Peninsula Village

[Anonymous]

psy, do you think you could be angry for a reason?
like it's normal for you to be angry.
In political science, law stuff they have what they call the reasonable person test,
It's something like, if you stick a pin in someone’s leg they jump.
I think we are all pretty much full of pins at this point and it is therefore natural to be a bit angry?
If you are being abused anger and sadness are a reasonable response.
Also if you work in retail like me, it is also normal for you to be angry
last year I worked at a department store as a sales girl,
the 40hr work week doesn't count if you are in sales because the time clock starts back over at 0 on Saturday whether you have had a day off or not.  The stores are open 7 days a week of course.
According to the local labor laws here, there is no limit to the amount of hours in a day they can have you work or how many days in a row.
the forty hour week, inside of the Sunday to Saturday work week is it.
the longest succession of days in a row I worked was eleven, eight hour days
the longest hours in a row I worked was 12.  
I made eight dollars an hour!
look up labor laws in a variety of southern states, just type in labor laws in Mississippi or something, see what comes up.
not making it up, and no eyerolls please, it's no joke, I have my pay slips.
It was horrible really.
The store moved enormous amounts of clothes, all made in places with cheap labor, South America, Bangladesh, China and stuff.
They would move them pretty quickly, and have these amazing sales.
50% off of 50% clearance rack days, basically selling stuff for ten dollars and under even to pull people in and move more cheap clothes.
I don't think they paid much for the clothes really.
It was a nice well known department store too, had to be well dressed and super polite, no windows though of course.
I had health care, no vision coverage though, and I need glasses.
but as soon as I went back to school they cut my pay back by fifty cents and kicked me off the health care,
like the day I went back to school they called me into the office and made me sign something.
I thought ok, I need time to go to school so I'll work twenty ++ hours a week, if you work over thirty you are supposed to be eligible for health care.
of course they immediately pushed me back up over thirty hours a week, but no health care,
when I complained nicely they cut my hours back to two days a week,
as punishment I guess,
then right back over thirty hours a week again.
And people ask me why I have to live at home?
maybe because the department stores have no labor laws
What makes me mad, is how hard i work and how, because I can't support myself, people still treat me like there is something wrong with me, like I am lazy or something.
The book store is better, but barely really
I was hired as part time, I thought six hour days, so I can go to school, four days out of the week, twenty some hours.
instead, I've worked thirty two hours a week eight hour days.  
they only schedule you eight hour days
I make 7.25 an hr.
I work one less day then full time.
With no healthcare
I get to do the grunt work too, working the cash register.
I'm a really good sales person so i sell all these membership cards,
but no commission or anything of course.
Also, management style basically consists of implying you could be replaced at any minute.
There a lot of assistant managers who take out some of their stress on you.
I have one guy who times me in the restroom!
I hate being timed in the restroom, it’s embarrassing and rather degrading.
It's not like I spend a lot of time in the bathroom either, but whatever.
At least there are windows.
I work very hard too, I keep my temper and don’t talk back
If you stand up for your self.
Or put your foot down nicely about hours, like saying “I have school” or “this is exam week I can’t work thirty two hours anymore” they get bitchy and come down hard on you and get threatening about your job security.
They won’t fire me though because I am always there and I work hard and do my job well.
I’ve worked at this job for a year or so now and I worked at the department store that long too.  
It is what it is, and all that.
 
also psy, if you are on a low dose of amphetamines all the time
I also think it is normal to be angry?  I don’t think I could keep my temper on drugs, honestly.
Years ago, like six years or more even ago I took my friends ADD Adderall medicine and it was really really strong stuff, it’s amphetamines, I think one of their side effects is anger?
Maybe you are medicating problems that are being cause by medication and your anger that the medication and the industry is corrupt and horrible?
A catch 22 again.
how old are you psy, just curious?  I think you said but I forgot.
It's not an easy world and a lot of stuff is pretty corrupt really,
especially when it comes to money.
It always has been, history says so.
No one believes me because we've all been taught that modern times are so perfect, we have evolved past all the pretty recent ugly stuff.
the mills and factories in my area were really bad until 1970 or so.
like really bad, apartide bad and all that.
it's weird to think that people in other times too, no body would believe them either.
that's the worst part people not seeing it.
there is a good book called,  
"Nickel and Dimed: On (Not) Getting By in America"
by Barbara Ehrenreich
It supports what I have seen
Again I know what I have seen, so I am absolutely positive I am right.
At least I have that.
All this stuff is real and has been for a long time.
we learn about it in college, research supports it, history too.
many people I think are just ignorant, prejudice and unempathetic really.
stupid may come into play too, and pretty illiterate. books are good for seeing things from other peoples perspectives better.

