On 2005-01-26 16:23:00, jraypdxxx wrote:
"Wow scar, you seem really pissed! Maybe you should let go and let GOD!
Just Kidding..."
Im not pissed all the time and for the most part I really dont think about straight much anymore..Except when I come here..
You must understand that Steve destroyed my self esteem (with the help of my Schizo mother and Jenn Loar ) Took me fucking years and years to get through all that head trip shit and I almost killed myself with dope trying to kill the pain.
Now its 2005 and the tables are turned..As long as my heart is beating...Ill be Stepehn Brook's albatross..I am his walking curse.
Amazing what you can do with a computer, a cell phone, and a vindictive personality...
"But people could do the same to you, SS"
For one thing Ive never abused anyone but myself, for another Ive got nothing to lose..bring it motherfucker, lets see who's world comes down ..
Ill quote one of the scientists who designed the atom bomb "I have become death, the destroyer of worlds"