serious drug use, and suicidality, he would not have survived to grow up.

Just a Mom


Thanks Just-a-mom for taking the time to share your story.  Your account will probably be treated with disbelief, by many, because your story doesn?t depict a negative experience but there are parents who come here to read and its nice to hear from both sides.  
I believe in my daughters case ASR provided a safe place for her to grow and as a result she matured very quickly during her 15-16  months there. It was a combination of both in her case.
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« Reply #62 on: January 30, 2007, 12:20:51 AM »
What is a troll?

I was directed to this site and I am really sorry that some of you seem to have had such negative experiences. I wonder what you would have been like left to fend for yourself in a high school with 5000 students?

I do not agree that psych hospitals are a good option--they release kids in 36 hours and the kids get so savy that they do really dangerous things and then deny suicidal intent in the ER. I really did not want my (immature) 14 year old to learn all of this--and he didn't. He lasted in high school for 13 days. He left ASR with 5 semesters of h.s. left so then he researched the type of day school he wanted (we live in a large metro area with many private options.) He picked a high school that was good for him and he graduated on time.

I am happy that he is happy. I think that 4 years is plenty of time for him to get over his "brainwahing" or whatever you think he currently is like. I insisted he take a maintence dosage of anitdepressants until he was 18. At that time, he tapered off-against medical advice, but I supported his decision. We have an agreement that if he feels the "darkness" coming again, he will go back on meds. He has told me he never wants to feel again as he did at 14. I believe him.

ASR was a good choice for him and because he was 14, I made that decision for him. Maybe I would have made another choice if I had read this information, but I did my research, visited, and thought it was a good match. I also had a good realtionship with my son before  his severe depression and have had a good relationship with him post ASR. He is now an adult--it's his life and he shares it with me--or the parts a student living in NYC would want to share with his mother. You seem to think that BOTH of us are brainwashed or something. I have all his written work from ASR adn it doesn't look that way to me--it looks as though he put a lot of thought into what he was writing--perhaps that is why he did well--he TRIED--what a noel thought--that motivation could count, even at ASR.

The idea that I am an employee of ASR is just plain weird.

I'm still

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« Reply #63 on: January 30, 2007, 02:41:16 AM »
:roll:

You're still not fooling anyone. It's obvious, like elephant-hiding-behind-a-sapling obvious. "What is a troll" is the first clue. :roll:

You don't actually interact with other people on this forum, not because you don't want to but rather because you can't- your author isn't smart or versatile enough to know how to play you. You can't express an opinion on the "Restraints" thread, the various comments on the main forum, or anywhere else. The only thing you can do is make laughably wild claims of having children and having experiences that are obviously pulled out of thin air, and creating even more fake parents when your old ones are getting destroyed.

Cripes. Two-dimensional much? When I bring my fictional characters in here, they feel real, despite their superhumanity, and it irks me to no end that all the programmies can come up with is this shit. :roll: C'mon guys, you can at least try to make them act like people! Or are you so insulated in your little programmie world that you honestly think people are going to believe this shit over a video of a screaming girl with her arms twisted behind her back?

Aspen, you make millions torturing children and feeding their broken remains back to their parents for profit. You can afford to hire a real author for this sort of thing, can't you? I'm certain you could find one with few enough scruples.

But before that, drop the fucking charade. It's getting old.
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Your insulting language doesn't cut it with me
« Reply #64 on: January 30, 2007, 05:00:42 PM »
I do not know where you pain is coming from--but you are so distorted that it is not worth saying anything here since you just ridicule and call people names.

It is too bad IMO that you drive off people who might want to exchange ideas about topics that are relevant to the issues I thought this site addressed. I don't know what you find so obviously false about my account of the last five years. I am certainly aware that ASR did not "fix" everyone who went there. Come to think of it, who would believe a claim of a 100% cure rate--for ANYTHING.

I have a functional young adult of whom I am very proud. I hope your mother can say the same.

Any further interaction with you is a waste of time.

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« Reply #65 on: January 30, 2007, 05:58:10 PM »
JustaMom, don't worry about proving who you are to anyone. Some people come here and make stuff up to push programs and that's why some like MGDP get suspicious.

If you don't mind I would like to ask you some questions:
  • What issues did your son have that led you to seek out a residential placement?
  • What other options had you tried before deciding to go with a placement?
  • How did you come across ASR?
  • Did anyone at ASR speak with your son or check his mental health history to determine if the program was a fit for him?
  • Did you ^need to use an escort services, and if so,
    • what was the escort services?
    • who led you to the service?
    • and why did you ^need to us it?
  • Did any one warn you not to believe your son if he claimed he was being abused or mistreated?
  • Did anyone warn you that your son would try to manipulate you so that you would pull him from the program?
  • Could you have any uncensored contact with your son?
  • What was the nature of the "treatment" at ASR?
  • What about the treatment do you feel helped your son with his problems
  • What did ASR say about their program in regards to your son's problems?
  • Did they treat your sons Depression as a behavioral problem or a mental health issue?
  • Did ASR take cutting/suicide attempts seriously or did they dismiss such behavior as manipulation?
  • What type of education did ASR provide?
  • Did ASR use stages or levels, if so, could you explain them in detail?
  • What was the training of the everyday staff?
  • Is the facility state licensed?
  • Did ASR send "difficult" kids to a more "rigorous" program?
  • What types of consequences did ASR use and for what behaviors?