[Anonymous]

but on a different more important and newsworthy note hey guess what!!  Elwood the worlds ugliest dog just won a thousand dollars.  
and MSN news has great advice on what to do if your wife asks the hottie next door to move in!  :roll:
it's annoying when you know whats really going on to see what counts for news these days.
Still defending your right to call women the C word psy?  
I get hit on a lot a work too.
I hate getting hit on at work.
and I know this will get responses like what does this have to do with the troubled teen industry.
it relates some at least.
it shows how people get trapped I guess?
and what really makes up daily life for many people.
and where you end up if you can't finish college or get into colleges,
or what is around you in general.
the indusrty that is supposed to help you not use drugs, wants to give you a daily does of a combination of two different kinds of amphetamines1
ADDERALL IS REALLY STRONG.
parents why don't you try one of you childs adderalls.
see what you morons are subjecting your kid to everyday.

[Anonymous]

hey,
i called the cops on my mom.  three weeks ago or so.
she was threatening me as always.
i wasn't doing anything.  I never do anything
I don't drink i don't go out on dates or party
i don't do any drugs
nothing
I just work and go to school
she decided to lay down the law.
she was reading me the riot act,
if you say anything to me I'll call the police, I'll kick you out
this is my house
i won't have you break things in my house, you ruin everything you touch, you better not break the washing machine,
are you putting those dishes in the dishwasher, don't put them in like that.
She went on vacation for two weeks to my grandparents,
nothings been broken,  I can actually get food and do my dishes without being in fear for my life.
interestingly my health problems cleared up too.  
strange huh?
again I'm really neat, I clean up after her sometimes.
I’m actually a nice person, I swear, I’m trying really hard.
so she was reading me the riot act.
the worst thing I have said to her, after much provocation in the last six months or more, was this isn't a Nazi dictatorship, and that's moronic!
no your a *^*^ or anything.
I of course, was a cat in heat at fourteen when I was stalked and molested by an adult, while being abused by her.
and worse, the things she says are way over the top.
so she says you can't call me a moron or a Nazi or abusive I will call the police and tell them your Bi polar and have you committed and arrested and kicked out and they will send your dog to the meat factory,
actually she didn't say anything about the dog and the meat factory.  
and I said, annoyed as hell, well you act like it sometimes.
so I didn't call her anything i just responded to her threats by saying, your threatening proves my point, actually I said
"well you act like it sometimes,"
which she does, she's horribly abusive and threatening and so on.
And all I've said to her in the last six months or more is the above, when provoked severly.
so she halls off and decks me, not a light smack
she clobbers me.
I'm already crying and feeling really scared and threatened.
so I called the police.
cop shows up,  male I'm sorry but he has a neck role is young white big and super Southern.
I talked to him he says , it's their house
your over eighteen, you can go sleep in the Walmart parking lot,
no joke he said the walmart parking lot?
again I am a pretty well dressed female college student.
I'm sure I would fare very well in the Walmart parking lot?
basically it is fine for white ladies with Mercedes to beat their daughters.
if I had hit her though, where do you think I would be?
She talks to the cops says, she's bipolar and said something mean to me so I smacked her.
cop leaves.
so again I make 7.25 an hour and live in an abusive family and need to go to school full time next year.
i feel like I live a hundred years ago, or at least in eighties Japan.
bad labor laws, glass ceiling for women, more good research topics.
but worse I guess.      

