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« Reply #570 on: May 06, 2007, 08:19:24 PM »
Quote from: ""free we are not""
yesterday my mother decided to tell me this big long pointed story about 12 year olds and oral sex?  it was horrible. apparently the maid and her had been discussing it, got to love old fashioned Catholics.
 Her new theme seems to be one of a sort of original sin concept.  no matter how young they are, they are still ho's.  Or some crap?
I was fourteen when I was molested?  I had my first kiss in the same year!  the guy who molested me was 23.  he told me he was 17, went to a different school and asked me out.  I said ok maybe then he proceeded to stalk me, hit me and threaten my family.  He threw me into a wall at a friends house and I had to get stitches in my head, which my parents paid for and I came home covered in blood.   I brought the guy home the first week after he asked me out, because he was already acting weird and I didn't know what to do and my parents liked him!  how is that for crazy, from a 14 year olds point of view maybe he was 17 ok, I thought he was and I still thought that was too old! From an adults point of view there was no way he was 17.  I think I had made my mother mad about other stuff and she was teaching me a lesson, no joke! I'm pretty sure on some level that was what was going on!  It was if your going to do something there are consequences.  It's how she views sex?   I tried to break up with him every time I saw him, again I had agreed to go out with him like once or twice, but he would threaten browbeat and show up everywhere I was.  I didn't know what a stalker was at 14, and he looked normal to me?  I certainly didn't like him. but I guess it's all just original sin because I bought a workout outfit at the country club that was tight at twelve and went jogging in the city in the morning with my friend?  So I was asking for it?  
Anyway from a nice shrink good college book point of view, if a child as young as twelve is acting overly sexualized, the traditional response is something or someone is messing with it.  12 year olds don't know their ass from their elbow, they are getting it elsewhere, like TV, or they are being molested by an older person.
I wasn't being molested at twelve so all they have on me is I bought a workout outfit, which are all too tight by my mothers standards.
Did your dad really have your mom excorcised when she tried to leave him?  I'd believe it.  Does anyone else think the world is crazy and feel like they live a hundred or more years ago?
oh well if all our ancestors had to live under it, and a bunch of Chinese and Russian people, then I can too?


Wow.. I'm at a lost for words after reading this one.  :(

Please tell me you still plan to move out at the end of the semester.... please... please... please...
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« Reply #571 on: May 07, 2007, 05:35:01 PM »
uh oh, cause I'm pretty well adjusted despite all this.
 I just took my last final and I am getting an A or a high B across the board.
I had to teach myself how to study, get good grades in college, and not give in to post traumatic stress and drink or anything else.  Thank you PV, crippled and still walking well
I love my mom, and despite such stuff as the above, i just try to get along the best i can.
 I tell her mom that's not ok or I just let it go.
I am moving out don't worry!
I think honestly perhaps I should try not to love her much,
I am so used to it by now, I feel pretty cool towards her.
They do have a good side?  I am not being wimpy,
I plan to have a very surface relationship as soon as I can with them,
I’m not sure as an adult I want them around any children I have too often, although it breaks my heart to say so,
 I know they are not very good for me?
I know where I am and I just leave it alone?
I do everything I can to make life safe for me and my pets here?
 It's funny PV likes to say all the kids in there are something, depressed bipolar ADD whatever, but again I am never chemically depressed, or hyper?
I have certainly known people with chemical depression and I don't have it,
they can't get out of bed or are sad for no reason?
I'm reasonably happy despite all of this.
I think it is a testament to how sane and chemically well aligned I am, yes that's irony,
how are people with a chemical imbalance supposed to take responsibility for depression but anyway,
 that I get very good grades, try to make this as good a place as it can be, do very well at work, my boss is very happy with me, and don't do any drugs or drink in excess.  
This is not an easy place to be.  
I think I am a strong person.  I have a lot of hope for the future, and I can see the good even in my parents.  I’m still not allowed to use the vacuum cleaner, because I might break it?  But whatever.
Again as the person who lives closest to me, there are no mood swings, it’s the same basic pretty upbeat despite everything throughout.
and I have a lot of everything throughout.
If you are crabby one day or stressed that doesn’t give you a chemical imbalance, it seems like being human is crazy these days, it could be arguable that many humans are crazy