Ok I'll probably have more later but these will do for now......
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« Reply #66 on: January 31, 2007, 09:16:50 PM »
I responded to each of your questions and submitted it. However, it somehow is not showing up and I do not know what I did incorrectly.

I tried to quote so I could just answer each question in turn. Apparently--that doe not work.  Some troll--huh--or whatever.

I do not have the time or energy to reconstruct the post but I wanted you to know that I have an answer for most of your questions and I am not ignoring you due to the behavior of others.

If I have time and can figure out how to answer each question below your questions, I'll try again.

Still

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« Reply #67 on: January 31, 2007, 10:23:27 PM »
To quote my questions place [ quote ] at the beginning of the question and [ /quote ] at the end of the question, just remove the spaces [q...] [/q...]
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answers--second try
« Reply #68 on: February 03, 2007, 12:03:15 AM »
JustaMom, don't worry about proving who you are to anyone. Some people come here and make stuff up to push programs and that's why some like MGDP get suspicious.

If you don't mind I would like to ask you some questions:

?   What issues did your son have that led you to seek out a residential placement?

He had two major depressions by the time he was 14; he was a ?different? and musically gifted child who was bullied. As a defense, he started dressing like a Goth and hanging out with Goths?he had a lot of suicidal ideation. The public high school would not keep him because of his suicidal talk and when he got to the ER, he denied suicidal ideation. It was a mess and I wanted him supervised 24/7 BUT not in a hospital short term because he had long-term problems that he needed time to address. Someone in the posts above suggested a ?regular? boarding school?none would have taken a Goth who talked about the desirability of dying ASAP. He only actually made one weak suicidal gesture, but I take this risk VERY seriously in a teen with major depression.

?   What other options had you tried before deciding to go with a placement?
 
Individual and family therapy from age 7; psychiatrist for meds; elimination of homework and half day school attendance to reduce pressure on him; positive incentives to do well. He was frustrating to community-based therapists because even at age 8, he could ?wait out? a 50 minute session easily. He is the opposite of ADHD?has a high degree of cognitive control and could easily draw adults into power struggles?which he usually won. He was frustratingly non-compliant without ever actually braking many rules when he was younger.

?   How did you come across ASR?

I am a professional in the field ?but NOT an employee of ASR or any other residential program?and have many contacts. Therefore, I did not use an educational consultant. Son?s psychiatrist (pdoc) was very specific about the type of program I should seek?reasonably good academic program (because son is neither ADHD nor LD); and ?artsy? rather than athletic type of student; the presence of other kids who have struggled with depression; a structured but not b-mod program with a good talk therapy component; and a ZERO tolerance for violence.    I did a lot of reading and on-line research, we visited, interviewed, etc. In the end, I thought ASR was a better match than they did?but it eventually worked out---see below.  

?   Did anyone at ASR speak with your son or check his mental health history to determine if the program was a fit for him?
 
ASR consulted with us, interviewed son, and had their pdoc speak directly with his pdoc where we live to try to determine if he was ?too? depressed and/or posed a significant risk of self-harm. ASR was leery of taking him and we were afraid that they would not, but in the end, they agreed to a ?trial? period in base camp.

?   Did you ^need to use an escort services, and if so,

We were told by ASR that they did not accept students from escort. They told us if we needed escort, then son needed to go to a wilderness program first. Due to flight restrictions following 9/11, we could not fly with him, so we just told him to get in the van and we drove to MA. There were no problems?he slept most of the way.

o   what was the escort services? N/A
o   who led you to the service? N/A
o   and why did you ^need to us it?N/A

?   Did any one warn you not to believe your son if he claimed he was being abused or mistreated?

No, and it was clear to me he was not being abused. As a severely bullied child, I would  have known if he were afraid?having witnessed his fear and anxiety for years. He did not LIKE everything about ASR but he clearly was not afraid. If he had even witness abuse, let alone been abused, he would have withdrawn into a nearly catatonic state. As I indicated above, he filed a formal written complaint against a PE teacher for excessive harshness; he would not have done this if he had felt threatened in any way.

?   Did anyone warn you that your son would try to manipulate you so that you would pull him from the program?

I was not warned of this but that may be because ASR staff quickly figured out that son?s problems did not stem from our lack of interest, involvement, supervision, or structure. At the end of the first family therapy weekend, son said that although he was annoyed by the rules, he knew he needed to be in a place such as ASR?he said, ? I love you,  see you in two months,?  turned and walked away. Other students were begging their parents to take them out and promising to ?be good? if the parents did.  Son was well aware that we would not give in to that sort of empty promise and so I conclude that ASR did not feel the need to tell us what you have asked about. That does not mean they did not say it to other parents.  

?   Could you have any uncensored contact with your son?

There were weekly telephone calls by six kids at a time in a room with a counselor. I assumed the counselor was there to make sure the students actually called their parents. I did not feel the role of the staff member was to censor, since no one could possibly keep track of the content of six calls at once and the counselor was NOT on the line?just in the room. Our main problem with the calls is they were initially too short to accomplish anything. I wanted them to be extended and I wanted the counselor to stop telling son how much time he had left because it disrupted his train of thought. I spoke to a supervisor and the calls were not extended until they were extended for everyone, but the counselor stopped telling son?who wears a watch always and could tell time at age 4?how much time was left.

?   What was the nature of the "treatment" at ASR?

