On 2004-06-18 13:41:00, Bryan Felsher wrote:
"What I find disturbing is that during cop out sessions, many kids admitted to molesting children.
By law this should have been reported!!
molesting kids at the skool or at home?
Mikehunt, you keep trying to look at the positive benefits of CEDU. That is so rebellious to be able to find those benefits after leaving. Myself? There were no redeemable qualities. There is no little kid. I think many on this site are still a little brainwashed. It was all just a bullshit fantasy. Just a bad dream.
so, you think i'm brainwashed... i guess that's cool.. you're entitled to your opinions, but i hope you don't think they're absolutely correct; you don't know me, your opinions about me are based on your reflections of yourself and, inevitably, your ignorance (when it comes to your knowledge about me as a person.)
i've taken on my elements of brainwashing... the little bit that did seep in was a strong inclination to be confrontational and abrasive (a survival tactic... you get eaten alive if you cannot defend yourself) i have, however, spotted this, recognized its nature, and i fight it constantly (now, the inclination is diminishing.)
if i'm brainwashed, i don't know what kinda brainwashing cedu did... it must've been them programming themselves for self-destruction or something, because i'm dedicated to shutting them (and others like them) down.
it seems like you're so set on rebelling against this brainwashing that you get caught up in negativity. any positivity, you associate with this conception you have of being brainwashed. that sucks... i refuse to let something like cedu smut up and ruin my outlook on life. i refuse to hold my reflections on cedu to a different standard than those to which i hold my other reflections... EVERY situation has its up side and down side; cedu taught me tons about human nature and "social engineering". cedu made my life miserable for years, and out of that misery came something fabulous: me, the strong willed woman who's not afraid to go against the grain and defy the norms.
Can someone really look you in the eye, admit to fucking their neighbor's horse and then you tell them you accept them? Give me a break, I think it's just plain sick. Tim Brace even admitted to being a homosexual in a straight marriage. All I could think is get away from me you faggot.Great spirits have always encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds.
-- Albert Einstein
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ever heard of this thing called "forgiveness"? everybody does things in their lifetime that they're not too proud of.. i believe very strongly that everybody in the werld has done at least one thing that would make at least one other person scowl. it's not so important what you've done in the past as it is where you are now relatively. what if, one day, someone you loved with all your heart disclosed something like this (having fucked their neighbors horse) to you? you know in your heart that it was a disclosure that brought them tremendous pain (in thinking that you would reject them) and thus, it took an even more tremendous amount of courage to tell you... you never could've imagined that they would've done something like this because of the amount of growth between that time and the present. now, would you tell this loved one that they're a "sick fuck" and that you could no longer love them? if that's the case, i sure hope you'll allow yourself to open up your heart some more.
(that quote under your post is one of my favorites...)
chances are, you'll prolly disregard all of this by claiming that i'm a "brainwashed fool". let me give you another reason: I'M JUST A NASTY FUCKING DYKE.
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laura solomon
cedu vet. 1996-1999
RIP
[ This Message was edited by: mikehunt on 2004-06-18 15:47 ]