Call your mom and ask her for money, then tell her what a bitch she is after you've cashed the check.
Then call a few survivors in the middle of the night, and leave raving lunatic messages about how they're playing some kind of game with you.
Accuse everyone who is sick of your bullshit of being sadistic, mean, or in on the conspiracy against you.
Post anonymous shit about how you've been abused by the mean old survivors you met on Fornits.
Post more anonymous shit in an attempt to stir up trouble between survivors who are actually capable of conversing with each other in a rational, non-delusional manner, as a means of venting your frustration and jealousy of them.
Continue your delusional, tedious nonsense until everybody is tired of hearing about it until you have no friends whatsoever.
Call anyone who refuses to fall for your jive and then calls you on it, an "abuser". (Assholes like you are really disgusting, you cheapen the word "Abuse" by screaming it whenever someone does something you don't like; that's really stupid, thinking that people who REALLY WERE abused in Straight will somehow sympathize with you just because you drop that word. When you use it, it trivializes the REAL abuse that people here have suffered.)
Keep slandering people that at one time may have given a damn about your pain, that's a really good way to get them to help you.
Play the "victim" card whenever you get the chance, and make sure that everyone you know realizes what an immature little bratty bitch you are.
Enjoy your miserable, deluded life.