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« on: May 18, 2005, 09:39:00 AM »
Hypothetically...if one has decided that there is no longer a place in life and cannot find work anywhere..approx how many xanax would it take to kill an 160 pound human being? Is xanax alone toxic enough?
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« Reply #1 on: May 18, 2005, 10:02:00 AM »
you can pick up a shotgun and shells are walmart for cheap. less risk of waking up.
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« Reply #2 on: May 18, 2005, 10:03:00 AM »
Or shoot up enough coke to stop your heart. Not sure how much that would require.
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« Reply #3 on: May 18, 2005, 10:08:00 AM »
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"Hypothetically...if one has decided that there is no longer a place in life and cannot find work anywhere..approx how many xanax would it take to kill an 160 pound human being? Is xanax alone toxic enough?"


your words do not go into a vacuum, they go into people's hearts.  :cry:

please pm me or call me or call someone else. i and other people have and will stay up on the phone late and talk.
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« Reply #4 on: May 18, 2005, 10:15:00 AM »
Im felon and cant buy a gun..I have no cash and no job and find no joy in life. Talk is shit.
 So how many xanax? I can get those on credit
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« Reply #5 on: May 18, 2005, 10:24:00 AM »
Im fucking a dead weight on my loved ones..When I woke up this morning I screamed "FUCK!"
 I am praying for a psycho to blow my head off.
 Fuck god..Fuck god....Fuck god...Fuck god! Fuck this fucking world!
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« Reply #6 on: May 18, 2005, 10:24:00 AM »
I'd start running... and never stop.
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« Reply #7 on: May 18, 2005, 10:49:00 AM »
never mind smoked a joint and took a xanax and feel better.someone needs to hire my fucking sorry ass.
Im actually a good worker...just need a chance.
 Why the fuck did I quit heroin if Im never gonna break back into society?
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« Reply #8 on: May 18, 2005, 10:52:00 AM »
Oh c'mon, man! You know this will pass. Suicide would hurt your loved ones a whole bitch of a lot more than having a couch potato around. Besides, you probably don't know how loved you are. Even when a total asshole who everyone hates dies, after they're gone, you sort of miss them.

Yeah run, for a time. Just go for a change of scene.

I'm for truth, no matter who tells it. I'm for justice, no matter who it is for or against. I'm a human being first and foremost, and as such I am for whoever and whatever benefits humanity as a whole

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« Reply #9 on: May 18, 2005, 12:37:00 PM »
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"never mind smoked a joint and took a xanax and feel better.someone needs to hire my fucking sorry ass.

Im actually a good worker...just need a chance.

 Why the fuck did I quit heroin if Im never gonna break back into society? "


Hang in there Lynch, you just havin a bad day we all do. Things will turn around some how you just have to believe it.
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« Reply #10 on: May 18, 2005, 01:46:00 PM »
You are now in the metroplex, bro.  There are opportunities out there.  If there are positions galore for minorities and those that are not even documented in this country, there are opportunities for you.  Tat's or not, felonies or not, there is work out there, you are a white male on a mission.  I wish you the best.

Project Rio?  Registered with TWC?  Applied at temp agencies?  

You could have died numerous times on smack, don't buy the fucking farm now that you have kicked...

If all else fails, dial 211 and ask for assistance.  We have that number here in Texas that few know about.
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« Reply #11 on: May 18, 2005, 05:31:00 PM »
Xanax (or other benzodiazapenes) won't do it by itself, but it does potentiate narcotics or methadone, that's a pretty sure way to check out, and painless, too. Just 'cause you asked.

Seriously, dude, you're just chemically depressed from abusing the gak right after coming off the 'done, which will depress you in and of itself. The mood-creating part of your brain ain't firing on all eight cylinders right now.  Give it some time.  Get some good food in you, try to rest, smoke weed, and stay off the hard shit for a while.  Try taking vitamin supplements and eating regularly.  If the depression keeps up after a few weeks, then make other plans.  Suicide's not a decision to be taken lightly--I think you should give yourself at least 90 days to think about it first.  Mine has been postponed indefinitely for a while......
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« Reply #12 on: May 18, 2005, 05:58:00 PM »
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 Why the fuck did I quit heroin if Im never gonna break back into society? "


I wonder sometimes myself.  I definitely had more hustle when I was using regularly.  I'm just chippin' a little bit nowadays, for the first time in years, and it gives me the only joy I've had in weeks.  I don't want a habit again, but whatthefuck?   Weed and booze haven't been doing it for me lately, everything seems gray all the time, but when I get that sweet rush, I know I'll feel better for a few hours.  I know it's fucked up, and the place I'm copping my dope from will run out soon anyway, but goddamn---I must be fucked up when IV drug use is the high point of my week.....
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« Reply #13 on: May 18, 2005, 06:54:00 PM »
I call, You hear me
I've lost it all
And it's more than I can bear
I feel so empty

You're strong, I'm weary
I'm holding on
But I feel like giving in
But still You're with me

And even though I'm walking
Through the valley of the shadow
I will hold tight to the hand of Him
Whose love will comfort me
And when all hope is gone
And I've been wounded in the battle
He is all the strength that I will ever need
He will carry me

I know I'm broken
But You alone
Can mend this heart of mine
You're always with me

And even though I'm walking
Through the valley of the shadow
I will hold tight to the hand of Him
Whose love will comfort me
And when all hope is gone
And I've been wounded in the battle
He is all the strength that I will ever need
He will carry me
He will carry me

And even though I feel so lonely
Like I have never been before
You never said it would be easy
But You said You'd see me through the storm

And even though I'm walking
Through the valley of the shadow
I will hold tight to the hand of Him
Whose love will comfort me
And when all hope is gone
And I've been wounded in the battle
He is all the strength that I will ever need
He will carry me
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« Reply #14 on: May 18, 2005, 07:54:00 PM »
Yea though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I shall fear no evil cause I'm the evilest, meanest bitch in the whole damned range.  ::bwahaha2::

Man will never be free until the last king is strangled with the entrails of the last priest.
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