hey,
i called the cops on my mom.  three weeks ago or so.
she was threatening me as always.
i wasn't doing anything.  I never do anything
I don't drink i don't go out on dates or party
i don't do any drugs
nothing
I just work and go to school
she decided to lay down the law.
she was reading me the riot act,
if you say anything to me I'll call the police, I'll kick you out
this is my house
you ruin everything you touch, you better not break the washing machine,
are you putting those dishes in the dishwasher, don't put them in like that.
She went on vacation for two weeks to my grandparents,
 I can actually get food and do my dishes without being in fear for my life.
interestingly my health problems cleared up too.  
strange huh?
again I'm really neat, I clean up after her sometimes.
I’m actually a nice person, I swear, I’m trying really hard.
so she was reading me the riot act.
the worst thing I have said to her, after much provocation
in the last six months or more, was this isn't a Nazi dictatorship, and that's moronic!
no your a *^*^ or anything.
I of course, was a cat in heat at fourteen when I was stalked and molested by an adult, while being abused by her.
and worse, the things she says are way over the top.
so she says you can't call me a moron or a Nazi or abusive I will call the police and tell them your Bi polar and have you committed and arrested and kicked out and they will send your dog to the meat factory,
actually she didn't say anything about the dog and the meat factory.  
and I said, annoyed as hell, well you act like it sometimes.
so I didn't call her anything i just responded to her threats by saying, your threatening proves my point, actually I said
"well you act like it sometimes,"
which she does, she's horribly abusive and threatening and so on.
And all I've said to her in the last six months or more is the above,
when provoked severely.
so she halls off and decks me, not a light smack
she clobbers me.
I'm already crying and feeling really scared and threatened.
so I called the police.
cop shows up,  male, I'm sorry but he has a neck role, is young white big tall and super Southern.
I talked to him he says , it's their house
your over eighteen, you can go sleep in the Walmart parking lot,
no joke he said the walmart parking lot?
again I am a pretty well dressed female college student.
I'm sure I would fare very well in the Walmart parking lot?
basically it is fine for white ladies with Mercedes to beat their daughters.
if I had hit her though, where do you think I would be?
She talks to the cops says, she's bipolar and said something mean to me so I smacked her.
cop leaves.
so again I make 7.25 an hour and live in an abusive family and need to go to school full time next year.
i feel like I live a hundred years ago, or at least in eighties Japan.
 more good research topics.
but worse I guess.      

again I have her on tape trying to rip the door off the hinges, and calling me a twelve year old slut, and me going mom please I'm trying to study for exams.
again I don't go out or do anything, or drink or anything.
she's not here and everything is going great, everything is neat, and nice and peaceful, and I feel fine.
my dad and I aren't fighting.  
 
Again I'm really not bipolar.
i'm never manic or depressed.
I'm pretty much the same throughout
honestly I do get a bit emotional when I have my period, but I actually have my period.  Probably more than I should say, but it's the truth and i think it is relevant to teenage girls and women and stuff.
there are women's studies books about female hormones in relation to reproduction cycles and how stupid men don't understand them.
do know in the late 19th and early twentieth century they used to prescribe morphine for PMS and other female problems, like recovering from pregnancy.  Nothing like a woman with post natal deression on morphine I'm sure :roll: .
Heroine, was actually developed by the Bayer aspirin company to "save" women from Morphine addiction so many were addicted.  
of course heroine doesn't cure morphine addiction,
thanks pharmaceutical companies.
again you can look it up.  
also for god sakes, if I can't even have PMS around here without it being dangerous this is a bad place.
I only mention it because it does cause problems

[Anonymous]

psy,
what are your thoughts on gay rights? or bi sexual rights?  
i was in with a girl at PV, little girl, fourteen fifteen or so
who was in for being gay and that was it.
i think she had smoked pot like a couple times?
if that.
she was a nice girl
it seems so horrible that kids can get put away in internment camps basically for being gay
no wonder your angry,
you really have a right to be.
I think you should try to get off the adderall.
it can't be good for you
sorry  
hope life goes better for you god bless
god likes gay people too I'm sure of it,
i don't think god likes racists
i think abusing people is the only real sin.