I think moving back home has really opened my eyes as to a big problem
Basically the problem is our society places too much faith in the family unit as a safe support base
The kids in PV in foster care or semi in foster care
Actually most of the kids in PV, were good examples of how parents are simply humans and humans can be eight shades of crazy.  
The girls in PV, although their stories might sound pretty strange, if you met them, go to Myspace and type in PV, they were actually a really nice ordinary seeming bunch of teens
teens and children don’t have enough protection under the law and far too much faith is placed on the family unit as a safe entity
more should be done through schools to help kids who are being abused and this includes emotional abuse too, and to teach about emotional abuse and how to handle it.
I think schools need to lay off younger kids as well, they are children not business men,
the point is to teach them, keep them safe and happy, and prepare them for life
not to make them feel as if they are dumb or there is something wrong with them because they can't keep up with all the homework in middle school,
no one should have so much homework, at such a young age that they are behind.
they are kids, there is something sick about that
I don't trust other people very much to make good decisions for me
I read a lot of history and humans probably shouldn't have too much power over other humans,
I don't like how Darwinist and competitive schools are, it shouldn’t be a win or else situation in middle school, although it really ends up being so
they should be supportive and make kids want to learn
more needs to be done to address this  
I know in my school, in my life no one once ever mentioned emotional abuse and yelling as a form of abuse
or asked even what kind of home I had,
do your parents yell all the time and such
blame is too often put on the child,
because they fall behind in school or something.
I think that is an ugly cycle for adolescents and it makes them very vulnerable to abuse else where in society
If they are in trouble in school for bad grades they become more vulnerable to basically jumping out of the frying pan into the fire.
It makes a young child who is being abused at home feel bad about themselves to say the least, to not be doing well in school.
It is very damaging
more focus needs to be placed on the adults around children and not on the children.  
they are children after all.  
places like PV really draw  focus to how bad it can get when allowed or encouraged to do so,
there is much historical precedent for this but nobody ever believes the kids, it just ends up being all their fault.
Minors face a lot of peer abuse too, and I’m not all that trusting of the school system
There is something warped about some of it I think
I think that a lot more needs to be done to protect minors from abuse.
it lacks compassion, fun and maybe a little peace and love :roll:
I guess that’s my evil plan to save the world :roll:
right now I want to go to the beach and read a good book though
thaks for telling me to tape my mom
it has made me feel more secure, she sounds like, well like she is on the tape.
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« Reply #572 on: May 07, 2007, 05:55:21 PM »
I know my parents are abusive too.
I'm not looking for their support anymore.
they are what they are,
what was so hard is getting to be an old enough and mature enough adult to really see it from this angle.
they can't hurt me much any more?
they certainly try though, which is uncomfortable
I know what is real here.
They are just people, like any others, hopefully not all others?
I love them because they are my parents
but I am my own person and they are nuts and I disagree with their way of looking at the world totally and I know how bad it has been for me.  i plan to just walk away,
Buddhism really does help you keep your temper and I think I get some results with meditation, no that's not a hippie euphemism,
I just find the fact that it is a beautiful day outside and the sky is full of stars and such very supportive?
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« Reply #573 on: May 07, 2007, 06:16:49 PM »
wow i was pretty hard on the guys at the begining of this post?
anyway
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« Reply #574 on: May 07, 2007, 07:06:09 PM »
But on the other hand about page sixty the sexual harassment gets really bad.  
the sexual harassment doesn't seem to have anything to do with the before stuff on my part, different people and such, they should not say such things, to say the least.
didn't mean too cause trouble, I'm really touchy and angry about sexism and PV.  
i was out of line the first couple of posts.
my mother had been following me around for a week yelling and saying above horrible things, it was also exam week, I had a huge paper due and again a week of the above makes anyone a bit angry.  Also I could't just leave the house, what I normally due, because I had to write a twenty some page paper, while having above things said to me.
sorry
I really need to move out, and am working on it.  
there is nothing I can do to avoid abuse here, i have tried and it is still this bad.
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« Reply #575 on: May 09, 2007, 12:40:48 AM »
Errr what is this thread about again?
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« Reply #576 on: May 09, 2007, 03:27:19 AM »
Quote from: ""Guest""
But on the other hand about page sixty the sexual harassment gets really bad.  
the sexual harassment doesn't seem to have anything to do with the before stuff on my part, different people and such, they should not say such things, to say the least.
didn't mean too cause trouble, I'm really touchy and angry about sexism and PV.  
i was out of line the first couple of posts.
my mother had been following me around for a week yelling and saying above horrible things, it was also exam week, I had a huge paper due and again a week of the above makes anyone a bit angry.  Also I could't just leave the house, what I normally due, because I had to write a twenty some page paper, while having above things said to me.
sorry
I really need to move out, and am working on it.  
there is nothing I can do to avoid abuse here, i have tried and it is still this bad.