I do not feel treatment should be in quotes. There was a lot of treatment including group therapy in which son had little to say for 6 months. I do not know that he was ?punished? for this because I had indicated to ASR staff at intake that son?s not talking (when obviously highly verbal in other situations) had been a problem for pervious therapists. I said it would take a long time and great feelings of safety for him to talk in a group. If I have concerns based on what I have read here, it is about the ?Life Steps? which were day long therapy sessions around a specific theme loosely based on Native cultural values. Perhaps because son was interested in philosophy and Native views of the natural world, he did not seem to suffer ill-effects but I am not sure that such intense experiences would be good for all adolescents, particularly if they were not somewhat introspective to begin with.
In terms of individual therapy, son was lucky: I thought some of the ?counselors? were too young and only had Bachelor?s degrees. It was obvious to me that they were getting experience before applying to graduate school. However, son?s primary therapists was an MSW from Smith College and was older than the other counselors. She was excellent comparing very favorably to private therapists in the community?especially because she did not give up on our son?she saw the potential he had to function well as an adult.
The pdoc was the best adolescent psychiatrist I have ever worked with and took a conservative approach to meds?that I appreciated. Also, an issue was whether or not son was bi-polar. ASR was a safe place to trial different medications and bi-polar was ruled out much more quickly than it could have been in an uncontrolled community setting.
?   What about the treatment do you feel helped your son with his
problems

The nature of a 24/7 program changes Tx in positive way if it is a good program. Adolescents have many distraction?the internet, music, cell phone, bad companions, etc. and ASR cuts off all access to these distractions. This is helpful to a child who is adept at hiding his feelings and self-distracting when he had negative feelings. In addition, it was helpful to son to realize that other adolescents suffered as he had (he has a very high achieving older sister as did several boys in his peer group) and some had much more difficult problems than he. In addition, after the first 6 months, son worked really hard with the therapy program as did we. I talked weekly with his therapist and frequently (but not weekly) with his pdoc.  There is not a lot to do at ASR but school and therapy?for a relatively short amount of time, this can be a good thing IF the adolescent wants to work on internalizing issues. Our son wanted to and did. It comes down to, no matter how good the program, ?you can lead a horse to water, but you can?t make him drink??

?   What did ASR say about their program in regards to your son's problems?

Not much at first; they listened and asked a lot of questions, both of us and his pdoc at home. Since almost all problems were internal, there was no ?easy answer? and I would have had no respect for a program staff that spent a couple of hours with my child, who had been in Tx for half his life, and had ?the answer? quickly.

?   Did they treat your sons Depression as a behavioral problem or a mental health issue?

A mental health problem with a probable biologic component because he had two non-reactive major depressions prior to age 14. The prognosis in this circumstance is not good which is why I am thankful for every day he is well.

?   Did ASR take cutting/suicide attempts seriously or did they dismiss such behavior as manipulation?

This is the account related by others that I find so unbelievable. It was an issue before son was accepted as a student, and at base camp when he began to withdraw completely into himself and have fantasies about dying (but not active attempts), the pdoc went out to base camp and tromped around in 40 degree weather to assess son. His decided that with careful supervision and med adjustment, son was an excellent match for ASR?s program IF the depression could be lifted. I found out later that having the pdoc go to base camp for evaluations was not a common practice and I feel son?s suicidal ideation was taken very, very seriously by everyone: us, the pdoc, AND ASR staff. Any suggestion that his suicidality was not real and a real threat to his life would have resulted in our removing him to an environment in which safety is treated as THE most important thing.

?   What type of education did ASR provide?

As I have said, the education was mediocre college prep but since son had been kicked out of one of the top public high schools in the U.S. after 13 days, he wasn?t really taking advantage of education in general in this time of his life. The small class sizes at ASR were helpful; the math teacher was very good?son is interested in math?and was prepared to go on to calculus having three semesters of math at ASR. I think the education probably was OK IF a student was motivated to learn. Son was not. The library was totally inadequate, BTW, but he was not there to do research papers. I think whatever ?loss? compared to a stronger academic program there was, son had 5 semesters of h.s. left when he finished at ASR to regroup. He graduated from h.s. in regular education, on time, and his SATs were fine, so I do not think he was harmed by three semesters at ASR. Would I want this level of education for all 8 semester of h.s.? The answer is no.

?   Did ASR use stages or levels, if so, could you explain them in detail?

ASR used peer groups in which a group went through the 14 month program as a unit. If a student had major problems, he/she could be ?dropped? into a peer group behind them, in effect, lengthening the program. This happened to someone in the peer group who son was close to. I believe she used drugs on a home visit. Also, a student from an earlier peer group ?dropped in? to go to Costa Rica. I do not really have an opinion about this practice because son went from being marginal to stay at ASR due to safety issues to a positively progressing student?after about 6 months?so the idea he would be dropped into another peer group never came up?there would have been no reason to discuss it.
 Others have talked about the punishments used?however, I would not want 120 adolescents in one place, let alone with problems, without rules and consequences.  Son was a bit different because he never broke rules?he just didn?t participate. I have learned on this site that some people feel that self-reflections and self-studies are highly punitive because the student has to remain seated and write in a note book. If a student had ADHD, staying seated might in itself be punitive, but son was a reflective person (when not severely depressed,) and it some ways, writing his thoughts was easier than talking about them. I know he went over his reflection books with his primary on a daily basis when he was on one of these relections. I have read those books and I do not see them as punitive in a negative sense?such as when a student is in time-out?when it?s over, nothing has been gained. I know he gained a great deal from his self-study; it was pivotal; so it was a consequence for something?but it was very productive.
ASR did NOT use points within the levels (Life Steps) which was a major advantage because son had spent many hours figuring out how to defeat the point systems his public schools would devise to try to get him to produce school work. They never worked to help him get anything done?but he was greatly entertained by ?defeating? adults he regarded (with some justification) a hostile to him.
Also, those before the 3rd Life step were ?lower school? and afterwards were ?upper school.? I never exactly understood exactly what each entailed but the general idea was upper school students had more privileges.

