I've been up most of the night- old memories good and bad most non-CEDU related.
What is it that we all really have in common? Why is it that I'm so interested in all of you people?
We were all at CEDU for being rebels in one way or another.
I was always a good person. We were always good people.
CEDU enforced its "morality" with a foot to the back of my neck.
I rebelled and broke every rule to the extreme after graduating. (I was quite naive for a 16 yr old and couldn't seperate the differences.)
I wanted to have my mind "free." I even visited with a "Cult De-programmer."
I took tons of LSD and mushrooms. It took years and years to find myself.
I found my own "morality" and have the courage to live by it. What is illegal to some, say- Ottawa- isn't illegal to me.
For instance, I don't believe any human being is an "illegal alien." They were here first and now we say they can't have a fucking driver's license!!
I've identified those things that CEDU stole from good people throughout history.
I've erased their sick taint of those good ideals and made them my own.
Some of them: compassion for your neighbors, love.
I think this takes years of plain old growing up.
Cedu claimed the ability to make a man out of you.
Their idea of a man was a guttless yes-man who brown-noses their way to the top stepping on the backs of the less fortunate.
I guess I'm trying to say to those of you struggling with who you are- Look deep and fearlessly.
What CEDU stood for was horribly wrong, but they did it by carefully using quotes from good people throughout history.
I hope we all have or will break free together. Its the chains of the mind. I posted a while back about my opinions of the mind and soul you can check that if you want- it's just my opinion. It's under "Why did max edit out all his quotes?"
As Jerry Springer says, "Take care of yourself..(long dramatic pause)... and others."
Springer..springer...springer...jerry... fucking late night T.V.
