yesterday my mother decided to tell me this big long pointed story about 12 year olds and oral sex? it was horrible. apparently the maid and her had been discussing it, got to love old fashioned Catholics.
Her new theme seems to be one of a sort of original sin concept. no matter how young they are, they are still ho's. Or some crap?
I was fourteen when I was molested? I had my first kiss in the same year! the guy who molested me was 23. he told me he was 17, went to a different school and asked me out. I said ok maybe then he proceeded to stalk me, hit me and threaten my family. He threw me into a wall at a friends house and I had to get stitches in my head, which my parents paid for and I came home covered in blood. I brought the guy home the first week after he asked me out, because he was already acting weird and I didn't know what to do and my parents liked him! how is that for crazy, from a 14 year olds point of view maybe he was 17 ok, I thought he was and I still thought that was too old! From an adults point of view there was no way he was 17. I think I had made my mother mad about other stuff and she was teaching me a lesson, no joke! I'm pretty sure on some level that was what was going on! It was if your going to do something there are consequences. It's how she views sex? I tried to break up with him every time I saw him, again I had agreed to go out with him like once or twice, but he would threaten browbeat and show up everywhere I was. I didn't know what a stalker was at 14, and he looked normal to me? I certainly didn't like him. but I guess it's all just original sin because I bought a workout outfit at the country club that was tight at twelve and went jogging in the city in the morning with my friend? So I was asking for it?
Anyway from a nice shrink good college book point of view, if a child as young as twelve is acting overly sexualized, the traditional response is something or someone is messing with it. 12 year olds don't know their ass from their elbow, they are getting it elsewhere, like TV, or they are being molested by an older person.
I wasn't being molested at twelve so all they have on me is I bought a workout outfit, which are all too tight by my mothers standards.
Did your dad really have your mom excorcised when she tried to leave him? I'd believe it. Does anyone else think the world is crazy and feel like they live a hundred or more years ago?
oh well if all our ancestors had to live under it, and a bunch of Chinese and Russian people, then I can too?
