In addition:
CEDU doesn't scare me anymore, and I feel no need to hide my identity from the posters (and viewers) of this forum. The abuse I experienced there, and was forced to inflict on others, has haunted me for 10 years and I need to find some way of letting it all go... The deep sociopathic and paranoid tendencies I developed under those conditions have made it impossible for me live what I would consider to be a full and normal life... I wish it hadn't taken me 10 years to see that I'm not the only one who was seriously damaged by these people.
Anyone needing someone who is ready and willing to shed the internet-enabled cloak of anonyminity (spelling?), HERE I AM. I'll put my face next to the things that happened to me under any degree of scrutiny, the only way I know of to deal with what happened to me is doing what I can to prevent it from happening to others.