Your parents are fucking crazy.  Not you.  See if you can handle it for just a little more.  it's almost over.

Try going to starbucks or somethign to do your work.. or the library.  It's what I do when my parents are being annoying...
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« Reply #577 on: May 10, 2007, 01:10:53 PM »
I found this in Time magazine.  It's a full page advertisement for a bipolar disorder drug, what a farce.  To quote the add,
HOW ABILIFY IS THOUGHT TO WORK
Abilify may work by adjusting dopamine activity instead of completely blocking it and by adjusting serotonin activity.  
However, the exact way any medicine for bipolar disorder works is unknown.  

Huh doesn't sound they really know what the hell this drug does, kinda like prescribing amphetamines for ADD.  
It goes on to say Abilify can cause tardive dyskinsia, how’s that for no big deal!

what the hell is this crap?  obviously it is a very serious drug, yet so many people are on it that they feel the need to advertise in Time?  I think I’ll do some research on aripiprazole,
Aripiprazole is what is actually in Abilify,
there are other telling side effects, like don’t operate heavy machinery among others I recognize as making this a nasty.  
Lithium is really bad for your kidneys and liver

I have another horrible story about this ugliness.  
My old roommate, Courtney, yes real person, comes from a pretty dysfunctional family.
 Her father left when she was four and uses drugs.
 Her mom made a career out of marrying rich guys, she’s on her second beside Courtney’s dad.  Courtney had strange stories about partying with her parents in Mexico and dating her 40 something year old parents friend at 16 with her mom right there and encouraging it.  
Great family.
 Anyway Courtney had some issues but as the person who unfortunately shared an apartment with her for a year and a half,
I never saw any ADD behavior or any manic or depressed episodes,
supposedly people with bipolar disorder, become extremely manic and even hallucinate, then they crash into a depressed state.  Both of these states are supposed to last over two weeks.
It is believed to be caused by the brain not regulating serotonin and dopamine properly, instead releasing them all at once causing a person to have a similar reaction almost to drugs like cocaine.  The person is supposed to feel animated and high, then become depressed for a good period of time. Again these episodes are supposed to last two weeks or more.
 They have this random thing called, mixed episodes, that I think are just like hyperactivity and ADD, an excuse to sell more drugs and to give an easy label to not easily labeled problems, like Courtney’s dad left when she was four and her mom was a jerk.
For all you stupid folks out there ADD is hyperactivity without the hyperactivity, huh?  
A long time ago there was hyperactivity and some shrink in the 1930’s or so found that severely hyperactive kids, a real problem, calmed down some when given a low dose of amphetamines.
Over the next 60 years this has evolved into kids that get bad grades having ADD,
essentially hyperactivity without the hyperactivity and giving these kids amphetamines too.
This is how, according to the Adderall website, a fun and interesting place to research,
1 in 10 school age children has ADD.    
In Courtney I saw a person with environmental problems.  We met in college, she was a pain in the rear roommate.  
I ran in to Courtney a little while back, Courtney had a bit of a drug and drinking problem, again she seemed to be environmentally upset, that’s why I moved out, years ago now.  Well I ran into her last year and we hung out.  
She of course pulled out a big bottle of Adderall the ADD amphetamine and Clonazepam, for Bipolar disorder.
 She had told the doctor she was ADD to get the Adderall amphetamine because it was all over college campuses and she already had a minor drug problem.
  The doctor shrink told her she was Bipolar as well and put her on Clonazepam.  
She now snorts Adderall the amphetamine all the time, and takes it on a daily basis,
and she takes Clonazepam in the same way.  
I went out with her a few times a year or more ago, but I finally stopped returning calls because I didn’t feel like being offered Clonezepam and crushed up Adderall, which is what going out with her included,
I am worried about her, but I couldn’t bring myself to call her and when I did the number had been changed.
So here we have a person with a drug problem and the idiot shrink gives them an almost free endless cheap supply of amphetamines and clonazepam?
She’s is not Bipolar, or ADD.  I lived with her for a year and a half.  
I saw no signs of any chemical imbalance, what these drugs are supposed to treat.  
It seems like the fact that drugs are supposed to treat a chemical imbalance gets forgotten a lot in all the drug pushing!!  
I know I shouldn’t tell people here this. Do not get this crack!!!  They are giving Adderall to little kids though,
this is the kind of horror that goes on.  
It makes me so angry,
Courtney had issues when I knew her but the last time I saw her she seemed like a drug addict, again she takes the drugs the shrink gave her every day or more
Just another person maimed by this nightmare of an industry.  

