You know what....it's people like you who seriously need help. I don't mean this to be degrading, but seriously. Come on!!!! Everyone had their own individual and unique experiences in ELan, and because it isn't "the reason Im fucked up now" doesnt make me brainwashed or an idiot. Sounds like you may not have had such a wonderful time there, but guess what......it wasnt Disney World, ASS! Noboday loved Elan and all of its rules and techniques. But some people actually came out a better person than who they were when they went in. No problem listen ing to you bitch and whine, but degrading and being rude is a whole othere issue. Use this board for what it was intended. Complain, remember, vent, but don't down everyone elses' work they did. Get it real.....