?   What was the training of the everyday staff?

I don?t know what you mean by everyday staff. See above for comments on training levels of primary counselors. I don?t care what the training of the nonprofessional staff is as long as they undergo thorough background checks and are fingerprinted.

?   Is the facility state licensed?

ASR is a specialty boarding school and is accredited as such. Contrary to what others have said, as a private school, it is under the supervision of the Berkshire Community School District. ASR is not JACHO accredited but it should not be; it is not a psychiatric facility.

?   Did ASR send "difficult" kids to a more "rigorous" program?

Definitely, and that is a it should be. Not every program is a good match for every adolescent. Had the pdoc found son to be ?too? suicidal to be maintained in an unlocked facility, he would have had to go elsewhere until his meds were effective. I?m glad that didn?t happen but recognize the appropriateness of restaffing students as a way to keep the population and the program capabilities in sync.
The day before our first parent visit, a student in son?s peer group hit another student and then a counselor. He was gone in 3 hours. I was sorry for him?but had ASR not had a ZERO tolerance for hitting others, my son would never have felt safe enough to talk.

?   What types of consequences did ASR use and for what behaviors?

In addition to what I put under your level question, ASR used consequences such as washing dishes, weeding the garden, and loss of school store as punishments. Because son was not a minor rule infraction sort, I think he did not receive many of these sorts of punishments. That was his pattern in public school?internalizing problems but no specific rule breaking.




This time, I put the whole thing in a WORD file so I could not lose the answers if this does not work.
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« Reply #69 on: February 03, 2007, 12:27:51 AM »
Hmm... nope.

Girl with arms twisted behind her back vid still trumps that.

Nice try, though.
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« Reply #70 on: February 03, 2007, 01:17:57 AM »
What the hell is wrong with you people?

You ask Justamom to answer some questions- she takes the time to do just that and yet you either don't believe her or ridicule her.

I guess it kills you that her son, 4 years later has gotten his life  together and is doing well. So has mine.  Justamom, our family also had the same therapist that your son had, which BTW was the 1st therapist he EVER clicked  with since his issues started at age 7. I attribute much of his success  in the program to her.
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Re: response to questions by justamom
« Reply #71 on: February 03, 2007, 12:56:56 PM »
Quote from: ""guest parent""
What the hell is wrong with you people?

You ask Justamom to answer some questions- she takes the time to do just that and yet you either don't believe her or ridicule her.

I guess it kills you that her son, 4 years later has gotten his life  together and is doing well. So has mine.  Justamom, our family also had the same therapist that your son had, which BTW was the 1st therapist he EVER clicked  with since his issues started at age 7. I attribute much of his success  in the program to her.


Parents get these responses because most people here are program survivors or ex-staff. You must understand that many were abused in ways that resemble Abu-ghraib, others were emotionally damaged.

With that said, if you feel ridiculed just ignore the particular post. I'm asking questions because I'm curious as to the thinking of program-parents and the programs themselves.

I'll have some more questions later but in the meantime I would suggest that both of you register and read some survivor testimonies of other programs. This will give you a better understanding of the hostility some Pro-program parents face here.            

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« Reply #72 on: February 03, 2007, 01:45:12 PM »
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He had two major depressions by the time he was 14; he was a ?different? and musically gifted child who was bullied. As a defense, he started dressing like a Goth and hanging out with Goths?he had a lot of suicidal ideation. The public high school would not keep him because of his suicidal talk and when he got to the ER, he denied suicidal ideation. It was a mess and I wanted him supervised 24/7 BUT not in a hospital short term because he had long-term problems that he needed time to address. Someone in the posts above suggested a ?regular? boarding school?none would have taken a Goth who talked about the desirability of dying ASAP. He only actually made one weak suicidal gesture, but I take this risk VERY seriously in a teen with major depression.

If this is a kid who was truly suicidal then he belongs in a hospital setting, not 'counseled' by a bunch of unqualified kids and unqualifed or underqualifed staff.


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Individual and family therapy from age 7; psychiatrist for meds; elimination of homework and half day school attendance to reduce pressure on him; positive incentives to do well. He was frustrating to community-based therapists because even at age 8, he could ?wait out? a 50 minute session easily. He is the opposite of ADHD?has a high degree of cognitive control and could easily draw adults into power struggles?which he usually won. He was frustratingly non-compliant without ever actually braking many rules when he was younger.

So you had a highly intelligent, unique, non-compliant kid who was driving you nuts.  You say he's suicidal and your solution is to send him somwhere where complaince is forced and education is limited?

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I am a professional in the field ?but NOT an employee of ASR or any other residential program?and have many contacts. Therefore, I did not use an educational consultant. Son?s psychiatrist (pdoc) was very specific about the type of program I should seek?reasonably good academic program (because son is neither ADHD nor LD); and ?artsy? rather than athletic type of student; the presence of other kids who have struggled with depression; a structured but not b-mod program with a good talk therapy component; and a ZERO tolerance for violence.    I did a lot of reading and on-line research, we visited, interviewed, etc. In the end, I thought ASR was a better match than they did?but it eventually worked out---see below.  

