I could really care less about you sounding so self righteous and I don't need your advice. Unless you are in my position you have no idea how much this shit makes my blood boil. No, I'm not going to just sit here and listen to bullshit like this, especially since this is not the first time I have had racial shit said to me on this board. I'm really sick of it. Even worse people around here are always complaining about how abusive Straight was, how all of us need to stop the injustices, and yet turn around and say some really dumb and sick shit to each other. Yup, I said some pretty sick stuff too in my own defense because I am really sick and tired of the shit. I find it amazing that people are still thinking dumb shit like this. It makes me be even less trusting of people and I always have to wonder in the back of my mind do some people really think this way like the stuff people say on this board. I am pretty disgusted as well that people could just sit here and let this type of shit be said.
Someone from my program is a member here that hasn't posted here in a long time and imagine how he would feel coming here and reading all this stupid racial shit. A place where the survivors of Straight are supposed to be able to come for support, not be torn down because of being black or having mixed kids, or dating other races.
At this point it makes no difference what I have said. When someone says some real sick shit I'm not going to just not say anything about it. Sure I could have put in some peaceful quote or kept my calm, but why even bother at this point. Some asshole would have still talked shit.