I was reading what I wrote a ways back
I think I said something about the Soviet Union falling in relation to Mickey Mouse and jean jackets, this sounds dumb and simplified when I re read it.
I think I was just trying to say that the Soviet Union fell because people wanted it to fall as opposed to it being attacked from the outside.
I think people being allowed to organize opened flood gates, especially in the block countries  All I know really, is it is amazing how peacefully comparatively it fell,
 It says a lot as to what war brings about in relation to more peaceful evolution I guess.  
I don’t think Mickey Mouse really had anything to do with it, more a wish for an end to abuses of power, and economic hardship and such.
There were jean jackets I know though and the Scorpions right?

Bipolar, ADD and Depression are all really common diagnosis.  So many people I know are one or the other, or at one time or another have been put on drugs for one of the above.  Especially for teens!  
I think this is horrible, these drugs are deadly, many of them and most people do not have any sort of chemical disorder.  
Again too, as a woman, hormones are no joke!
 I probably shouldn’t go here but when I start my period, the same day, I notice noticeable chemical mood things,  and I also notice that I start my period that day!!
What does this say about the average teenage girl in relation to a mood swing disorder?  
Hmmmmm Teenage girls are supposed to have mood swings.  I’m not just saying this, other women must know this too.
I have gotten teary at a commercial on the day I start my period.  
And it is because of my period, it is the same day it starts, no strange coincidence there, and that’s the only time I have noticed any mood swings!    
I am not making this up.   There is something there.  
If you asked your average person to describe a teenage girl, mood swings might come up.  ADD they give you when you have problems in school, or behavior, especially boys because they tend to be more animated and act out physically!!

These disorders are being over prescribed and over medicated with dangerous snake oil drugs.
I don’t know why this is happening, I used to trust the FDA too but you can’t ok, I know for sure, have seen it myself, you can’t.  
this is wrong and sick and needs to be stopped!!      
Also if you have a family like mine who likes to keep order at all cost
or a strict somewhat abusive or nutty family
or you are a teenager and reacting to something that happened to you,  crying or carrying on is enought to get you a disorder
of course if your family is like mine or abusive you have far more logical reason to be carrying on!
that good old catch 22, you react because you have a problem and they blame you for reacting to having a problem and then you really have a problem
It's the truth, not to compare everything back to history but this is real
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« Reply #578 on: May 10, 2007, 01:20:55 PM »
Here is the drug info I got of the Adderall web site again
I'm not nuts damn it, they really are giving amphetamines to kids

