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**PIXIE DUST**:
SOS, sorry about the "brain fart"  you are right, they are brain dead, and trust me... it won't happen again :grin:

**PIXIE DUST**:
dude, (O2), they are not chores.  they are a punishment!  i mean honestly, would you mom make you do all that if you spoke to someone that you weren't allowed to?  you are brain dead...[ This Message was edited by: **PIXIE DUST** on 2004-09-02 20:09 ]

shanlea:
Pix, I remember you couldn't GLANCE at someone on a ban or you'd be in trouble. I got more dishes for looking at someone on a ban when I was there.

But frankly, I didn't mind the work we did with peers (fire clearing, logging, weeding, climbing trees to saw off branches, making paths etc.).  The long drawn out work details (punishment)were hard because you were totally isolated for indefinite periods of time. All day long you couldn't talk to a soul except the occasional cult talk by some staff.  But it didn't cause the major anxiety or mental torture of raps.

When I split I got table time. I was on bans from lower students, and alternated between working all day (digging trenches for a pipe system) or table time with writing assignments.  Other kids got full times-- do you remember the difference because I forgot.

Oppositional Defiance:
The raps were the worst. The raps were the worst.

blownawaytheidahoway:
There were no "tables" when I was at RMA. But there were plenty of full-times. I think I did no real full times even though I did several tables. These tables that were essentiall full times though they never lasted for more than two or three days. Like you said the writing assignments and the forced labor without somone to talk to or music to listen to were brutal, but nothing like raps when you're fucking up. I have been looking at some entries in a journal from RMA and I was often terrified of getting blown away in a rap for no reason. It made me paranoid. Oh...I don't take criticism well now. I would say that I always think mean thing are being said, even when they aren't. I will be delving into the "rap world" this week.

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