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Art Barker & the Beginning of the SEED
Robin Martin:
GREAT!! I believe in "whatever it takes". I have to add though, my MOM was INSTRUMENTAL in helping me get in. She eventually became my best friend and I lost her in '80. She volunteered for the sandwich making the taxi driving...all while working a full time job. Anyway, too personal but I'm glad you got it together!
Robin Martin:
OK - bottom line...Are you where you need to be?
Anyone out there...do you feel "you've arrived" or are you still searching?
Somejoker:
Im not quite what you mean by that, it is a little cryptical. But if you mean am I happy...yes.
My life isn't perfect but it is much better than most. I have endured a long ardeous journey and the negativity the Seed had on me early in life was just another obstacle to overcome.
I did it, and I overcame every other obstacle so far that has been put in my path.
I DID IT. Not some dangerous peronality cult disquised as a drug rehab, not my family, no one but me. I put the credit of my success, and my failures, soley on my back.
Robin Martin:
Understood... thanks for the chats - signing off for this day.
I bid you peace../
Anonymous:
I have spent 30 years trying to understand the massive internal conflicts in my brain. I have just fucking relaized what that place did to me. Iwas an innocent 14 year old girl and was turned into a self-loathing human being. Never good enough for anything. I have busted my ass over theyears to accomodate such massive feelings of inadequacy. You can't take children (which most of us were) and tell them reapeatedly that they are full of shit and worthless and gooing to die unless they submit and not expect to turn out fucking zombies.
On the outside, I am set. Have a law degree, an LLM in tax law and a successful law practice here in S. Fla. Internally, I just now realizing how much damage these poeple did to me, my brother and my friends. We were in Ft. Lauderale off SR 84 in 1973 through 1974. I have been a cult victim all my life. What a gift to finally understand that I was the victim. I am so sorry for the pain I caused others during my internment. Thanks so much for the forum.
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