DESCRIPTION
ADDERALL XR® is a once daily extended-release, single-entity amphetamine
product. ADDERALL XR® combines the neutral sulfate salts of dextroamphetamine
and amphetamine, with the dextro isomer of amphetamine saccharate and d,lamphetamine
aspartate monohydrate. The ADDERALL XR® capsule contains two
types of drug-containing beads designed to give a double-pulsed delivery of
amphetamines, which prolongs the release of amphetamine from ADDERALL XR®
compared to the conventional ADDERALL® (immediate-release) tablet formulation.
EACH CAPSULE CONTAINS: 5 mg 10 mg 15 mg 20 mg 25 mg 30 mg
Dextroamphetamine 1.25 mg 2.5 mg 3.75 mg 5.0 mg 6.25 mg 7.5 mg
Saccharate
Amphetamine Aspartate 1.25 mg 2.5 mg 3.75 mg 5.0 mg 6.25 mg 7.5 mg
Monohydrate
Dextroamphetamine 1.25 mg 2.5 mg 3.75 mg 5.0 mg 6.25 mg 7.5 mg
Sulfate USP
Amphetamine 1.25 mg 2.5 mg 3.75 mg 5.0 mg 6.25 mg 7.5 mg
Sulfate USP
Total amphetamine base
equivalence 3.1 mg 6.3 mg 9.4 mg 12.5 mg 15.6 mg 18.8 mg
Inactive Ingredients and Colors: The inactive ingredients in ADDERALL XR®
AMPHETAMINES HAVE A HIGH POTENTIAL FOR ABUSE. ADMINISTRATION
OF AMPHETAMINES FOR PROLONGED PERIODS OF TIME MAY LEAD TO
DRUG DEPENDENCE. PARTICULAR ATTENTION SHOULD BE PAID TO THE
POSSIBILITY OF SUBJECTS OBTAINING AMPHETAMINES FOR NONTHERAPEUTIC
USE OR DISTRIBUTION TO OTHERS AND THE DRUGS
SHOULD BE PRESCRIBED OR DISPENSED SPARINGLY.
MISUSE OF AMPHETAMINE MAY CAUSE SUDDEN DEATH AND SERIOUS
CARDIOVASCULAR ADVERSE EVENTS.
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« Reply #579 on: May 10, 2007, 02:13:12 PM »
for anyone who looks at this and goes "Huh? free drugs"  Don't, these drugs are not free.   you do not want to mess with this world.  It is very bad, like most drug worlds I would guess.  You can loose custody battles based on this stuff, be locked up. You are basically declaring yourself crazy or a drug addict.  This is the world that puts people in places like PV.  Stay far away very far away.  
Next thing you know your parents are using it as a threat if you break out of the perfect suburban country club veneer.  It’s an efficient way to keep you daughter in line.  My parents don't have any wish to help of course, If they actually believed any of this crap they would want me to go to a shrink or something.   They just use it whenever I argue with them.  Or talk back when they are abusive.
It's a threat to keep me in line nothing more and they know it.
No joke, not fun.
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« Reply #580 on: May 10, 2007, 02:59:42 PM »
For those already caught up in this mess, as many reading this must be, do not tell your shrink you are ADD or something to get these drugs!  do not, for the love of god, give them anything else to use against you!!!  If anything if you are not hyperactive or seem to have a real chemical imbalance tell you doctor this!  there are many life problems that are pretty normal really, life is kinda nuts, that don't have anything to do with easy labels.
Learning to avoid situations that are dangerous, being able to separate dangerous situations from what seems cool is far more helpful than drugs.  Learning study skills is good too.  If you just hack away at the books, you eventually get somewhere, don't take failure as an option, do your work first then party?  You can get through it if you just keep going and avoid trouble and learn to identify trouble?  Of course trouble just comes and kidnaps you for a while sometimes which will put you behind, but study skills still help you get back on your feet.
The shrinks were bad about this stuff in the fifties and sixties too.  I'll get a book and report back.
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« Reply #581 on: May 11, 2007, 03:26:25 PM »
did anyone catch the cover of The New York Times yesterday?  
You can find the article I'm talking about by going to New York Times online and typing in Abilify under search.
I thought it was a cool coincidence that what I was talking about day before yesterday made the cover!
It’s a great article about how big pharmo is paying shrinks to prescribe dangerous antipsychotic drugs for a vast variety of problems that the drugs have not been approved for.
Apparently Abilify, the drug I keep seeing advertised in Time for Bipolar disorder, is one such drug!!
 Psychiatrists are apparently allowed creativity in prescribing medications.  
This gives pharmaceutical companies leeway, an in, to market serious drugs for older easy to recognize problems, such as schizophrenia, to a whole new market of people.

Like 12 year old Anya, described in the Times article, who developed an eating disorder so the doctor put her on Risperdal.  
 Anya’s shrink was being paid to promote atypical antipsychotic drugs by the company that makes Risperdal.  
He put Anya on such a serious drug, not for its usual benefits, but because of its side effect of weight gain??!!!!
These drugs are pure poison, causing tardive dyskinesia and a slew of other ugly side effects that people are not being told about.
Anya developed a crippling knot in her back and now has to have injections to unclench her back muscles.  This causes her serious pain.  
When her mother took her to the Mayo Clinic, they took her off the Risperdal for anorexia.

Her shrink worked at the University of Minnesota.  
Minnesota is one of the few states that require records to be kept of drug company payments to doctors, some doctors were paid into the hundred of thousands.  
I wonder how much Peninsula Village is paid to prescribe dangerous drugs to adolescents?