And yet look what you ended up with.


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No, and it was clear to me he was not being abused. As a severely bullied child, I would  have known if he were afraid?having witnessed his fear and anxiety for years. He did not LIKE everything about ASR but he clearly was not afraid. If he had even witness abuse, let alone been abused, he would have withdrawn into a nearly catatonic state. As I indicated above, he filed a formal written complaint against a PE teacher for excessive harshness; he would not have done this if he had felt threatened in any way.

Isolation and Groupthink is used to gain compliance.  The seminars and peer culture are extremely effective in this regard.

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I was not warned of this but that may be because ASR staff quickly figured out that son?s problems did not stem from our lack of interest, involvement, supervision, or structure. At the end of the first family therapy weekend, son said that although he was annoyed by the rules, he knew he needed to be in a place such as ASR?he said, ? I love you,  see you in two months,?  turned and walked away. Other students were begging their parents to take them out and promising to ?be good? if the parents did.  Son was well aware that we would not give in to that sort of empty promise and so I conclude that ASR did not feel the need to tell us what you have asked about. That does not mean they did not say it to other parents.  

Sounds like a scene out of Straight.

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There were weekly telephone calls by six kids at a time in a room with a counselor. I assumed the counselor was there to make sure the students actually called their parents. I did not feel the role of the staff member was to censor, since no one could possibly keep track of the content of six calls at once and the counselor was NOT on the line?just in the room. Our main problem with the calls is they were initially too short to accomplish anything. I wanted them to be extended and I wanted the counselor to stop telling son how much time he had left because it disrupted his train of thought. I spoke to a supervisor and the calls were not extended until they were extended for everyone, but the counselor stopped telling son?who wears a watch always and could tell time at age 4?how much time was left.

Were you told to report suspicious conversations or attempts to get you to pull him out?

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I do not feel treatment should be in quotes. There was a lot of treatment including group therapy in which son had little to say for 6 months. I do not know that he was ?punished? for this because I had indicated to ASR staff at intake that son?s not talking (when obviously highly verbal in other situations) had been a problem for pervious therapists. I said it would take a long time and great feelings of safety for him to talk in a group.

That's why the need for isolation, groupthink, LifeSteps.  Strongwilled kid, non communicative, non compliant...isolate him enough, love bomb him enough, groupthink him enough and he'll come 'round.


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If I have concerns based on what I have read here, it is about the ?Life Steps? which were day long therapy sessions around a specific theme loosely based on Native cultural values. Perhaps because son was interested in philosophy and Native views of the natural world, he did not seem to suffer ill-effects but I am not sure that such intense experiences would be good for all adolescents, particularly if they were not somewhat introspective to begin with.

Which it sounds like your son was.  That kind of "therapy" was what damaged me the most.  It was also the one that took me longest to understand the ill effects of.  I mean, I was 'headed down the wrong path' right?   I needed a 'wake up call', right?  I was going to be 'deadinsaneorinjail' if I didn't realize my druggie ways, right?  They were all just trying to "help" me, right?  And everyone else seemed to think it was what I needed to do.  I had no outside reference to bounce anything off of.  I was isolated in an environment where everyone thought the exact same way and I wasn't going to be accepted until I did too.


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In terms of individual therapy, son was lucky: I thought some of the ?counselors? were too young and only had Bachelor?s degrees. It was obvious to me that they were getting experience before applying to graduate school. However, son?s primary therapists was an MSW from Smith College and was older than the other counselors. She was excellent comparing very favorably to private therapists in the community?especially because she did not give up on our son?she saw the potential he had to function well as an adult.
The pdoc was the best adolescent psychiatrist I have ever worked with and took a conservative approach to meds?that I appreciated. Also, an issue was whether or not son was bi-polar. ASR was a safe place to trial different medications and bi-polar was ruled out much more quickly than it could have been in an uncontrolled community setting.

I'm glad you were lucky, but that sounds like it's all it was.....luck.


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The nature of a 24/7 program changes Tx in positive way if it is a good program. Adolescents have many distraction?the internet, music, cell phone, bad companions, etc. and ASR cuts off all access to these distractions. This is helpful to a child who is adept at hiding his feelings and self-distracting when he had negative feelings. In addition, it was helpful to son to realize that other adolescents suffered as he had (he has a very high achieving older sister as did several boys in his peer group) and some had much more difficult problems than he.

This just sounds more and more like this was a kid who wasn't turning out like Mommy and Daddy wanted.  Big sis was a success in their eyes, but this kid was....*gasp*  GOTH!!!!:o  :roll:  God forbid we let out kids grow up to be individuals.  God forbid they develop a mind of their own.


 
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In addition, after the first 6 months, son worked really hard with the therapy program as did we. I talked weekly with his therapist and frequently (but not weekly) with his pdoc.

How often do you speak to him?

 
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There is not a lot to do at ASR but school and therapy

Isolation and groupthink.  Read up...

