I hope this stays on thread Brad because I think it is a great idea. My week has not been one I will be putting down to remember. My heart hurts right now. I know that it is part of the risk that comes with trying relationships but disappointment and rejection hurt regardless of how many times it happens or how old I get and this one is no different. Well, actually maybe a little different, it just had been going so well and the curve ball he threw me was so unexpected that it has knocked me over for a minute. I will survive, I always do but it is unreal to me how quicky that old Straight crap comes up. I instantly heard those confrontations of what a fat, unlovable bitch I was and bammm...instantly, it is my fault even though it is not. So just trying to do my best and be the best I can be even if I am hurting because I know it is so minor in comparasion to so many. Thanks for letting me say that, I always feel guilty for being sad when we have a war going on, so many people dying every day, here and abroad. Does anyone else ever feel selfish feeling sad for themselves knowing the suffering others have that is so much worse? I do and then it builds up and puts me in a mini tail spin for a while. Ignore me, I am just having a sad weekend.
JNL