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Offline Antibody?

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« on: April 11, 2004, 10:27:00 PM »
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« Reply #1 on: April 11, 2004, 10:38:00 PM »
Hey sorry to offend you all, just speaking my piece, If Mark's cool, he's cool. I just knew some background on him. Maybe he ain't a pill popping hippy, maybe he is a strong dude who wants nothing more than to truly help people. I don't know, just what I knew before. He did make it out of the cult, fantastic for that, but it seems like a recurring theme here, pushed out the door, left because it was too bad. it all fucking sucks, those who wanted to help couldn't, those who wanted to hurt, couldn't be stopped. It is especially fucked because when I was there, there wasn't a therapist there except for Ullrich (may he have a brain hemorrage and die). Every time I go to Couer d' Alene I look off of 95 and see Pinecrest (now NIBH) and I want to hurt people all over again. Maybe I was wrong, but I still see these people as a lump sum, not as individuals. I hear the name I still see cedu. Hopefully it will all pass like some bad dream, I don't know
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« Reply #2 on: April 12, 2004, 10:22:00 PM »
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« Reply #3 on: April 12, 2004, 10:49:00 PM »
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« Reply #4 on: April 13, 2004, 11:53:00 AM »
A lot of peope who have been to CEDU have flashbacks - it comes about from the trauma of being in a mind control camp.

It often starts with anxiety, then panic attacks, then flashbacks.

I was not able to get the place out of my head and it has been years.

I think I will find peace when I know that no other person will have to go through being there. When CEDU no longer exists I will be able to sleep and rest again.
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« Reply #5 on: April 13, 2004, 08:14:00 PM »
If you have a photographic memory I envy you. I have had CRS all of my life. Sometimes it pays off, other times it is tough to get by.

If your memory serves you when you need it, then it is a blessing. If memories come to you when you don't want them and run with anxiety, then you could have a trauma related issue or an anxiey an/or mood related problem.

Bottom line, if it doesn't bother you or cause you problems with others count your blessings. People come in many different models with different strengts and weaknesses. It's all good if you are ok with it, others don't suffer, and you can get what you want. We are all great and marginal beings balanced between birth and death. [ This Message was edited by: Maximus on 2004-04-13 17:16 ]
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« Reply #6 on: April 07, 2005, 05:26:00 PM »
So true....

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On 2004-04-13 08:53:00, Anonymous wrote:

"A lot of peope who have been to CEDU have flashbacks - it comes about from the trauma of being in a mind control camp.



It often starts with anxiety, then panic attacks, then flashbacks.



I was not able to get the place out of my head and it has been years.



I think I will find peace when I know that no other person will have to go through being there. When CEDU no longer exists I will be able to sleep and rest again."
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« Reply #7 on: September 27, 2005, 10:59:00 PM »
Mark was the man.
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