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http://www.ex-cult.org/General/lifton-criteria

1.  MILIEU CONTROL

    the most basic feature is the control of human communication within
    and environment if the control is extremely intense, it becomes
    internalized control -- an attempt to manage an individual's inner
    communication control over all a person sees, hears, reads, writes
    (information control)
    creates conflicts in respect to individual autonomy
    groups express this in several ways:  Group process, isolation from
    other people, psychological pressure, geographical distance or
    unavailable transportation, sometimes physical pressure
    often a sequence of events, such as seminars, lectures, group
    encounters, which become increasingly intense and increasingly
    isolated, making it extremely difficult-- both physically and
    psychologically--for one to leave.
    sets up a sense of antagonism with the outside world; it's us
    against them
    closely connected to the process of individual change (of personality)

4.   CONFESSION

    cultic confession is carried beyond its ordinary religious, legal
    and therapeutic expressions to the point of becoming a cult in itself
    sessions in which one confesses to one's sin are accompanied by
    patterns of criticism and self-criticism, generally transpiring within
    small groups with an active and dynamic thrust toward personal change
    is an act of symbolic self-surrender
    makes it virtually impossible to attain a reasonable balance between
    worth and humility
    a young person confessing to various sins of pre-cultic existence can
    both believe in those sins and be covering over other ideas and
    feelings that s/he is either unaware of or reluctant to discuss
    often a person will confess to lesser sins while holding on to other
    secrets (often criticisms/questions/doubts about the group/leaders
    that may cause them not to advance to a leadership position)
    "the more I accuse myself, the more I have a right to judge you"





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ASR used peer groups in which a group went through the 14 month program as a unit. If a student had major problems, he/she could be ?dropped? into a peer group behind them, in effect, lengthening the program. This happened to someone in the peer group who son was close to. I believe she used drugs on a home visit. Also, a student from an earlier peer group ?dropped in? to go to Costa Rica. I do not really have an opinion about this practice because son went from being marginal to stay at ASR due to safety issues to a positively progressing student?after about 6 months?so the idea he would be dropped into another peer group never came up?there would have been no reason to discuss it.

This is just like Straight.  The phases.  As long as you tow the program line, you'll be fine but if you dare develop any critical thinking skills or begin to question the dogma, you're screwed.


 
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Others have talked about the punishments used?however, I would not want 120 adolescents in one place, let alone with problems, without rules and consequences.  Son was a bit different because he never broke rules?he just didn?t participate. I have learned on this site that some people feel that self-reflections and self-studies are highly punitive because the student has to remain seated and write in a note book. If a student had ADHD, staying seated might in itself be punitive, but son was a reflective person (when not severely depressed,) and it some ways, writing his thoughts was easier than talking about them. I know he went over his reflection books with his primary on a daily basis when he was on one of these relections. I have read those books and I do not see them as punitive in a negative sense?such as when a student is in time-out?when it?s over, nothing has been gained. I know he gained a great deal from his self-study; it was pivotal; so it was a consequence for something?but it was very productive.

they're designed as stopthink procedures.  A way to 'internalize' what they've "learned about themselves".  Newage psychobabble bullshit.


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ASR did NOT use points within the levels (Life Steps) which was a major advantage because son had spent many hours figuring out how to defeat the point systems his public schools would devise to try to get him to produce school work. They never worked to help him get anything done?but he was greatly entertained by ?defeating? adults he regarded (with some justification) a hostile to him.

Again, it sounds like you had a bright, unique kid who wasn't doing what you wanted him to do.  No wonder he was suicidal.  People trying to change who he is all the damn time.  Let him be!!  This seems much more about control and how the kid reflects on the parent than anything else, IMO.


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Also, those before the 3rd Life step were ?lower school? and afterwards were ?upper school.? I never exactly understood exactly what each entailed but the general idea was upper school students had more privileges.

At Straight it was "oldcomers" and "newcomers".


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I don?t know what you mean by everyday staff. See above for comments on training levels of primary counselors. I don?t care what the training of the nonprofessional staff is as long as they undergo thorough background checks and are fingerprinted.

You don't seem to know or care much about the qualifications of these people.  You also don't seem to interested in how they bring about these changes in kids...as long as they do.  I keep hearing you say "I don't know", or "I never really did understand that".  You pretty much just "trusted the process", huh?


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ASR is a specialty boarding school and is accredited as such. Contrary to what others have said, as a private school, it is under the supervision of the Berkshire Community School District. ASR is not JACHO accredited but it should not be; it is not a psychiatric facility.

You're asking for someone to watch you kid "24/7", manage meds and treat his suicidal ideations, but it shouldn't be licensed at therapeutic????:o

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? Did ASR send "difficult" kids to a more "rigorous" program?

Definitely, and that is a it should be.

If we can't break 'em one way, we've got others.

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?   What types of consequences did ASR use and for what behaviors?

In addition to what I put under your level question, ASR used consequences such as washing dishes, weeding the garden, and loss of school store as punishments. Because son was not a minor rule infraction sort, I think he did not receive many of these sorts of punishments. That was his pattern in public school?internalizing problems but no specific rule breaking.


Conseqences are more to do with the peer culture and group conformity.  You bond with these people because it's human nature.  They're the only social contact you have so if you're ostricised from even them (in addition to your family, friends, home) it's a very powerful weapon.
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« Reply #73 on: February 03, 2007, 02:21:40 PM »
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He had two major depressions by the time he was 14; he was a ?different? and musically gifted child who was bullied. As a defense, he started dressing like a Goth and hanging out with Goths?he had a lot of suicidal ideation. The public high school would not keep him because of his suicidal talk and when he got to the ER, he denied suicidal ideation. It was a mess and I wanted him supervised 24/7 BUT not in a hospital short term because he had long-term problems that he needed time to address. Someone in the posts above suggested a ?regular? boarding school?none would have taken a Goth who talked about the desirability of dying ASAP. He only actually made one weak suicidal gesture, but I take this risk VERY seriously in a teen with major depression.