[Anonymous]

again about the things my mom says.
they are nuts!
my story is really pretty simple
at fourteen I started a new school and started hanging around with the wrong crowd at school, they drank and such and were older
I wanted to be cool and  was starting to rebel
mom was crazy as always, and there was a lot of pressure at home
I hadn't kissed a boy yet
at twelve I had bought a work out outfit at the country club that was tight and gone jogging with my friend?  
my mom tells this story repeatedly, with reference to prancing and slinking and how I charged the outfit to her account?
basically mine is a very simple story,
what happens to fourteen year olds with abusive parents
who fall in with a crowd that parties and drinks in a big city.
i was fourteen and I was there
what happened to me was horrific
and the way my mother acts is horrific
but being molested by a stalker because you are a vulnerable very young girl, is what it is too.
I was there it was horrible and I have scars from it I know, but I also know it doesn't make me a horrible person.
I'd be more than willing to forgive my mother in relation to it too.
and I do think she was just as responsible as me
I told her everything and brought the guy home right away, because he scared me
again he was a stalker and I spent most of the time trying to get away from him and he would browbeat, and hit me, wait outside my apartment for a day or two, and be everywhere I was
again I was fourteen and I hadn't the faintest idea what a stalker was
I have a picture from that time my family took on Christmas or some holiday, and I have an obvious fat lip and a black eye!
he threw me into a wall and I came home covered in blood and had to get stitches, which my parents had to pay for
at the same time I was really rebelling, i had shoplifted and was trying to find a job so I could move out of my parents house and such,
at fourteen :roll:
I ran away to a friends house for a bit and wasn't doing well in school
again though, if my mother acts this way now that I'm an adult and basically do nothing and minding my own business
at that age she was really abusive
I was really trying to get away from her
but again I love my mother and denial is a strong force.
but her parenting skills consisted and consist of abuse.
so if your child is rebelling
talk to them about drinking and sexual abuse in relation to young girls.
If they are being stalked, call the police.
a loving supportive place to be helps.
high school for me was dangerous and abusive as well.
the sexual harassment was horrible, refer back to about page forty or so on this post for examples
there is a really enlightening sexual harassment discussion on this post
teens are reacting to real problems in their lives often and they don't understand the dangers of drinking and such
they just want to be cool and act like adults and have a fun exciting party
they really don't know
as a girl the dangers are basically sexual abuse
tell your kids about reality,
i don't think a lot of adult know the first thing about reality in many ways  


again about the things my mom says.
they are nuts!
my story is really pretty simple
at fourteen I started a new school and started hanging around with the wrong crowd at school, they drank and such and were older
I wanted to be cool and  was starting to rebel
mom was crazy as always, and there was a lot of pressure at home
I hadn't kissed a boy yet
at twelve I had bought a work out outfit at the country club that was tight and gone jogging with my friend?  
my mom tells this story repeatedly, with reference to prancing and slinking and how I charged the outfit to her account?
basically mine is a very simple story,
what happens to fourteen year olds with abusive parents
who fall in with a crowd that parties and drinks in a big city.
i was fourteen and I was there
what happened to me was horrific
and the way my mother acts is horrific
but being molested by a stalker because you are a vulnerable very young girl, is what it is too.
I was there it was horrible and I have scars from it I know, but I also know it doesn't make me a horrible person.
I'd be more than willing to forgive my mother in relation to it too.
and I do think she was just as responsible as me
I told her everything and brought the guy home right away, because he scared me, i had kind of sort of agreed to go out with him once
then we were married until i died or something
again he was a stalker and I spent most of the time trying to get away from him and he would browbeat, and hit me, wait outside my apartment for a day or two, and be everywhere I was
again I was fourteen and I hadn't the faintest idea what a stalker was
I have a picture from that time my family took on Christmas or some holiday, and I have an obvious fat lip and a black eye!
he threw me into a wall and I came home covered in blood and had to get stitches, which my parents had to pay for
at the same time I was really rebelling, i had shoplifted and was trying to find a job so I could move out of my parents house and such,
at fourteen :roll:
I ran away to a friends house for a bit and wasn't doing well in school
again though, if my mother acts this way now that I'm an adult and basically do nothing and minding my own business
at that age she was really abusive
I was really trying to get away from her
but again I love my mother and denial is a strong force.
but her parenting skills consisted and consist of abuse.
so if your child is rebelling
talk to them about drinking and sexual abuse in relation to young girls.
If they are being stalked, call the police.
a loving supportive place to be helps.
high school for me was dangerous and abusive as well.
the sexual harassment was horrible, refer back to about page forty or so on this post for examples
there is a really enlightening sexual harassment discussion on this post
teens are reacting to real problems in their lives often and they don't understand the dangers of drinking and such
they just want to be cool and act like adults and have a fun exciting party
they really don't know
as a girl the dangers are basically sexual abuse
tell your kids about reality,
i don't think a lot of adults know the first thing about reality in many ways  

