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Anonymous:
Anon with law degree . . .you say that ther was damage, but you are quite general in your expressions . . Can you be more specific in what ways the experience was negative for you?
Anonymous:
Just now, this past weekend I have figured this out. I suppose you could call it emotional abuse or mond control- the feeling that if one doesn't lock step with the program the surely the isolation, yelling, putting down and general methods of creating such incredible self-doubt will continue. I was absolutely terrified every single time I had to go there. Every single time without exception. Even to this day, when I drive by that location on my way to visit friends wholive out that way, my guts tumble to my feet. And the building is not even there anymore.
I never really understood why my life was so hard up till now. It's that negative conditioning inserted between childhood and budding adolesence. Some people truly might have been addicts and needed that kind of mind restructuring, but I truly don't belive I was one of them,nor was my brother.
Antigen:
--- Quote ---On 2004-11-09 09:48:00, Anonymous wrote:
Some people truly might have been addicts and needed that kind of mind restructuring, but I truly don't belive I was one of them,nor was my brother.
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Thank you! And neither were we. I'm so glad to hear that this forum, contentious and hostile as it can be sometimes, has been useful to you and yours.
Among the many misdeeds of British rule in India, history will look upon the Act depriving a whole nation of arms as the blackest.
Mahatma Gandhi, My Autobigraphy, p. 446
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Anonymous:
I didn't know about this forum until this AM. Googled the names Art Barker and The Seed. No to be crude, but what a treat it is to find out I was not the only person who was cured (read: fucked with) on some very basic level for having a problem that did not exist. So sorry that I could not see my way through this so many, many years ago. But its better late than never.
Anonymous:
--- Quote ---On 2004-11-09 10:43:00, Anonymous wrote:
"I didn't know about this forum until this AM. Googled the names Art Barker and The Seed. No to be crude, but what a treat it is to find out I was not the only person who was cured (read: fucked with) on some very basic level for having a problem that did not exist. So sorry that I could not see my way through this so many, many years ago. But its better late than never."
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and THAT, my friends, is what this site is all about. Glad you found it, hope it helps to give you some sense of peace. :wave:
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