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There were more kids who were dangers to themselves. I honestly think ASR is very lucky in that no one has succeeded in committing suicide. I can tell you first hand that for someone with major depression ASR could drive you past breaking point easily. It seemed like they pick and chose who they took seriously about being suicidal. I was not taken seriously, and had my roommate not been in the room one day, I may well have taken my life. I do not say that to evoke pity or anything else like that, and I was not using it to "manipulate" ( a favorite ASR term)


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Three Springs Waygookin wrote:
1) What is self-study?

2) Describe this Escorting more please?

3) Why was a student doing the escorting of a self-harming/suicidal resident and not a staff member?


A self study was the worst of the three major consequences. (reflection, challenge, self study). You had work projects, all free time was spent at your table, facing the wall. Lots of writing assignments. Loss of all privileges. Standing during all meetings. You most likely had strict bans

Basically I had to take her back to the dorm and be with her while she gathered up her things and changed, etc. I don't remember if she showered or not. I was basically there to make sure she didn't attempt again.

I don't know why they had me do it. I was "trusted" at that point, and honestly... probably a better choice than some of the staff.


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yes, they did. to a large degree. Dean Kent (the staff mentioned in the article) was gone by the time i had arrived. (he was there in 1997, and i got to ASR in Cummington, MA on January 5th of 1998) i had heard from other students about Dean, that he was a really nice guy but fired b/c he'd called DSS on them. Brett Carey was still the Dean of Student Life when i arrived, and his wife Lisa also helped in the fitness department & was pregnant when i first arrived. They had 2 other daughters, Madison & Carly. The whole thought was a bit frightening, because when we had the 2 hour group "therapy" sessions 2 times a week, they were harsh and abusive to say the least. All of us students would be split into 2 groups, and we'd be rounded up in a circle to get screamed at, belittled and dehumanized. They called it "confrontational", although it was more like verbal abuse and intentional slaughtering.
i was very afraid while i was there, as a student with an extensive sexual abuse history involving rape & incest, i was constantly the target of this slaughtering, esp. b/c i was overweight at the time. needless to say, i left ASR with anorexia some 19 months later.
Brett & other students were all allowed to scream vulgarities at you, called you a "fat bitch, slut," and all. at the age of 15 i learned the word "dildo" while playing scrabble with Brett. One of my roomates claimed that Brett had forced her into sexual operations.
Most of all, it was excusable for students to haze each other.
It was almost looked at as funny. One Staff named Kristen Merhoff gave me funny looks and made sarcastic and patronizing comments when i'd opened up to her about my eating disorder.
Later on, a staff named Amy Robichaud would scream at me for ruining my life, pushing everyone away, talking about how i was a disasterous person, unworthy of being loved. To say the least, she was an abusive person, much alike a person in the throws of an addiction like alchoholism & drug addictions, both of which she admittedly had. There was a great deal of favoritism there, even staff who seemed to want to gain the approval of certain students.
The labor & sleep deprivation that was mentioned in the article is most likely in reference to the "Lifesteps". These were so called "workshops" it was mandatory for all students to attend. Staff and students would be expected to open up there deepest and most unknown
secrets for the sake of "growing". It's true, there was little sleeping allowed & often i myself left feeling shamed & ridiculed.
i was one of the main targets in that school the entire time i was there, a target of hazing & was even blamed for a student breaking into the med office and comsuming large quantities of my prescriptions. For the first 5 months i was there, you could litterally leave, go smoke 1/2 a pack of cigarettes, drop a couple tabs of acid, take like 5 hits off a joint come back & they wouldn't even realize it.
ASR is, to say the least, a very very fucked up place. i have several more things to say, but this whole thing would take eons.


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I am a former student at ASR. I was in the first peer group, 97-98. My experience there haunts me to this day. I have read many articles that refer to the "old staff" and "new staff". I cannot speak for the way ASR is run now, being 2004, but I can speak for how it was run in 97 and 98. Let me start by saying that I am not an angry, defiant kid who is trying to start trouble for ASR. I have graduated high school and am about to graduate college and enter law school. I don't get into trouble, I am a productive member of society, and want people to know the truth. We were badgered, belittled, sworn at, made to stay up all night during "life steps" and given only small rations of food, had all calls to our parents monitored by staff and had the phone hung up on us if we tried to complain to our parents about these things, scrutinized and humiliated on a daily basis. Our mail was read, staff lost their voices by yelling so loudly at us, I personally was called a "slut", a rich little Daddysgirl, a doormat, told my dad tried to buy my love with money, made to discuss personal sexual and private experiences in group sessions with other peers, made to write a ten page paper by hand about what my "issues" were, and if the staff didn't like it, I started over ( this was because I was too close to my friend there, and they put us on bans so we couldn't talk to each other). People, whomever wants to hear specific stories about all of these things, I would be more than happy to share with you!!! email me at gilligansisland636@hotmail.com i bet i can help you get her out of there


I also graduated from ASR very recently on August the 6th. And I can tell you right now that any kid who complained, their parents were manipulated right out of believing them. There was extreme emotional abuse there, and the only reason anyone's behavior was modified was because they were scared shitless of staying there longer or going to a worse program. We were so scared, your own friends turned against you and you couldnt trust them. The group sessions were awful. One of my friends who had issues with sleeping around was in group and the counselor in the room told her that she might as well keep a mattress tied to her back. Daily, I heard awful things about myself and everyday I was just so sad. Places like this are awful and they need to be stopped. ASR isnt even the worst of them but they all need to go.


