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« on: April 30, 2007, 01:26:20 PM »
Thank you OrdinaryDad, Deborah, etc. I think the assumption is that I'm openly "freaking out" to my daughter, when really I've got to congratulate myself for remaining pretty calm. How can parents trust that it will get better or that our kids will be able to find their way, especially when there is a personality disorder involved? It was recommended that I "adjust my expectations", but that suggests that I have unreasonable standards. Her responsibility at this point is to get an education (and I've jumped through hoops and allowed her to change schools several times to her current school that is very easy on her) and to be reasonably respectful in our home, especially if she expects the same treatment.
So, she is expected to go to school. I need to know where she is, so if she disappears I know where to start looking. It being 4am and not knowing where your child is or if she is dead from alcohol poisoning or some pervert on the street is not an option. Parents should not be asked to endure that sort of thing. If I were to not be home especially in the middle of the night, I'd have the common courtesy to let my kids know where I am and answer my cell phone.
I should have the right to say who comes into my home. I shouldn't have to be a prisoner in my home, checking that my other children, pets, purse/money is safe when she wants to bring lord knows who into the house.
Because her self-esteem seems to be so low, she tolerates behavior (from her "boyfriend" and friends) and takes risks she shouldn't. It doesn't seem she can be trusted to look out for her own basic safety.
Part of the problem for sure is that she has absolutely no interests and isn't passionate about anything right now. She used to dance, write, played a couple of sports. I like the soup kitchen idea and have also been encouraging her to arrange to keep busy working this summer. So far she's blown me off.