also the Village has parenting skills a lot like my mother
abusive insane and such
like finds like
so I think a lot of the kids coming out of the Village are probably dealing with being abused and made to feel guilty in relation to sex worthy of the Spanish inquisition,
most likely after being sexually abused one way or another while being naive vulnerable adolescents
there's a healthy combination for a well adjusted adult
anyway you have been abused and you ran the gauntlet through
inquisitors red guards and red necks
congratulations and welcome to the harsh world of history and reality.
take good care of your self,
don't ever believe their lies
your probably relatively normal
in an abusive relationship you can always tell the abuser, they are the one who never apologizes and never analyses what they do in relation to perhaps it was wrong and I should change something?
The abused is always in a state of self doubt.  
take good care of yourself
don’t take all the blame on yourself
recognize what in A led to B which was bad and hurt you and try to change it
 the Village was real and horribly abusive
so was the other stuff that happened.
try to see it at face value and not to let it emotionally abuse you
be careful too, a lot of people lie about their real intentions
usually what you see and believe is correct,
people will try to tell you otherwise but you should trust your instincts,
instincts are those feelings underneath what you want to believe and what the person you have them about is telling you
try not to give the bastards at the Village power over you and all that.

[Anonymous]

again about the things my mom says.
they are nuts!
my story is really pretty simple
at fourteen I started a new school and started hanging around with the wrong crowd at school, they drank and such and were older
I wanted to be cool and  was starting to rebel
mom was crazy as always, and there was a lot of pressure at home
I hadn't kissed a boy yet
at twelve I had bought a work out outfit at the country club that was tight and gone jogging with my friend?  
my mom tells this story repeatedly, with reference to prancing and slinking and how I charged the outfit to her account?
basically mine is a very simple story,
what happens to fourteen year olds with abusive parents
who fall in with a crowd that parties and drinks in a big city.
i was fourteen and I was there
what happened to me was horrific
and the way my mother acts is horrific
but being molested by a stalker because you are a vulnerable very young girl, is what it is too.
I was there it was horrible and I have scars from it I know, but I also know it doesn't make me a horrible person.
I'd be more than willing to forgive my mother in relation to it too.
and I do think she was just as responsible as me
I told her everything and brought the guy home right away, because he scared me
again he was a stalker and I spent most of the time trying to get away from him and he would browbeat, and hit me, wait outside my apartment for a day or two, and be everywhere I was
again I was fourteen and I hadn't the faintest idea what a stalker was
I have a picture from that time my family took on Christmas or some holiday, and I have an obvious fat lip and a black eye!
he threw me into a wall and I came home covered in blood and had to get stitches, which my parents had to pay for
at the same time I was really rebelling, i had shoplifted and was trying to find a job so I could move out of my parents house and such,
at fourteen :roll:
I ran away to a friends house for a bit and wasn't doing well in school
again though, if my mother acts this way now that I'm an adult and basically do nothing and minding my own business
at that age she was really abusive
I was really trying to get away from her
but again I love my mother and denial is a strong force.
but her parenting skills consisted and consist of abuse.
so if your child is rebelling
talk to them about drinking and sexual abuse in relation to young girls.
If they are being stalked, call the police.
a loving supportive place to be helps.
high school for me was dangerous and abusive as well.
the sexual harassment was horrible, refer back to about page forty or so on this post for examples
there is a really enlightening sexual harassment discussion on this post
teens are reacting to real problems in their lives often and they don't understand the dangers of drinking and such
they just want to be cool and act like adults and have a fun exciting party
they really don't know
as a girl the dangers are basically sexual abuse
tell your kids about reality,
i don't think a lot of adult know the first thing about reality in many ways  