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I am a an ASR graduate. I graduated in October of 03. At the end of the program I believed that ASR had done a lot for me. Looking back I am shocked that I ever thought that. I was made to turn against my friends and turn them in for the slightest rule breaking (for example listening to music). In group we were often degraded and yelled at, supposedly to make us better. Several times I was suicidal and instead of worrying they told me I was lying and being manipulative. In one group eveyone was allowed to go around and say their judgements against everyone else things like "youre a fat slut". That group was horrible. You were scared into being good and behaving. I'm not sure why I thought this place was so great, I feel as if I was brainwashed in a way.
The wilderness experience was horrible. I spent over 40 days in the outdoors being punished for any little thing we did wrong. My first day I had to run 20 minutes and when I stopped the counselers screamed at me and when i vomited they didnt care. just told me i shouldt have drank so muich water.



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« Reply #74 on: February 03, 2007, 03:13:35 PM »
I really do not appreciate the sarcasm. I am a professional in the field and had resources to get help for my son that many parents do not have--then I get the old saw that "psychologists' kids are always nuts."

Being a Goth in appearance was not a problem to me--I have never controlled my kids' appearance--it is a typicl adolescent thing they outgrow when they find out the "real, adult world" (which they wish to be part of--brainwashed there I guess, too, to want a decent life with even a few luxuries). I will NOT tell you the ways in which my son is different because it could be used to identify him. He was NOT driving me nuts--you do not read carefully, he was driving teachers nuts. I worked with his pdoc here to here those half day attendance policies.

I worked the system for him not against him.

Finally, I would not wish his older sister NOT to achieve-she has a life, too. The issue of nature vs nurture comes into play--both our children are adopted and therefore, when they have very different  temperaments and abilities, one can be a bit more objective than in some ways--they came to us as infants but hard-wired for certain gifts and problems (tendency to depression--for example.)

That you can think a college student living in NYC with all that is there--is still brain washed--is just ridiculous. One of the reasons he is so successful IMO is that we got him into a program BEFORE he developed a drug habit trying to dull his own pain. However, since he left ASR, he has been in the mainstream of adolescent society and has had no problems with substance use or anything else that I would consider outside the norm for late adolescence.

You ask me to look at OTHER programs--why should I--I didn't choose other programs, I chose this one. I believe that there are bad programs--that is why I worked so hard to find a GOOD MATCH for him. I detail how concerned ASR and their pdoc (who was male, not female)  were with his suicidal ideation and you tell me he should have been  hospitalized--thanks for the advice six years after the fact. He was hospitalized and released in 36 hours--with no improvement--Duh, what is supposed to happen in 36 hours???

Finally, and this is what I do not think you get-- depression and adolescence DISRUPTED a relationship of love. Yes, he had been in therapy but that was mainly to cope with going to school and despite everything I could do, the bullying was not acknowledged and not stopped. His ASR reflections are full of the pain he experienced in public school and anger at adults, including me, for not protecting him better. If I feel guilty, it is about him begging me to home school him starting in second grade. I did not think it would work and neither did any of the professionals I consulted. Maybe we were wrong: it might have been better to home school but that is not what I did.  

After ASR, the loving relationship was restored--opps--I forgot, you do not think we are a loving family--we are all just brain washed zombies. Maybe some of your parents had their own problems and "sent you away." We did not do that, and we are emotionally together now, even though we have three different addresses. Perhaps that is what your life lacks.

You want to dwell in your past pain. I look forward to BOTH my children's lives as adults. I think both will be happy and successful in very different fields.  You are wrong that I did not accept my son--I realized by the time he was three that he was significantly different than other children. I saw his gifts and how hard it was going to be for him to get to adulthood where he could LIVE FREE because children, at least in public school, are anything but free. His gifts were not appreciated and he was demeaned. NOW he is free, as an adult, to be what he wants--as is his sister--but because she is so much more "mainstream," it was not a struggle for her.

No parent owns a child. I feel it is a parental responsibility to help each child be his/her best. In our case, we took what the adoption agency offered, and received two unique and wonderful individuals. He called me last week--mid-week, which is unusual-- because he had a problem he wanted to discuss (he is not in therapy, BTW.) I listened, empathized with his dilemma, gave my opinion, and he said, "Thank you for your perspective--I'll let you know what I decide." That is NOT a brainwashed young adult nor is it one who resent his parents.

In the span of my son's life, ASR is regarded by him as an interlude in which he figured out a lot of things that he needed to IN ORDER TO BE HIS OWN PERSON. His affection and continued contact with some members of his peer group suggest to me that ASR is not, at least for everyone, the nightmare you portray.  

All I can say is I have no intention of registering at this site. You live in your past pain--and I feel sorry for you--but time only goes in one direction. No matter what happened to you, if you want a life, you have to go forward--not spend your time verbally abusing a parent who is relating things that are really quite "proven" by a life lived well  so far, but one that provides hard evidence in the opposite direction of your beliefs--so you demean and deride me as a "rebuttal." It is not a rebuttal at all because he is living out his childhood dream in NYC.  All this at ASR happened to my son over 5 years ago and he is OK, actually much better than just OK--I wish you were, too, but you obviously are not.

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