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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / druggie stash
« on: September 17, 2002, 03:31:00 PM »
hi lady, see the memories are nice i even "accept" why they were gone however i want to show things about myself with my daughter( love of my life , purpose sometimes.  SHE is who SAVED me. ) i am getting so upset right now  i dont have the time to be doing this. damn thanks any way. be back later

[ This Message was edited by: Sunshinegirl0420 on 2002-09-17 12:35 ]

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / druggie stash
« on: September 15, 2002, 11:24:00 PM »
now this is an issue i was so pissed about  and still effects me today as i stated above   gone.  i could understand the music etc.  but alll of my picture  alblums  i didnt keep "druggie pics" they wouldve been evidence. everything from my best "DRUGGIE" friends 12th b-day to school dances and field trips!!  i didnt see the need for this i still miss them. school year books, clothes
 cards, notes. first they stole my personality and soul, then my memories.

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hi pickle  thanks  i saw alot and will return soon  cant find my answers still??!!  i was refering to our personal files mostly. i know , you can laugh!!i was wondering ?  just a thought   thank u for your help

[ This Message was edited by: Sunshinegirl0420 on 2002-09-15 20:04 ]

[ This Message was edited by: Sunshinegirl0420 on 2002-09-20 06:34 ]

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WHO made all of the official diagnostic enteries.. WHAT the files contained...WHEN boston closed, WHERE did all of the paperwork go.  WHY was the 5th phase desk such a big secret??  How would i go about finding any of the files??  (if possible)

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / druggie friends
« on: September 15, 2002, 12:52:00 AM »
hey ladyj, i too am in the same position, except i have a brother and no sisters.   he got trapped in straight too. he was ELEVEN YEARS OLD!!!!  it broke my heart to see  him on front row. thankfully he  only stayed about three months. we are very close these days.  he and his girlfriend are expecting a daughter in  the middle of november!!!!!  its hard though, we dont speak to our mother .  she is a basket case. we are gonna be fine though.  i too am thankful having the forums. he doesnt talk much about the program either. i have had so many mixed feelings thinking about all of it again

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Baltimore Radio knows
« on: September 13, 2002, 12:58:00 AM »
hi its me again!!!  hope all is well for everyone!!  mg8,  whew!!(stressd out deep breath) i was really hoping for wmal.  you are persistent,and determined .  how i wish we could just peek 1 year ahead sometimes.                                               there is a really popular diverse,impartial local paper up here. it covers most of north central ct. and most of western mass. the only thing is that i dont think there are any "programs" left up here. which would probably help gain awarness, and options of investigations by the publication.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Legal Redress...
« on: September 13, 2002, 12:40:00 AM »
1988 boston, no school what-so-ever until third phase.   when i finally got there i was screwed yet again!! as an "out of town client"  it proved to be rather difficult to enroll . i was shuffled all the time as a "host sister". my mom couldnt take time off to figure it all out.                   Thats okay. i went home for the first time ( to connecticut)  and ran.  i wasnt surprised to be returned. but it was better being on first phase (in a sick way)  since i was out of town i didnt go home on 2nd phase i was still in host homes,  i was always living with a phaser higher up(4th ,5th) and i would get stuck with the newcomers' all of the time  while they watched tv radio etc   i was a baby sitter

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Cost of "drug rehab"
« on: September 13, 2002, 12:11:00 AM »
Wow!!  I never in my wildest dream could've imagined that!  I am shocked!  I actually  entertained the notion that maybe insurance helped.  Does anybody know how it worked when a sibling was admitted??  I mean did they get a break?

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Baltimore Radio knows
« on: September 05, 2002, 05:50:00 AM »
hi mg8  i listened at [email protected]

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / you're all yacking!!!!
« on: September 05, 2002, 05:35:00 AM »
you dont sound familiar to me , but then again i still may have been in shock!! we didnt talk to each other either (boys/girls).  if u wereon your upper phases you probably wern't in the building, all the time.  any names or faces??

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / waste of time
« on: September 01, 2002, 11:20:00 PM »
I AM IN THE SAME SITUATION. AFTER STRAIGHT I REALLY NEVER TRUSTED MY MOTHER, AS A RESULT I SHUT HER OUT WHICH MADE HER SPY ON ME, YES SPY!!!  SHE EVEN WENT AS FAR AS LISTENING IN ON ALL OF MY PHONE CALLS BY RECORDING THEM.  SHE STILL SAYS" IF IT WEREN'T FOR STRAIGHT YOU'D BE DEAD" ACTUALLY I DONT SPEAK TO HER ANYMORE, BUT I KNOW SHE FEELS THAT WAY.  SO TO MY POINT..... AFTER ALL OF THE BULLSHIT I (WE)HAVE BEEN THROUGH IN STRAIGHT AND AFTER.  I STOPPED OVER HER HOUSE UNEXPECTEDLY TO FIND HER ALONG WITH MY YOUNGER BROTHERS GIRLFRIEND SMOKEN BUDS!!!!!     SCREW HER!!!!   I DONT WANT TO SAY ANYMORE. THANX FOR LETTING ME TALK

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / flashback
« on: August 31, 2002, 02:45:00 PM »
i would've put more effort too. i was gone for a weekend, although i seem to remember one girl i would swear was gone longer than 30 - 45 and brought back, yet everyday was forever. glad i am out of my srtatghtjacket!!
have a nice long weekend every one.  lets shut these things  off?!?!?!!!!

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Names of Directors
« on: August 27, 2002, 02:24:00 PM »
hey you kadee!!!!  whats new?? lost your e-mail address,oooops  sorry! please send again love to talk!!!   any way i think i screwed up my year i was Jan.87-Nov
87 your group executive staff must have all changed.  hummmm makes ya wonder??  my exec was ms. grey dont remember 1st name  saw her twice maybe. there was also Peg Lord, very masculine  additude but she was frail .  Tom Stafford was hired shortly before i left  i cant remember the rest.

    next...The cape was great!!  the weather was beautiful. i had planned on doing a "drive by" of 53 evans drive.  That didnt work out as planned.   well you know of course how it (The whole experince) left us, depression,angry, p.t.s.d  anxiety!  i was in the shower and i started to think about seeing "the building" what i might feel. how it would look in contrast to my memories what it could bring back??  anyway  i freaked out!!i have never had an anxiety attack before  i may have thought so  but i couldnt breathe as i kept gasping and i couldnt stop it i just felt so overcome by these feelings it was crazy!!  so as i said i didnt go.  i still want to,  but i want to go with someone who will understand the memories with me.  i hate that f#%*&~ place.



    was katie calahan on staff?

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Names of Directors
« on: August 27, 2002, 02:45:00 AM »
HEY EVERYBODY. FEELING PRETTY DISTANT AND ISOLATED. WHERE ARE THE BOSTON PRISONERS?? NOT THAT I AM UNHAPPY WITH THE NEW FRIENDS. YOU ALL SEEM REALLY NICE,,,,, ANYWAY  1988 THE DIRECTOR WAS JIM? MURRAY  HE LEFT DURING THAT YEAR. THE ASST. TOOK OVER HER NAME WAS
 MS.BOUDREAU.  SHE DIDN'T SEEM TO KNOW MUCH OR SO IT SEEMED. MATTER OF FACT WE DIDNT SEE MUCH OF EITHER OF THEM.

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