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Antigen:
I heard from a recent CEDU student that locals living around the campus get a $500 bounty for bringing back runaways. Any truth to that?
We did not inherit this land from our ancestors, we borrow it form our children.


Haida
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CEDU IS A CULT:
2 things.  These guys might be so brainwashed that they really believe what they are saying.  I mean look at WACO.  Those guys chose to burn alive before they would admit that Koresh was just a cult leader.  These guys probably worship Wasserman's ideas in a similar way.

Or maybe they are just hurting real bad inside and their life sucks after CEDU, because none of the CEDU methods work in real life.  So, their explanation is that "REAL LIFE" is wrong and that "CEDU LIFE" is right and rather then adjust to the "REAL WORLD", they would rather blame it and see the whole world converted to "CEDU WORLD."

Antigen:

--- Quote ---On 2004-08-22 08:39:00, Bryan Felsher wrote:

 So, their explanation is that "REAL LIFE" is wrong and that "CEDU LIFE" is right and rather then adjust to the "REAL WORLD", they would rather blame it and see the whole world converted to "CEDU WORLD."

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I think this is probably a little more like.

I know of a couple of ppl who escaped various treatment cults and then went back because they couldn't find a place in the world. I remember the very hour when I realized how completely cut off from the world I was. I think I would have killed myself before going back to the Program, though. I made up my mind to go back to my home town instead.

But I do know the feeling. It's a terrifying feeling! I remember thinking I don't know who I am, I don't know what I want, I'm not sure I even exist!

Happily enough, it turns out that I do exist and just needed a little time to remember all the beliefs and private thoughts that I'd had to keep so well hidden in order to stay out of trouble in the Program. It took awhile.

Necessity never made a good bargain
--Benjamin Franklin Apr. 1734
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Oppositional Defiance:
The whole thing makes me want to vomit. Anyone who would get in my face and tell me what I went through wasn't heinously criminal I would kill just as soon as look at. Yeah, I'm crazy; what I went through made me crazy. I don't care if you think you're right and I'm wrong; I have a tab I need paid off that's been overdue for too long. I went in as a sweet, sensitive child, the type with parents too wrapped up in their own egos to be anything but stupid and selfish, kind of like ottowa or any of the people who were in CEDU management. I gave up what CEDU had to tell me were rules and along with that I gave up what anybody else told me besides what I saw for myself, and the truth is I would gladly hound any of the people to extinction. I want bones breaking, blood flowing, screams heard, panic spreading. If you've ever read Dante's Inferno you know that the lowest level of hell is covered in ice; below the fires of all hate there is only ice, the absence of all feeling, paradoxically. still water runs deep, my hate keeps me alive, my pain keeps me alive, along with passion, but there is evil within me, and underneath that evil, nothing. I want my hate to be a furnace that consumes the bodies of these people. In this world, nothing matters but the fire. Ace of Wands... wands... magic wands... is what it all boils down to... boils... implying water and air... held in a pot of iron, representing earth. fire fire fire fire water water water water air air air air earth earth earth earth


Anyway, ignore my ranting. If you like poetry, fuckers, there's mine. I'll ram so much poetry up your fucking ass you will be barfing in iambic pentameter. I will fuck you! yes! I will fuck you!


-the psychopathic asshole

Anonymous:
Dude, you need some seirous help. BTW has anyone on this site considered NOT blaming all there problems on CEDU and taking resposablitly for there own lives?

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