For the first few years after I got out of VCA, I had dreams that I would get sent back, even though I was of age. Now, I have dreams that my daughter gets sent there, and I can't get to her. Those dreams are even more nerve-racking than the dreams about my being sent back. I already know how to stick it out, so although it would suck, I would know what to do. The thought of her being sent there makes me absolutely crazy.