again about the things my mom says.
they are nuts!
my story is really pretty simple
at fourteen I started a new school and started hanging around with the wrong crowd at school, they drank and such and were older
I wanted to be cool and  was starting to rebel
mom was crazy as always, and there was a lot of pressure at home
I hadn't kissed a boy yet
at twelve I had bought a work out outfit at the country club that was tight and gone jogging with my friend?  
my mom tells this story repeatedly, with reference to prancing and slinking and how I charged the outfit to her account?
basically mine is a very simple story,
what happens to fourteen year olds with abusive parents
who fall in with a crowd that parties and drinks in a big city.
i was fourteen and I was there
what happened to me was horrific
and the way my mother acts is horrific
but being molested by a stalker because you are a vulnerable very young girl, is what it is too.
I was there it was horrible and I have scars from it I know, but I also know it doesn't make me a horrible person.
I'd be more than willing to forgive my mother in relation to it too.
and I do think she was just as responsible as me
I told her everything and brought the guy home right away, because he scared me, i had kind of sort of agreed to go out with him once
then we were married until i died or something
again he was a stalker and I spent most of the time trying to get away from him and he would browbeat, and hit me, wait outside my apartment for a day or two, and be everywhere I was
again I was fourteen and I hadn't the faintest idea what a stalker was
I have a picture from that time my family took on Christmas or some holiday, and I have an obvious fat lip and a black eye!
he threw me into a wall and I came home covered in blood and had to get stitches, which my parents had to pay for
at the same time I was really rebelling, i had shoplifted and was trying to find a job so I could move out of my parents house and such,
at fourteen :roll:
I ran away to a friends house for a bit and wasn't doing well in school
again though, if my mother acts this way now that I'm an adult and basically do nothing and minding my own business
at that age she was really abusive
I was really trying to get away from her
but again I love my mother and denial is a strong force.
but her parenting skills consisted and consist of abuse.
so if your child is rebelling
talk to them about drinking and sexual abuse in relation to young girls.
If they are being stalked, call the police.
a loving supportive place to be helps.
high school for me was dangerous and abusive as well.
the sexual harassment was horrible, refer back to about page forty or so on this post for examples
there is a really enlightening sexual harassment discussion on this post
teens are reacting to real problems in their lives often and they don't understand the dangers of drinking and such
they just want to be cool and act like adults and have a fun exciting party
they really don't know
as a girl the dangers are basically sexual abuse
tell your kids about reality,
i don't think a lot of adults know the first thing about reality in many ways  

also the Village has parenting skills a lot like my mother
abusive insane and such
like finds like
so I think a lot of the kids coming out of the Village are probably dealing with being abused and made to feel guilty in relation to sex worthy of the Spanish inquisition,
most likely after being sexually abused one way or another while being naive vulnerable adolescents
there's a healthy combination for a well adjusted adult
anyway you have been abused and you ran the gauntlet through
inquisitors red guards and red necks
congratulations and welcome to the harsh world of history and reality.
take good care of your self,
don't ever believe their lies
your probably relatively normal
in an abusive relationship you can always tell the abuser, they are the one who never apologizes and never analyses what they do in relation to perhaps it was wrong and I should change something?
The abused is always in a state of self doubt.  
take good care of yourself
don’t take all the blame on yourself
recognize what in A led to B which was bad and hurt you and try to change it
 the Village was real and horribly abusive
so was the other stuff that happened.
try to see it at face value and not to let it emotionally abuse you
be careful too, a lot of people lie about their real intentions
usually what you see and believe is correct,
people will try to tell you otherwise but you should trust your instincts,
instincts are those feelings underneath what you want to believe and what the person you have them about is telling you
try not to give the bastards at the Village power over you and all that.

[Anonymous]

i'm sorry I started a new school in eighth grade.
i didn't get involved with anything in eighth grade though.
again I had my fist kiss in ninth grade.
it was a weird private school
the eighth graders ate lunch with the high school kids,
not a good thing
when i was thirteen i ate lunch with eighteen year olds
the sexual harassment was really bad.
and of course no adult did anything about it
I reported it and was ostracized and the popular girls would leave hate mail in my locker
ahh high school, got to love it.
i think it was a little like being in the Mafia or maybe a cult?

