Although I am hating myself for stooping to reply to you...
I never have been and never will be a "druggie". I haven't used drugs since several weeks before I was forced into AARC. So it's been almost three years since I've used drugs; even though I ran before I got Step One, and have never chosen to "apply the tools of personal change" that AARC thrusted so violently upon me. Astonishingly, just having decided not to use drugs again was the only tool I needed to keep from doing so.
As an aside, just so you don't pull the whole "once a druggie, always a druggie" routine... I have in my entire life used drugs less than 20 times. Over two years, I EXPERIMENTED lightly with marijuana (about 10 times) and LSD (4 times). Using non-addictive drugs less than once a month is not enough to classify a person as a drug-addict.
Also, in response to your "dead, insane or in jail" comment... my life at this point is as far away as possible from those options you've offered me.
By the way, I wasn't using the fact that she was on staff to justify my attempt to contact her. Generally, being on staff at AARC is a point against me wanting to communicate with them. I was simply using this fact to identify her.
In conclusion, dear sir... I don't like you; leave me alone; vas te faire foutre. [ This Message was edited by: Rachael on 2005-04-10 16:14 ]