As we have all seen this forum has become a rather unusual place to say the least ,for some of the most absurd and vicious atacking and hyperbole adnauseum.
As that conservative republican hunting freak Ted Nugent has said it has turned into a "Free for All".
I have not been one to censor....though some of the really gross stuff like "tub girl" (which was a first for me )and the scat crap(no pun intended )and absurd postings I have had to delete .
I really had hoped that most of you would be able to police yerselves but that is obviously not the case. And the garbage has turned people away.(maybe that is their objective I don't know)
I have not been able to ride this site like it seems to have been required . I have 3 children ,a great job and a life.
I deal with elan on a daily basis, by my belief that elan and its henchmen (assistant directors and directors) should spend the rest of their natural lives in prison. That is how I deal with that little walnut sized ball of nuclear rage that resides in me from my experiences from elan and having to watch the lunacy that elan pulled on other good people. Pain is turned into anger.
And granted I don't let the lunacy that is elan control me ...its just how I deal with it and God willing those henchmen will go to prison and of course elan hopefully be shutdown .
I have posted alot of stories (actually not as many as I have witnessed ) of things that happened to me and what I saw happen to other people .Their are also a lot of other former residents of that hell hole that have also posted some of their experiences.
T^here are some serious testimonies located in these threads .Truth ,and it sets us free.
I have posted many times asking that the lunacy back off .The stuff that has no bearing on peoples experiences just stop. It hasn't. I also feel that most of the lunacy is indictive to the way we were treated by elan and its henchmen and the program. An end to a means.
One thing that I have said and I digress is that I have forgiven in my heart all the residents that worked me over at the behest of elan and elan's henchmen .Hey I know you had to do what you had to, to survive in that hell hole , It was eat or be eaten. I don't hold anything against any resident but I do hold elan and its henchmen accountable.
Now it has come to my attention that many peole are just fed up with the childsplay .I have been asked to ban people ,delete post and now I am being asked for peoples Ip addys. I am not responsible for what another adult posts plain and simple. I am responsible for what I post .And my posts are true and thats that.
Now what is going to happen is that another Forum is going to be created. I and a few other people on this board that I would like to have assist me are going to go back to the very begining and pull out the posts that are relative to elan and it's particular brand of (lunacy) (program ) There are peoples experiences (stories) that are worth reading and why should people who want to read them have to slog thru the stupid childish postings.
No one
This Forum will be readable only.And People will still be able post here .If they want their experiences put on the read only Forum I will see that this happens. But not the stuff that just wastes our time and is simple trash .It is not work. It is trash .
The reason why people have not been banned is because that is impossible to do. They could change proxy servers and pop up under another name and continue with their whatever .
This is not going to happen over night. But it will happen. Those interested in helping me please private message me and we will discuss how this is going to happen .
It would have really been nice if I did not have to do this and those people who know who they are had dug themselves .
You know there was a fellow named Allen Frey , He was in elan 6 with me .He was Glenn Frey's half brother (the fellow from the Eagles).Allen was a really nice person,I mean really decent .Allen got out after I left that place. Allen committed suicide 3 months or so after leaving elan. There are many people that in my opinion are dead for having come in contact with that hell hole and its henchmen.
The therapy that has been so aptly described in all the previous pages in this forum, is not a wonder that I have this opinion about elan .
I also put forth that if elan was so great a place then Allen Frey would certianly be with us today along with all the other really neat people that were caught up in a most unfortunate situation.
Peace to you all
Matt
Yeah i got bumped off this is my post Matt
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