[Anonymous]

also the stalker told me he went to a different school and was seventeen
it turned out he was well over eighteen, in his early twenties
i didn't know and believed him about being seventeen,
also he wouldn't go away, the definition of a stalker
i brought him home right away again, because I wanted my mom to do something or to at least see what she had to say
he, from an adults perspective, was not seventeen by a long shot!
also I think it is still illegal for a fourteen year old to date a seventeen year old?  
It is certainly illegal to stalk and beat up on a fourteen year old
as it is to intimidate them and so on.  
i was really naive, i had no idea that men often are very sexually aggressive, to the point of extremely dangerous.  
I thought "do you want to go out with me" meant to a movie or something.
I broke up with him pretty much every time I saw him,
Go research stalkers, please
He was a stalker
my parents are like abusive people every where,
they are not horrible all the time completely
but the when it does hit the fan it is very bad.
the rest of the time can lull you into a false sense of security/denial something.
I also simply wish they would stop beating up on me years later for no reason when it is nothing but counter productive
i was so young! i didn't know anything
it seems horrible that i still have to be abused about this as an adult

[Anonymous]

You are talking about the nonsensical ravings of a lunatic mind....

[Anonymous]

don't be stupid it's the truth.
research the foster care system
type in abuse in the foster care system
while you drive through the country in the South,
count all the trailers you see
not the nice ones either
rose colored glasses are stupid
think about things in relation to reality and economics.
cost of living and how much someone who makes 7 or 8 dollars an hour really makes.
I work for a big corporate book store, I should make more money
I worked in a nice big department store, I'm sure you've been to it
Underneath the pretty packaging is a made in China or Bangladesh label
it's a different world than you want to believe or have been told to believe
in many places,
people know this!
they are not as stupid as you would like them to be!
go look up ADDERALL, go to the prescribing info page
I already copied and pasted it on this site.
so many young people are supposedly ADD
I was in PV
it really is like I say
the research is easy to do and it supports what I say!
It's a cute little circle, do you see?
A catch 22, you say, "your corrupt"
they say "your crazy"
ADD or Bi polar or something.

I live in my family?  
You don't read a whole lot of history do you?
It's real, I've spent a lot time proving it to myself.  
Sometimes fools like you won't let you believe your own eyes.
It's always been like this?  
research labor laws in southern states?
Go get a job in a southern department store as a young women without a college degree.

It's all true.  there is something odd about you?  
why would a legitimate person on this site be such an idiot
and an abusive one at that.
sounds like PV to me
thanks again for proving my points.
you guys give great examples.  

I talk about prejudice and sexuality in relation to women
it's hardly a new topic or especially nuts.
it comes up in college a lot.
economics certainly come into play in relation to the place of women in relation to sex and marriage
the working poor and all that.
if your husband or family is abusive, it makes it a lot harder to get away if you live in a state with horrible labor laws,
where you work many days over the five day work week
and get payed 7 or 8 dollars an hour?
It's the truth it's all the truth I was there.  
its corrupt as hell  


I hate how women always seem to be the ones that end up being sexually abused either by the rapist or by the prejudice society.  
prejudice lets women be raped or abused by sadists
hiding behind Christian values, like the Village.  
no man knows what it's like to feel afraid as they walk down a path by themselves in a state park
or to feel guilty for walking down a path by themselves in a state park
it is interesting how such "Christians," like the ones in the Village
seem to like the most lurid sexual stories.
they are half way between the bondage counselor, those were some cute pictures on her MySpace page
and Puritans.  
sadists hiding it behind Christianity.
dangerouse creatures.  
it's amazing how such people can seem to forget the whole
do unto others thing, and only keep psychotic prejudice

the rapists depend on it I think, the prejudice of the society  
it keeps women from telling, especially young vulnerable teens.
women really do face prejudice in relation to being sexually abused.
trusting stupid young naive girls especially
how can you expect such a young girl to know anything about the dangers of sexual predators, or sex in general?
society teaches us to be trusting and nice
and smile and agree and do as we are told.
drinking is dangerous,
we should teach young girls to be more careful
or they may get caught between rapists and Focus on the Family or something
I believe in God and that Christ was a incarnation of the holy spirit and all that,
and what did they do to the holy spirit?, they crucified it.
great :roll: that's appropriate
I think God's more on the kids sides then PVs for sure!

