Hate for Straight ( I did time from 9 to 9)

[Anonymous]

Welcome to Straight Inc, brainwash center of the Nazis for decency.  Sit up straight or we'll sit on you as we corrode your mind.  We'll chip away your brain in raps for 12 hours a day followed by Moral Inventories and homo fun at the foster home.  Don't forget to watch newcomers shitting-- wouldn't want them to have any privacy where they might feel human.  IF you don't get straight we'll just fuck you up real good maybe we'll get Dr Newton to yank some of your hair out or maybe some faggot will strip search you at the intake room while he tells you he used to have sex with animals.  Then we'll give you some starchy food that tastes like shit or maybe some delicious thawed PBJ sandwiches and tell me why you deserve that glass of water.  Take  a shower and wait for the faggot to open the curtain on you to make sure you're not beating it because that's what he'd do.  Then go carve on your arms with a spork and if you rock out in your head we'll sit on you some more isn't this great we're all getting straight nowlove yougroup oh yes it's so very wonderful now that I have my awareness oh yes it is.

[Dr Fucktard]

Goddamned ingrate!  :flame:

[Anonymous]

Meanwhile back at Straight it's a bustass rap everybody's drenched ins weat some freakout psycho sitting next to you just shit his pants they won't let him change them noway "You need to learn to discipline yourself" the 5th pahaser told him easy for him to say he doesn't have to sit next to the psycho kid and smell his shit fumes gagging mixed with the smello body odor motivation sounds like a pack of dogs having a group epileptic convulsion the staff are obviously power crazed and insane the higher the level the more obviously insane they don't really think their helping anybody do they this is a fucking nightmare saw some freak beating it during open meeting last night he got ripped a new asshole in review what a fucking freakshow this place is kids who tried to sniff white out sitting next to 24 year old violent felons all supervised by some sex offender court ordered to straight and he did real well on his phases your honor I'd recommend the charges be dropped he does so much good work with the kids see he's on staff now and then he goes to the foster home and peeks through the bathroom door at naked kids and goes upstairs to fuck his foster brother then tomarrow he'll confront some kid who admitted to gay thoughts in his past maybe later cop a feel while he's restraining some misbehaver some of those kids just freak out explode and start flailing at anybody within reach the cool ones just go aftrer robot straightlings I elbowed some cunt in the jaw he kept putting his knuckles in my back so I thought "ok I'll motivate" then I jabbed my elbow into the side of his jaw and a bunch of kids jumped out of their chairs and I got restrained but dickhead has a nice welt on his jaw fuck you asshole they got really pissed when I said "Heil Hitler" really loud and I feel very good about myself and I think about smoking joints and killing staff all the time oh my it is so nice to see another misbehaver kick a staff trainee in the nuts haha hah haha it is very funny oh so funny yes it is  burn in hell you fucked up straight incorporated program now I do more drugs than ever fuck you

[The Butcher]

I hear ya, man. That place was fucked...

[Dr Fucktard]

LIES! ALL LIES!!  :flame:

[Anonymous]

And the songs they sing here are ridiculous singsongy nursery rhymes designed to annoy you and take you back to a moldable infantile level and the stupid cheesy hand motions whose idea was that is it to impress the parents with how docile and cute the beastly druggies have become and the girls here with the weird haircuts and no makeup they stood some guy up for looking at girls in group and tore into him about how they would never have anything to do with him and how he might as well turn gay because a druggie loser like him was never going to find a girl who'd want him anyway I mean christ he's a fourteen year old kid of course he looks at girls they're yelling at him like that for about an hour and what the fuck they tell him to have a seat love ya next up some girl telling stories she's making up to cry about to show the group and staff that she really wants to be straight and now they're motivating and confronting her with what a whore she was and how she's still a whore and needs to change and they keep telling her what a slut she is I saw you looking over at the guy's side get this bitch out of group this place is insane it makes you crazy I'm getting the hell out of here as soon as I can got to keep thinking about something else besides this hell I know that I can hold out long enough to leave this is like drowning in a sea of madness I have to hold out I can hold out I dream of how sweet it wil be drinking whiskey and dancing on Dr. Newton's grave ha ha yes it will be so fun...