When you read the Time advertisement for Abilify it is really misleading, it says,
“You’ve been up and down with mood swings, you want to move forward. Maybe Abilify can help.”  
So basically the advertisement implies, I have taken Public Relations classes, and recognize this.  
They understate the problem to include a wider audience, those with mood swings?  
But the drug they are pushing is for schizophrenia originally?

As a person PV gave Bipolar disorder, I know these diagnosis are too broad.
Kind of like hyperactivity and Attention Deficit Disorder.  
I think the term ADHD was developed to describe people with hyperactivity, a noticeable problem, somewhat like Turrets (spelling?) Syndrome.  
Now according to the Adderall website, 1 in 10 children and adults have ADD.
ADD is used to include those that are not hyperactive but still have trouble focusing on their homework.
Two college age kids I work with at the book store supposedly have it and one 65 year old with a graduate degree he earned many years before ADD was ever heard of
The 65 year old loves his ADD medication though, as it makes him feel more energetic,
 you think?
All three of these people love to read,  
the college kids are not animated or move around a lot, they simply didn’t always get good grades.
They are not on any medication for ADD now, as their parents do not want them on drugs.
I don’t have mood swings, I’m pretty much the same through out.  I have never hallucinated anything? Never heard anything that wasn’t there and so on.  
I don’t need to be put on atypical antipsychotics for mood swings I don’t have.
 prescribed by a doctors that’s  being paid a mint to push them on me.
I’m sure these drugs would get me high,
but I don’t want to get high and I don’t want to be a drug addict!  

I have about had it with the psychiatric industry.  
When one starts to research the industry in the United States for the last 150 years, it is hard not to come to the conclusion that the whole mess is a nightmare.
It needs to be brought up on Human Rights Violations in The Hague, that way people would have the sense to not be too trusting of it.
I have taken a few psych classes, easiest A and B’s I have ever gotten
It’s the saddest excuse for a science. shrinks do not deserve to be called doctors.
Easiest way to become a doctor.  A pseudo science at best.

I was reading Freud’s "Interpretation of Dreams" yesterday at work, with case studies applying it.
We all know about Freud right, the father of psychology?
Freud was a cocaine addict, cocaine was a new import from South America and Freud was a enormous proponent of its uses as a wonder drug.
He took it himself in large amounts,
He later came out saying perhaps it wasn’t such a great thing after all.
Freud also slept with a good many of his female patients, and was an overbearing ass.
Just what you need as a vulnerable woman, an overbearing father figure shrink that tries to sleep with you.  
No irony with the Electra Oedipus thing.  
Feud was a sick crazy man.  
Read some of his stuff, total over sexed nut case.
When someone says it is very Freudian, it means it relates everything back to sex
One of the young guys on a Cafety Website keeps referring to his "therapist" as "the rapist" and we will leave it at that.
In the forward of “Interpretation of Dreams” these Freudian shrinks were analyzing a recurring dream a seven year old had about being attacked by a lobster
The child had recently gotten back from a trip to a beach, where she had seen lobsters for the first time. If one thinks about it, lobsters do look a bit like giant tarantulas and might scare a child
The interesting thing about it was that it turned out the child was deathly allergic to lobsters and would have gone into anaphylactic shock if she had eaten one
This was dismissed as mere irony, not perhaps something biological and interesting, by the Freudian shrinks
And of course the lobster was a sexual symbol to the seven year old?  I suppose if you remove all the legs or something.  
 It actually got worse than that but I’m not repeating it because it sounds too crazy,
go read some Freud for your self.
My final impression was that these Freudian shrinks needed to be kept far away from all children and probably most adults.

It reminded me of my lobster joke,
I told that joke because I was trying to think of an example of a joke, to show the difference between a goofy slightly sexist sexual joke that is no big deal, and sexual harassment.
I’m a pretty serious person so I couldn’t think of any jokes.
Fortunately my grandfather emailed that joke to my mother, who emailed it to me.
So I got the lobster and the cowboy joke from my grandfather, who had emailed it to me that day.
No latent sexual content there!

