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« on: June 30, 2004, 01:33:00 PM »
How many women out there were told that w/out straight they would become druggie whores??
I was and I have to tell you it realy fucked with myself image. I am always trying to prove that I am not and when I finaly get into a relationship all that flows through my head is that "HE KNOWS" I am a druggie whore.
But I am not I am not a druggie whore I am a good person with a responsible sex life I don't sell my body I don't use it to get things. I don't use sex as a weapon. I don't!!! But still I feel like the druggie whore straight said I would be. I realy hate this in me. I don't know what to do. I just don't know what to do.
Maybe it is just that I should stay alone and let it lay where it is, I don't know. I wish I did.
But I hate it I hate how the old feelings of despaire and sadness creep into my heart now and then I try so hard to just forget about it and let it go. I am productive I do go out I am active. Then one day after a few months BAM!!!! For no reason it all just wells up and I can't help but implode.
I posted this anon due to the fact I do not need personal attack.
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« Reply #1 on: June 30, 2004, 02:23:00 PM »
Usually the ones throwing stones calling women whores are the ones who are insecure about their own sexuality. You will find these are the people who have all sorts of fetishes in the closet.

Sex is natural and normal. Unfortunalty STDs have pretty much ruined the whole thing so you are stuck with the same person most of the time and still have no guarentees. This monagamy thing and Virgin Mary oppression that people strive for so much is just a sham. Have sex when you want if that's what you want to do and be safe about it. I'm so tired of people trying to make women feel ashamed of having desires. Who cares if someone thinks you are a whore. They don't live your life or pay your bills. Get rid of the closed minded people in your life.
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« Reply #2 on: July 01, 2004, 02:47:00 PM »
I totally understand how you feel and are thinking.  While I am male, I remember being told crap like what was told to you.  My deal is I think and sometimes believe that I am a worthless piece of a crap person. Intellectually I know that is not true.  It is very hard to  get out of my head, cause I was told that a lot.  I remember when I was dating my wife I used to ask her ". . . why do you go out w/me?  Can't you see who I am?  I have a dark soul".  My wife would look at me like I was crazy.  Fortunately, she doesn't see my worthlessness and mostly sees what a good person I am.  AND, I do strive to be a good person.   Maybe some day these feelings and thoughts about us will disappear.  You are not alone. Don't know if there is any comfort in knowing that.   Take care -

Mike
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http://www.safetyintl.org[ This Message was edited by: kpickle39 on 2004-07-01 11:48 ]
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« Reply #3 on: July 01, 2004, 03:04:00 PM »
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"I totally understand how you feel and are thinking.  While I am male, I remember being told crap like what was told to you.  My deal is I think and sometimes believe that I am a worthless piece of a crap person. Intellectually I know that is not true.  It is very hard to  get out of my head, cause I was told that a lot.  I remember when I was dating my wife I used to ask her ". . . why do you go out w/me?  Can't you see who I am?  I have a dark soul".  My wife would look at me like I was crazy.  Fortunately, she doesn't see my worthlessness and mostly sees what a good person I am.  AND, I do strive to be a good person.   Maybe some day these feelings and thoughts about us will disappear.  You are not alone. Don't know if there is any comfort in knowing that.   Take care -



Mike

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http://www.safetyintl.org[ This Message was edited by: kpickle39 on 2004-07-01 11:48 ]"



It's weird how the stuff that staff spewed at all of us is still making a negative impact after all these years. I think a lot of the people throwing the stones were the ones with the issues and lashed out at us for things they hated in themselves.

Sometimes I feel like after all these years I still have to prove to my parents how responsible I am now and not that "Druggie" kid Straight said we all were.
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am looking for people who survived Straight in Plymouth, Michigan. I miss a lot of people there and wonder what happened and would like to stay in touch.

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« Reply #4 on: July 03, 2004, 10:17:00 AM »
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On 2004-07-01 18:58:00, artman11111 wrote:

"Anon

Took courage to share what you have.I am one of the assholes from the ELan board.I watched alot of very nice young girls told that and alot worse at the hands of degenerate staff at Elan. I am so sorry this happened to you as I have seen it done to others.

You simply are who you want to be.Maybe you havent figured that out yet.YOU GET TO BE WHOM YOU WANNA BE.

Took me a long time to figure that out and i still struggle with it too.

Peace

Art"

Thank you :smile:
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« Reply #5 on: July 16, 2004, 12:02:00 AM »
I thought this was a topic where druggie whores could advertise. All druggie whores who have nice bodies please post. Thank you.
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« Reply #6 on: July 16, 2004, 12:49:00 PM »
Hello there, sailor...  :wave:
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« Reply #7 on: July 20, 2004, 11:39:00 PM »
Right on!
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« Reply #8 on: July 22, 2004, 10:01:00 PM »
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"Hello there, sailor...  :wave: "

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« Reply #9 on: July 22, 2004, 11:08:00 PM »
Alex...thats a classic ...nice animated gif, I think I will save that for my personal archieve....thanks
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« Reply #10 on: August 28, 2005, 03:10:00 AM »
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On 2004-07-15 21:02:00, Anonymous wrote:

"I thought this was a topic where druggie whores could advertise. All druggie whores who have nice bodies please post. Thank you."


Some eye candy for ya

http://suicidegirls.com/
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« Reply #11 on: September 15, 2005, 11:17:00 PM »
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« Reply #12 on: September 20, 2005, 08:42:00 AM »
gotta love druggie whores
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« Reply #13 on: September 20, 2005, 01:01:00 PM »
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"gotta love druggie whores"


That's the spirit! Fuck good girls!
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