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Mikey slashing his wrists
Jimmy Cusick:
At age 15 I was the typical druggie in suburbia via 1974. I smoked pot most days before school and I took L.S.D. a few times. I experimented with speed and seconol and a few other pills. In July 1974 90 Percent of the seed population was in a similiar boat when it came to drug use. As I recall very few of us were hard core drug addicts. I will refer to them as "Junkies". I truthfully dont know if any of the junkies were "saved". I remember Libby was a heroin addict and so was Robert Chun and black Arthur the graduate were successful.
It seemed like most teenage seedlings had "attitude" problems and drugs were ancillary. If we were addicted to drugs we were also addicted to long hair and bell bottoms. That was a phase we were going through and many of us could have done fine without the seed but there are those of us that needed a major attitude adjustment and I was one of them.
The seed saved my ass. I took drugs but they were not really my problem. Living life without escaping was my problem. The seed had created a new enviroment for me, drug free for starters, that was scary because I had to live life on life's terms without escaping to never never land. Over a period of days , then weeks, then months my outlook on life improved dramatically> I dropped my "freak" image and did very well in school and became a reliable and dependable kid with good social skills (with seedlings, we werent allowed to talk to druggies which were everyone else)
What happened to all my old druggie friends? I honestly dont know because I went home to Fairview Park and told a few that I didnt want to talk to them and word got out so I didn't have to worry. Lucky for me I went to a different High School in my senior year. The weird thing is that I looked through my sisters yearbook from 1976(my graduation year) and almost all of the guys (from my old school) that I smoked dope with and raised hell were not in that year of the yearbook. What do you suppose happened to them? I suspect that they burned out and then dropped out or got in serious trouble. Maybe it was as Timothy Leary used to say "Tune in, Turn on, Drop out"
The seed indeed is all you need to stay off the junk and the pills and the weed, we come each day from 10 to 10 and if you screw up you'll start again. Junkies and freaks throughout the land join our family hand in hand, working together from morning till night we help each other win the fight ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
What a cult song
Anyhow the cult saved my life and My family was very proud of me
Peace and love to ALL seedlings!!!
Jimmy :wave:
TRUCKER:
Wrong--You saved! your ass! The Seed showed you what it takes to do it---not drugs or booze. Now it seems that you are once again standing on the ledge on one foot.Strange you you would bring up suicide on you latest post! I know that the holiday season will increase this feeling! My feeling is only the strongest survive in any setting. Yea you can blame all your problems on everyone else or other reasons as I have read on many of these threads but you are the only one that can make the call! I dont have to be touchy and feely to care ! Your family is watching. :tup:
TRUCKER
Anonymous:
Does anyone remember a guy named Seth? I always thought he was a good guy.
cleveland:
Sure I remember Seth - worked at Sears, loved to read, played classical guitar? Yup...more introspective than your average Seedling. Good guy.
Anonymous:
Sure I remember Seth S. Good guy he used to drive me in the a.m. when I was a new Comer. He also helped me view things in the correct light I needed to see them in. I was stuborn when I first came in and Seth was very direct and never pulled his punches in my case that is what I needed. Seth was a hard person to figure out but he was a good and well rooted person
CCGAR
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