[Anonymous]

Rotting my brain away in some stifling hot warehouse two hundred kids ninety eight degrees motivation they call it an almost spastic outburst a flapping of the arms almost always accompanied by grunts and leg movement bouncing in the chair like som trained animal begging for  treat they call on you you stand up and share they call it talk about your feelings you make up some lie tell some embellished story make yourself cry about something that felt damn good when you did it but now I know it;s all just part of my druggie will but oh no it's   not me not my real self yeah right loveya boy how did you say that and keep a straight face pun intended but what the fuck yeah man I felt really bad about skipping school and smoking grass I know I'll tell them I was selling coke to younger kids next time I'll make up a good one think about my grandma dying or puppies getting hurt while I share it so I cry and convince the staff I'm really working to get straight oh yeah bring my brain back when you're done with it Miller old pal I'll be so happy when I kick your teeth in in Hell oh yes oh my but it will be splendid yes it will

[Anonymous]

Now my brain is dead from too much Straight man I can't ever forget that cheesy open meeting what a ruse that pompous ass Newton going off like he's some angel of god sent to help those poor messed up kids all they need is tough love don't be manipulated by their lies and deception parents they just want to leave here and get high with their druggie friends and if you love them you will just leave them here and then some staff member bitch tells her story like all the other zombies I was so fucked up and miserable except she doesn't say fucked up of course then I came here and all the love helped me to turn my life around and I'm straight and oh so happy now I don't even want to get fucked I'm just like some eternally prepubescent toy mom and dad no worries for you now then the parents all of them failures at dealing with their own kids somehow had the insight to find this wonderful program for the little druggie ingrates it's for his own good says the stepdad who is tired of raising some other guy's kid it's cause we love you son that's why we brought you here so you can get the help you need the brochure says this is the best place in the country for druggies like you and they couldn't lie about a ninety-five percent success rate it says it right there next to the president's endorsement thank god we live in a country that has a place like this for you goddamn kids oh so right you are mother Im' very well now thank you oh so much better now yes it was a wonderful time  oh yes it was so nice it was.

[Froderik]

These are some of the best posts that I've read on Fornits' in a quite a while.

[Anonymous]

I agree these posts are some of the best things I've read in a long time here.

[Anonymous]

Damn dude that sounds so right on target about a day at Straight.  It was fucked up!

[Anonymous]

On 2004-03-08 18:43:00, Froderik13 wrote:

"These are some of the best posts that I've read on Fornits' in a quite a while."

Ditto

[Idreamofnewtonsburning]

These are pretty good....why don't you write some stuff about Miller & Ruthie suffering? :rofl:

[Anonymous]

so today the brainscrub sesions have gotten around to what they call rules rap christ there are so many stupid rules the group starts motivating to get called on a bunch of circus seals going for a fish from some clown's hand what's the first and most important rule that staff bitch said some girl gets called on she's kinda cute nice tits longer hair than most of the girls here dark eyes honesty is the first and most important rule and now for the reason they always say why they have the rule usually that's as big a crock of shit as the rule itself honesty to me is not holding anything back and letting my group know what I'm feeling because in my past I would hold feelings in and avoid myself through drugs and images and guy/girl relationships and now I'm here to work on myself and my drug problem and I can't do that if I'm not honest good love ya who's next I mean what bullshit--how is being honest and open transparent some of them call it a good or even a realistic idea from the guy in front of the liquor store trying to bum a cigarette to the cop who's stopped you for speeding to the raging mad brute who wants to know if you're fucking his wife there are definitely times when it's never in your best interests to be honest it's so fucked up the way they talk about honesty when they are so full of shit themselves they lied to everyone here they're still lying to them now all the parents yeah your child will die without us it's a good thing you called us he would probably be dead by next thursday if he didn't come in my god what idiots to believe that line of shit and dr newton that's the biggest lie of all even I know he's not a psychiatrist just has some seminary degree great some psycho bible thumper is in charge of my life I gotta get out of here that's the first and most important rule fuck honesty fuck no talking out in group fuck no druggie friends and druggie ties fuck no druggie slang fuck no tv and radio fuck no talking behind backs fuck chain of command this is so bizarre does anyone out there know what's going on in here tis is crazy I'm getting the hell out of here the first and most important rule is find a way to get the hell out of here do I break a window at the foster home do I punch whoever I need to and run or do I lay low and leave from school or work love ya third phase got to get out of here must resist until then god I hate you straight inc burn in hell you fucking staff fuck and all you zombie freaks that like this hell oh yes you do you like it some of you I want to break your fucking faces you stupid zombie straightiling piece of shit yes I do

[teachback]

Being honest is no means of survival, avoid your inner-feelings like the plague.
This is what it takes to comply with the images this structure will accomodate.
But things aren't what they seem when they're partially hidden behind walls of pretense built for peace of mind.
The barriers between us are forever maintained by our acceptance of the roles others choose to define.

In a world of competition life's portrayed as a contest where we're forced to live by making gains at others expense,
But no-one's really gaining when perpetual conflict's the result of our relationships based on pretense.
We don't need this cultural cosmetic division, it upholds the self-interest on which the system feeds,
A deconditioned consciousness of mutual respect is the only way to cure this cosmetic disease.