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Anonymous:
Sarah... I have those dreams too... and I sit there just yelling at them "I already graduated from college!!  I don't think I need to be here anymore!"  BUt it's funny because when i'm there I always have my cell phone and I call all these people... random sidenote.

Fortunately I don't wake up sad and scared... I just wake up with the thought of... I wonder if these dreams will ever stop?  I never have dreams about high school or college.  Just boarding school.

jenf:
funny that so many of us have those dreams, and how similar they are in nature. i think you described it better than i did, sarah; i go there to visit (previously i said i was forced to go, and i don't think that's the case in most of the dreams) and then they decide i have all these issues and i can't leave. actually, too, sometimes it's voluntary that i stay, because i decide i can't deal with my life and the outside world, but it still causes me all this anxiety, because in theory i'm allowed to leave whenever i want, but i don't really believe it.

anyway. i just think it's strange, the mixed feelings i have, both in the dreams and at a conscious level... the dreams seem to represent the confusion i feel about the whole experience.

Anonymous:
I left there in 1998 and I still have those dreams too.  They happen probably once a month and in the dreams Im so distressed that I can't go home to see my husband or my kids.  When I wake up I have these terrible feelings of panic.  My husband has heard me cry and sob uncontrollably in my sleep while having this dreams.  Its aweful.

Ashlee

Antigen:

--- Quote ---On 2005-05-12 16:33:00, Anonymous wrote:

Fortunately I don't wake up sad and scared... I just wake up with the thought of... I wonder if these dreams will ever stop? I never have dreams about high school or college. Just boarding school.

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Usually, these dreams involved my daughters as newcomers. And the resonate theme was about how to get all of us out w/o telling them enough so that they could bust the plan but ehough that they could hold on and not lose the faith.

But I'd wake up, look around, see my bedroom and my husband and know that it had all been a dream. Then I'd check on the girls, find them sleeping, dreaming their own dreams, and go bust open the front or back door and go out and look at the stars, because I could!


All religions have been made by men.
--Napoleon Bonaparte, French emperor
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Anonymous:
Hey Jen F and Sarah F.
Its weird that your dreams happened to me.
I "graduated" in 96' remember and than i came back to go on the rocky mountian front trip and was told that i was gonna stay another year.  I although not as old as you all i could do was only just cry.....
Jen F i think you remember.
Im still highly in contact with the founding staff....remember heather p???? she is now like their daughter and they only live and hour an a half away from me.
Hope you all want to keep in touch.
And SarahF .....I know what you did with the go- backs........HOW RUDE!!!!
 :evil:

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