I know what PV is, they are really dangerous creatures.
like the KKK or something
I've seen them, they are monsters and they terrify me
they would do something horrible to me if they could I am sure
they do horrible things every day
but I can't stand to think of them abusing some kid right now, you know?
I can't stand to think of someone under that!
It's so ugly the prejudice!
DO you see what I am trying to say
it's the prejudice on top of the constant abuse and all the rest of the horror.
It's horror.


Why is freedom hell?
I'm simply talking about the freedom to get payed enough for working myself into exhaustion to pay my bills and buy a nice litte house
where I can put in a garden and let my cat's outside?
I think that's freedom.
to make enough money to be beholden to myself,
so if things don't work out I'll be able to walk away and keep myself safe.
I'm not looking for anything extreme, really that's it

[Anonymous]

Well I can't understand
Anything about you
Help you if I can
What can I do

Here's your new home
That's where you must be
In the institution
'Cause you're so lazy

But if you must act up
Again & again
'Cause everybody knows
You're a hopeless problem

You sound like you're sick
You look like you're sick too
You sound like you're sick
You sound like you're sick
You look like you're sick too

[Anonymous]

i went to the beach.
and am actually in a great mood
I got an B+ in my summer classes.
sorry if I sound serious, but it's the truth and it's a serious topic
I think I'm going to minor in social work if I can.
I have some pretty hands on experience with it and all that.

Dear PV, since terrifyingly, i know you probably read this,
you could try having some compassion
why don't you let the kids read?  
it would help them get through college and such, so they can break out of the whole cycle of poverty thing?
they are a captive audience certainly
I'd bet they would find they all suddenly loved reading
there is a lot of reading in college
it would really probably help them
let them read fun stuff too
so they don't come to hate it because they associate it with you
job skills and study skills training might also be a good idea
you basically just break them and then let them put themselves back together as best they can,
while they are dealing with god knows what and trying to learn, often by themselves, about life and how to navigate it?
you could have less sadistic fun and leach perhaps just a little less money off of them,
or at least do some tiny bit of good to justify some of the tax dollars you are stealing?
At least perhaps to a judge you might someday have to meet?
perhaps people like me would feel less inclined to spend their hard earned free time trying to stop your abuse,
because they feel like they have to do something.
If you were a little less sadistic?
just a thought

[Anonymous]

well that's interesting
I'm not lazy!!
I get A's I had a 3.7 GPA last semester and I work on average 32 hours a week, in retail, and it's very busy and I stand the whole time
It's not my fault the minimum wage is so low!!
your just PV and pissed
hah hah hah hah hah
i bet i cost you vampires some blood
I feel good thinking about the teens whose parents look up PV and see all the stuff I posted and the stuff other people posted
i helped organize some of them
I feel better thinking about how those parents didn't send their teen to be abused by you
I did some good this last year, what the hell did you do?
throw some foster kid to the floor and sit on them for hours till they choked on their vomit and came up covered in bruises,
your fat face all flushed and sweaty with happiness?
disgusting creature, I watched the way you people act
to little girls in hospital gowns.
did you denounce some foster kid trying to deal with sexual abuse
you are so sick you can't even see what you do
some rose colored glasses are beyond belief
again though, your post says much about what PV is.  
and you sound just like PV

[Anonymous]

how do you know how i look?
if you come near me i'm suing!
I'm done now though
i've said everything there is to be said I think?
I don't feel like having something planted on me or something
Of course I'd past a drug test
but from the belly of the beast who's to know
I think there are more things like the Village perhaps in this country
I certainly know the Village is real
I'm sure you could cause me some trouble if you knew who I was
I'm sure I'd get out with all charges dropped
but I don't want to be hassled
I'm sure it would cost me time money and a very unpleasant day or two
the process is the punishment much of the time
it is what they teach us in my Law and Justice classes
seems to go against the guilty untill proven innocent civil liberty but what do I know
I really am done.
I've said my peice and done some good
hopefully others will take the tourch
I'm afraid of you honestly
I think you are incredibly dangerous and I'm done
it stresses me out to much
please change and God bless to all PV survivors
and be careful take care of yourself

[Anonymous]

It takes a Village to raise a lunatic