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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Any Lifers out there from 81-82
« on: June 08, 2007, 12:38:59 AM »
The only thing I wanted was a damned cigarette and a hot cup of coffee. I was goin biserk pacing back and forth on the side of the group having a damned fit. Hey, but now...The smoking lamp is lit. Smoke 'em if you got 'em. If ya don't.......... dare not ask me to help you grieve the Spirit. I've cut back on my smoking a lot since then, and taken up a pipe. Those Natural American Spirit Pow-Wow-Blend of tobaccos, herbs, and botanicals really feel better than mariauana. It's legal too.The cost of each and every one of our troubles came in different forms. Back when I was with you guys and gals, you didn't want off dope. I wanted off cocaine. I kicked it and diladid.So whatever Jesus can do for me with the help of a doctor he can do for you.I was afraid the morphine and diladid would make me have to take methadone forever like I'd heard.I don't know? I still have a doctor,but only on phenothiazines and klonopin. It's not even an opiate.But, some guy in there says to me in group that if I ever left the LIFE program I would be better off blowing my head off with a gun if I left. You know I hated that guy. I bet he's dead.