I really wish everyone would research the history of the psychiatric industry
It is not pretty, again Human Rights Violations worthy of a big trial at The Hague.
I have a quick personal story I have collected about past abuse

The first one is horrific.
 My friends grandmother was raped by three men in her kitchen one afternoon  
The men all went to jail, the situation was well documented
My friends grandmother began suffering from pretty serious depression as a result of the rape
She fell into the evil clutches of the psychiatric industry
 They drugged her with a bunch of odd things, my friend says her mother remembers her being a guinea pig for anti depressants that were like Abilify, probably far more serious
This is again for depression after being sexually assaulted by three men in her kitchen  
 She had no other problems, and was a vibrant, fun intelligent woman
After a few years in the clutches of the evil psychiatric industry my friend’s grandmother became mildly retarded.
My friends mother and she have no idea what caused her grandmother to go from being a perfectly normal intelligent woman to being mildly retarded in the course of a few years.
Her grandmother’s death report said there was scaring on her brain?
Of course they still do electro shock for depression to this day.
Such an enlightened way to help a woman dealing with being raped.

I got my grades back today, A’s across the board.  I have a 3.7 GPA feels great!
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« Reply #582 on: May 12, 2007, 02:52:47 AM »
It has been said before, I am going to say it again.
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« Reply #583 on: May 13, 2007, 09:39:18 PM »
i'm many years out of PV.  the first few years were not great.
I still have post traumatic stress and this causes me to have trouble sleeping and such
out of PV I had no study skills, I hadn't done real homework in years.
PV practically killed me no exaggeration
everything I have done, I have done in spite of PV, which I despise and would equate with a disgusting evil prison camp
out of PV i flunked out of college, which I am still paying for
although I get straight A's now
It is very hard to maintain good grades at a young age after an experience like PV
It broke my spirit for many years.
Only through the wisdom and experience I have gained as an adult, was I able to combat the evil done by PV.
I think PV is a nightmare and should be brought up on child abuse charges, ASAP
I plan to do everything I can in my life to change the laws so places like PV are no longer out there
I had to teach myself study and life skills.  
PV taught me no useful ones, other than the world can be horrible and will abuse you stupidly if it can.
I don't plan to let it, although sometimes it will anyway of course.  As an adult, many years later, I do well in school now
I was reading a book in the book store about one of the Lost Boys in Sudan whose entire family was killed.
He does well in college now, many years later,
can this be attributed to his earlier experiences?
I feel that PV has crippled me and through my own character and hard work I have over come somewhat what has been done to me.

I thought I'd add a note on my friend’s story about her grandmother
My friend’s grandmother was an upper middle class house wife, with three children and a loving husband
She was attacked in her kitchen while her children were in school and her husband was at work
She was in no way at fault
So basically what I am saying is she wasn't asking for it
It was a horrible crime,
the woman was a nice ordinary suburban 50's housewife
for the longest time no one told her children that she had been assaulted and that this was what had caused the sudden change in their mother.
The men went to jail of course, it was simply a crime
The family was too afraid of the stigma that went with sexual assault, even though the woman was in no way at fault
this caused a great deal of anguish to the children
just another example of our enlightened psychiatric system at work

If you want to start researching why the psychiatric community should be brought up on human rights abuse charges
type in my Lobotomy
Howard Dully's story under NPR should come up.
researching the eugenics era is also good
As Fanny Lou Hammer, civil rights activist and the original person who was
“sick and tired of being sick and tired” put it, her
 “Mississippi appendectomy”
Kinda makes you think when you turn on the TV and it’s stereotyped white trash and black people, who don’t know who the father is
Or when you hear about welfare reform in relation to women who keep having kids to get more welfare?  
Eugenics era was big on sterilization, it really is an interesting topic to research, easy to do
just type it in under search

There is another interesting article in Time magazine
This one is called “How to keep kids in school”
According to the article 1 in 3 high school kids nationally drops out
They focused on a few kids
One girls story says she
 “started fading in eighth grade, when her grandmother who had raised her died”  She doesn’t know her mother and isn’t close to her dad.  She lived sometimes with her aunt, sometimes with a boyfriend and sometimes she had no place to go?
She says she was a good student until her grandmother passed away.
This story reminded me of some of the girls in PV
Why does this basic orphan, in the most affluent country in the world, have no place to go?
Another girls family became homeless.
Again how are those without homes supposed to finish school?

The story is hopeful, but it angers me to see these kids falling between the cracks
It angered me to see them abused by PV so horribly too, to say the least.
 
Kreflo did you mean you were a member of Covenant Health?
that is a bit odd please explain?
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« Reply #584 on: May 13, 2007, 09:52:09 PM »
Hi free we are not.

How is everything going with school?
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am the metal pig.