Welcome John...glad you are well and alive..
and am very sorry to hear of your friends tragic suicide..
I did the same thing..I avoided people from straight and didnt talk about it..and when I found fornits it stirred up alot of shit inside me..I teetered back and forth between wanting to reach out to people..and wanting to hurt them..
I didnt like anyone at Straight...hated the other kids...hated the staff...hated myself..
But lo and behold I have met two wonderful friends thru the site that I speak to daily and mean alot to me........
I hope you find what you are looking for, brother...
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I hope you all get rich, get laid, and live long happy fruitful lives...
[ This Message was edited by: Therion on 2004-03-17 09:05 ]